Clipped Wings Teaser
Content Warning: This story contains heavy themes regarding mental health, severe anxiety, and tragic separation.
Word Count: 290
!MDNI!
I never thought it would go this far.
I never thought I would have much importance.
I never thought someone would care.
It's too late to change.
All I can really say is that I never expected this to happen. Let alone, I never met for him to love me in the way that he did. I never imagined the day were someone actually loved every part of me. Even with all the flaws, he treated me like the most precious thing in the entire world. Every small step forward was met with a small celebration. Every small step backwards was met with patient understanding.
I wish I were stronger.
I wish I could have seen what he saw.
I wish I weren't me.
Who even am I, really?
Well, I never thought I was someone memorable. I wasn't the type of person someone would normally notice right away. I tried my very best to blend into the crowd because I never wanted to take up too much space.
No family name.
No friends.
No home.
I was just Nabi, someone who was lost in life. Scared of all the unknowns, scared of their past, and scared of the present. It was really hard living in that fear every day. I desperately wanted things to be different. I hope he knew that. I hope he saw how deeply I cared for him. How beyond thankful I was for him.
Hopefully, we find each other in the next life under better conditions. One where I can love him properly. One where the memories don't feel like a dream playing tricks with my mind. One where we can be happy.
What I know is that I'll always love him in every lifetime.
Author Note:
Hi everyone!
I wanted to post a teaser for a multiple-chapter fic I had thought of to see if there was any interest. This story will deal with a lot of heavier topics like depression, abuse, and grief. I want to share a story that felt real and lived. One where someone else might connect to Nabi's story in the slightest. There will be happy moments within the story as well as heartbreak. If you are experiencing anything similar, just know you aren't alone ever. I hope this story can help you feel seen instead of feeling invisible. I'm writing this story as a way to cope and keep my creativity alive in a dark time.
Please let me know if you guys are interested.
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XOXO Cherry