Zuko doesn’t understand why you don’t want to cuddle during a heatwave…
“Can you tell me why exactly I can’t touch you today? No, scratch that — why I can’t even stand near you? Did I do something wrong? My love, if I did, then please know that it wasn’t intentional and I’m sorry.”
Not only because his words were so innocent and heartwarming, but also because Fire Nation heat — especially during the summer — isn’t exactly something you were built to withstand.
Your heart cries any time you have to push him away, especially because you don’t even have the time to explain why. The second you move away, he’s narrowing his eyes in confusion and leaving the room.
You couldn’t help but be surprised at his sudden straightforwardness.
Of course, over the years he has grown to be more open about his thoughts and feelings, but it seems like he still couldn’t fight some of his old habits. When something really bothers him, he prefers to keep it to himself. Shut himself out and hope for the best, hope it resolves by itself. But seeing as it has been a few days and you’re still pushing him away, his bubble finally burst.
“Please, my love. Explain what I did wrong, why you keep pushing me away. I’ll do better, just tell me what I did wrong.” he spoke again, his voice gentle yet clearly vulnerable. You sighed, eyeing him pitifully.
“Zuko, honey, I… you didn’t do anything wrong. I’ve wanted to tell you why I keep moving away for the past few days, but any time I tried… you just left.” you hummed, moving a little closer to him. You could feel the heat radiating from him already, but you decided to try your best and ignore it.
“I… did? I just— I assumed you wanted to be alone…”
You swore you could hear his voice crack a little as he said that. Your lip quivered, hands moving to cup his face without so much as a second thought. His face was warm, and your palms were already sweaty from the heat inside the palace. Somehow, he didn’t seem to notice — or just didn’t really care — his gaze focused on yours as his much larger hand moved to cover one of yours.
“Look, I… I’m sorry, Zuko. I didn’t mean for it to look like I’m pushing you away. I love you, and I need you, it’s just… this heat is far too much for me, and it doesn’t help when you’re basically a walking furnace yourself… i—it sounds stupid, no, it is stupid, I’m sorry…” you murmured, head dipping in shame. Now that you said it out loud, it really did sound stupid.
It was just some heat after all, right?
“It’s not stupid. I… I should’ve been more aware. It’s not your fault that you’re not accustomed to the heat, it’s my fault for not noticing how it affected you, and making it worse. You just… you just always manage to fit right in, I… I actually forgot you’re not used to living here yet. I’m sorry, my love, I really am.” he said, his thumb caressing your hand that still cupped his scarred cheek.
“If this heat is too much for you… then how about we leave for a little while. Just the two of us? Somewhere cold where I could finally have you in my arms…?” he added, a tiny smile tugging at his lips. Your eyes lit up, a smile of your own making its appearance. You honestly didn’t expect this from him, seeing how much of a workaholic he was.
“Really? You’d take a vacation for me?” you asked, hopeful eyes focused on his. He chuckled, shaking his head a little as he pressed a quick kiss to the crown of your head.
“If it means I’ll finally get to hold you properly and warm you up… Of course, my love. I’ll go announce our absence to the council, how does a whole week sound?”
again, not proofread 😭 zuko fluff is just needed while i’m dying from overheating