#atsy rambles

[atseptic]

another random fun fact about me: I make edits! a lot of them! i've been making edits for about two or three years now!! i just don't post them on any social media website!!!

i'm also very good at making gacha videos. friends can vouch for this

[atseptic]

queen is actually like one of the best characters seriously i love her SO MUCH

i quote her to my parents almost on a daily basis (although they don't know i'm quoting her, they just think i have a sudden potassium desire or something) and she makes chapter 2 my favourite chapter so far

speaking of chapters, here's my ranking list

1. C2

2. C4

3. C3

4. C1

none of the chapters are bad or boring, but i placed c3 and c1 at the bottom mainly because c1 feels rather lacklustre compared to the rest and the pacing of c3 makes it rank lower, but i love the story in both

chapter 2 has just always been perfect to me. the amount of comedy involved combined with the actual storytelling and it somehow balancing each other out? HAND IT OVER. plus, acid tunnel scene is in it. what more could i ask for?

i'm VERY excited for chapter 5 as well. knowing asgore is gonna be the main boss fight (his prophecy file name says 'boss3' i think) that means we'll probably be getting more kris lore and i LOVE that! i'd like to know more about their childhood and their relationship with dess and how they used to interact with noelle. AND AND AND knowing we had huge ralsei development last chapter, THATLL PROBABLY CONTINUE INTO C5 AND WE GET TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIMMM AND WE'LL GET MORE ASGORE LORE AND MAYBE SOME MORE INSIGHT TO WHAT HAPPENED DURING DESS' DISAPPEARANCE AND HSJSJDKFKKFF

Can't wait for C5

[atseptic]

no i'm actually gonna cry why do i literally laugh like "HE HE HE HEHE HE HE HEHEHEH EHEHE" but with the stereotypical anime giggle tone im. done with life

[atseptic]

my good friendarino mr fish has got me so interested in iron lung and j want to watch the movie so bad but i won't be able to for another MONTH and that makes me so sad

[atseptic]

GUESS WHO HAS SOME THOUGHTS ABOUT THE NEW EPISODEEEEEEEE

spoilers below! i'm not gonna say as much as i want to since im in the car right now so i want to focus on the road as much as possible ugh

1. WISE. PLEASE.

He has SOOOO MUCH POTENTIAL TO JOIN THE GOOD SIDE. He does not need to tell Simp what happened, he can side with X, he can do ANYTHING BUT TELL HER. It's all down to him at this point and i'm so scared 💔

I'm glad X stood up for himself and the other planets rather than giving up immediately. I love the guy to bits so seeing him be on the right side (and even kind of leading it) is really nice! It's also sweet to see him kind of become the other rocky planets' "Jupiter" and giving them advice on what to do 🥹

2. ASTRODUDE IS OKAY!!!

HELL YEAH! I really don't know who Earth and Luna recruited to help him out, but hey, that's pretty cool. Hope he wakes up soon.

3. Earth and Sun, it's about time 🥹

They're finally gonna have a conversation! A real one! I'M SO HAPPY

They both looked so happy about what's coming so i'm looking forward to seeing them talk next episode. I don't blame Earth for having his doubts about it, though - I would too. Sunny's face when he said he was sure about it was also so like. oddly heartwarming. He seems to have made up his mind about something so YAYYYYYYYYY

+ seeing Sol and Earth smile at each other (and in general) after so long was rather refreshing

4. Sedna is SO RIGHT

They will fall. They're guaranteed to.

What is it with this girlie and always saying everything right?? She's so full of good ideas and strategies it's so wonderful

gh sorry for the very small amount of comments lik i said i dont have a lot of time to say it

[atseptic]

it's only been 4-5 days since the latest solarballs episode and i already crave more

i've been craving more since the premiere ended actually who am i kidding

[atseptic]

hi so i just had the weirdest dream ever

so i had a dream that i was watching solarballs and then some ad popped up for a weird cooking game and it turns out they had collabed with this random niche game and absolutely no one was happy about it except me so i just played this game no one had heard of for like an hour

then the dream changed and i was suddenly in my old house and there was a weird fucking deer that kept appearing in the doorway and i had to shut the door in order to make it stop appearing, then i went over to the kitchen to sit on the ominous scary counter where it was really dark and also a bunch of analog horror entity faces kept popping up whenever i went into the kitchen and while it was scary i also just kind of accepted it

i went back on the floor and realised "holy shit am i dreaming" and it turned into a lucid dream where i started making faces appear in mid air but for some reason they all turned into spaghetti of various different colours and i really don't know why but the fucking analog horror faces kept appearing again and turning into spaghetti. since i found that so annoying i just gave up and went to sit down on the couch and genuinely forgot i was lucid dreaming so none of what happens next happened to me willingly

AFTER THAT my good friend mr fish messaged me and we were talking in some strange fancy fonts from an app that i actually downloaded in a previous dream that for some reason continued to this one (said dream being about me installing this app and getting a ton of viruses but not thinking they were real viruses) and whilst we were messaging i began to get the virus popups again and i went onto the app store where there was a discord logo and it said over and over again "YOU HAVE A VIRUS! YOU HAVE A VIRUS! YOU HAVE A VIRUS!" and only then did i start to realise "ok. maybe i do have a virus actually"

this was what the virus looked like

once i realised that i put on solarballs AGAIN on my tv and shouted for my dad who i realised was awake (probably because i also at the same time realised he was awake in real life because he is) then he came in and i was like "dad, i have a virus." and he said "oh. well what do you want me to do about it it's not that big of a deal" and i replied "dude it's a fucking virus this sounds like a big deal"

we got into a bit of an argument about it and remember that deer from earlier? yeah it came back. and it started no clipping through my couch and kept on reversing into me and it wouldn't let me run away and my dad was just really nonchalant about it saying things like "ohh the deer is backing into you what a shame what are we gonna do" and not actually caring at all that this DEER WAS IN THE HOUSE DOING WEIRD THINGS AND HARASSING ME

i finally managed to run away into another room where i sat there for a few seconds before the dream ended

i am in pain

[atseptic]

wanting to write a self indulgent fanfic (or fanfic in general) but not knowing how to start it is a painful experience