An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader
Characters: Park Jimin (BTS)
Additional Tags: this is straight FILTH, im sorry mom, degradation kink, Degradation, Praise Kink, Choking, Cum Eating, thigh riding, face fucking, Infidelity, Cheating, Prince Park Jimin, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Porn with Feelings, Angst, Angst and Porn, Smut, it actually gets pretty angsty for awhile there, but i love me some sad smut ;(
Summary:
you, a maid for the royal family, have sex with the irresistible prince park jimin on his throne
“No amount of riches could keep me away from you. I deserve to choose how I live my life, and I choose to live it with you.”
soooo when op tagged “it actually gets pretty angsty for awhile there, but i love me some sad smut ;(” she wasn’t lying at all like this was so hot it’ll get you wet as soon as you start reading because the excitement of having the crown prince desire will have your libido shooting up for real (at least that’s what happened to me because of the black fur and prince jimin’s cockiness ugh)
[SPOILERS AHEAD]
the entirety of this fic will satiate your lust for Jimin everything will have you drooling and praying that all of this was real and your not just immersing to imagine and feel something, this is exactly the Park Jimin in my head, royalty or not I like him being cocky and so sure of himself like his cock is the best out there you know hjdfhgjksd anyways, despite all the good fucking op made sure that angst will be felt, chapter one ended badly because after all the things they did and the undeniable love that was lingering in the air Jimin was set to marry a princess and MC was nothing but a lowly maid that’s never fated to marry someone with high status, she wasn’t born with a silver spoon in her mouth and she will have to deal with it for the rest of her life.
just when you thought you had enough of Jimin and that the next chapter will feel angsty af well you’ll feel that BUT the smut here? all I can say is if I was MC and was given the same opportunity to pounce on Jimin one last time before I let him go and let him out of my system i’ll do everything to make sure he’ll never forget what we had and how he was made for me and that he won’t ever feel the same with somebody else. before you start chapter two I highly suggest you take a deep breath because these two will risk everything and I was like nope that’s impossible they’re crazy but i’m also rooting for them because who wouldn’t want one more night before moving on? (fun fact I can’t relate to the break-up sex here part of me wants to but the logical side of my brains tells me not to and that I shouldn’t add more regretful memories ~ when i’m done, i’m done) even if they had to fuck with Jisoo on the side, it made my heart beat fast knowing they’d be caught any minute, I’ve seen porn like this and always thought is the other person on high on diphenhydramine? why can’t they hear or feel anything? long story short this is probably one of my favorite shameless cheating scene in fanfiction, I was lowkey expecting MC to walk away when Jisoo and Jimin started talking but ya girl ain’t a quitter she’s there to get her breakup sex! BUT once again op said you got what you wished for time for me to dump some angst and make your heart hurt and fuck it hurt badly that wedding scene scarred me, what Jimin did will forever be in MC’s head, looking at her saying his vows was dangerous, he was sorry but can’t do anything about it and that’s the worst.
months later after leaving the palace, MC was trying her best to move on but just when she thought she’s finally making progress she learns that she’s pregnant, I mean who wouldn’t be after having so much sex with Jimin and letting him paint her walls with his seed, I felt sad reading this chapter because MC is carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders, she lost everyone and is now starting over with a baby on the way, I was happy she met Sumi and had someone support her during those trying times, the harsh reality of being poor and falling for a royalty hit harder during this chapter even if we insist that they should fight for their love it’s not that simple, MC was selfless and selfish at the same time, selfless for thinking of Jimin and his future, the future of their country and their kingdom, she was selfless for sacrificing her true love but was selfish for denying Jimin her love and the child that’s the fruit of their endless love-making, denying their child of their father, denying herself of happiness because she had this mindset that this was it for her.
then Hoseok came into her life, it was unexpected tbh and I was wishing for more interaction, part of me was happy she agreed to go out with him and part of me is still mourning because of her sadness if she didn’t agree to meet Hoseok she would never go out that day to see Jimin and I was so confused like why is he there? in front of her? why? why did he have to come and see her when life is finally offering her someone she could be with for a long time without hurting people and herself, but that was the defensive side of me worrying about MC but when Jimin started talking everything made sense and it softened my heart, seriously one of the best dialogues to get back the love of your life, I offer my heart to Jimin for following his heart and giving everything up because he knows who his heart belongs to, even if took him a while before doing something about it at least he tried (I have a concern tho, what if in some alternate universe MC never left and just endured seeing Jimin and Jisoo? will they continue to fool around, what if there’s no baby or plot to eliminate the royal family? okay brain stop sabotaging the good things that are happening Jimin and MC forevs!) and after confessing everything to her and letting her know that he’s staying with her she finally revealed that they’re having a baby and it was the sweetest moment tbh, letting down the expectations of society, status shouldn’t be a basis whether or not you deserve to be with the person you love, fast forward to their cute baby listening to her parents love story with another baby on the way this is probably the wildest smut to angst to smut to angst to fluff fic I ever read because they were insatiable at first and they realized they love each other and Jimin found her after she left and now they have a family and they gave me wholesome domestic vibes (but I know the secrets they keep) sigh... love conquers all indeed, if you need some smutty happy ending royalty fic this is it (p.s. there’s lots of angst too!) | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Kim Namjoon | RM/Original Female Character(s), Park Jimin (BTS)/Original Female Character(s), Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader, Kim Namjoon | RM/Reader, Kim Namjoon | RM & Reader, Park Jimin (BTS) & Reader
Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Park Jimin (BTS), Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Reader, Original Female Character(s)
Additional Tags: Smut, Fluff and Angst, Sad with a Happy Ending, Angst and Tragedy, Love, Love Confessions, Falling In Love, Romance, Alternate Universe - College/University, Established Relationship, Alternate Universe, Fluff
Summary:
You had everything you thought you could ever want or need. You loved every moment of your life, your career, family, friends and most of all the light of your life your husband, Namjoon.
Until a reckless mistake sealed your fate.
Going through the motions of loss; the riptide of grief takes you and is pulling at your seams. Can you move forward and find happiness once again?
“I love you Ava, you are my world, you make up all of the brightest stars in my constellation.”
first of all, I don’t think I have read anything with this pairing a Namjoon x OC/Reader x Jimin story so I was delighted as soon as I saw the relationships info on ao3, the only confusing thing for me was immersing into a named reader (y’all know I’m all for immersion) because it’s always strictly second person pov/y/n or third person pov/named oc that I’m used to but after a while, I got used to it and enjoyed reading the story.
[SPOILERS AHEAD - very minimal since this is an on-going story.]
this is a very interesting story, I thought it would be easy to predict what happens next but I’m actually having a hard time thinking of all the possibilities since this is an on-going story, starting off with Namjoon and Ava talking about constellations, a secret the adorable husband can’t keep, the things they’d do once they get to Australia, the veil of love and lust consuming them because they were so happy sigh honestly I heard my heart shattered when Joon said the name Ava because I thought he was cheating but turns out it was a named reader, I had to pause and re-read over and over because again this was something new to me after accepting and immersing into the story with a different name it actually had my heart fluttering once again recalling their unspoken words, their conversation in the car, the way they show their love through actions and words were beautiful until everything came crashing down, that’s when I finally realized that this will indeed be tragic as stated on the tags.
the flashbacks are very important in establishing how the couple met and how they were as lovers before getting married, this is also where we finally meet every other character that adds life to the story from Min who is very charming and knows what she wants, ugh I utterly adore her cute story with Taehyung, it really is true that when two people are meant to be together they’ll find a way back to each other, Taehyung (or Min’s boyfriend) is taking up media studies with Jungkook, Seokjin, of course, the handsome chaebol who has everything one could wish for, Yoongi and Hoseok, or the lovers who have different personalities but still bring out the best in each other and Jimin the professional dancer who made Ava realize her that she still has passion for dancing. honestly, I’m still clueless on how Jimin will enter the picture will he remain as a friend with unrequited feelings (we still haven’t established tho how he truly feels for Ava), will something blossom between him and Ava while they spend more time with each other, will he enter the picture during the present day where she will need her friends to support her now that Namjoon is most probably in critical condition (not to mention we still don’t know whether or not she is pregnant), I like that there are so many possibilities and with the transition from present to past to present makes me lose my mind in a good way because it makes the story worth investing time in.
I am looking forward to the future chapters of this story, I love how my heart has been played with way too many times from the named reader to the tragic accident, the flashbacks etc., the characterization is lovely and I wanna get to know them more, the details of the story, it’s one of the things I like about your writing (A++ to the smutty parts of the story because ngl I live for dom!Namjoon, well-written *standing ovation with flying kisses*) the air of mystery in every chapter because I wanna know what happened to them but I’m scared like what if Namjoon ends up in a coma or what if he suffers from amnesia? what if Ava is really pregnant? what if she gets devastated from whatever condition Namjoon is in and her vulnerability gets used against her but I doubt that scratching that idea rn~ but that’s just me and my imagination trying to appease my restless self while I wait for the next chapters.
anyways, thank you @kathkeatz-blog for sharing your story with us, these are my thoughts as a reader, I hope more people get to read your Then There Was You so they’d understand my excitement for the future of this story! | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Reader
Characters: Jung Hoseok | J-Hope
Additional Tags: Angst, Smut, Drama, Fluff, warning: suicide mentions, warning: alcoholism, warning: self-harm mentions, warning: domestic violence, warning: drug abuse
Summary:
You're not the girl for Jung Hoseok. Him - who was sunshine and daisies and fireworks. You - who were back-alley darkness and used needles and burnt cigarettes. But he doesn't care. And you fucking hate yourself for it.
“Baby… why do you keep doing this?”
“Why do you keep hurting me like this?”
[SPOILERS AHEAD]
wow this is such an emotional story that got my heart aching one too many times for the pair, as perfect as Jung Hoseok, the boy made out of sunshine and all things in life worth loving our beloved MC, on the other hand, is perfectly flawed, due to her bitter life she fell into a pit of darkness, she thought she was not deserving of any good thing in this life, it was the darkness that enveloped most of her life so who is she to accept a love so pure and colorful as the one Hoseok has to offer?
a lot of us had dark phases in our lives but hopefully, none of us had it as bad as MC, or if you did I hope you’re healing from it all and know you’re deserving to love, be loved, and be showered with all the good things this life has to offer, always remember things will get better. so speaking of her life that’s filled with misfortune, darkness, and penchant for running away from her problems and pushing people to maintain what she’s used to. I honestly felt bad for her and people like her, they’re so immersed into their messy life they think there’s no way out that only verbal, emotional, physical and other types of abuse are what they are bound to have in their lives, but what they fail to see is that despite the wreck that they have become, someday, someone will come into their lives and prove them that there’s always something good for each and every one of us.
ahhhh you don’t know how much this made me feel sad and guilty as I immersed into the story, to be loved by Hoseok as if you’re the most loveable, flawless, and perfect person in the world will make your heart beat fast but if you also get in touch with MC’s feelings you’ll hate yourself for pushing someone who’s always been there for you and will always be there for you no matter what, she’s a work in progress and was very lucky to have found Hoseok when things were shitty for him, he made her feel things foreign to her, he made her realize things even if she’s not accepting all of his love in one go, sigh, Hoseok is everything one could ask for in a guy, he goes out of his way to find her even if he risks his sanity, he does everything to fight for and prove that being in a relationship with MC is everything that makes him happy and that’s all he needs in life, no career, no money, no one could take her place in his heart, and if you have someone like him in your life, I suggest you try your best to fight your demons because they won’t ever leave you because they can be much more stubborn than you, that’s how love is, they’ll help you heal and be the best version of yourselves no matter how long it takes.
this is just a beautiful angsty story that will make you realize things, you may not have an equally bad and messy life like MC but you have to admit you push people away because you fear that you’ll make things worse for them or you don’t deserve them but it’s time to stop thinking of those things, we are all deserving and if someone shows you how much they love you the way Hoseok did (even milder or grander) accept it and let things happen the way they’re supposed to happen (but also don’t forget to be vigilant and guard your hearts always because you’ll never know someone’s intentions right away *that’s my cautious placements talking lol*) | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 7/7
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Min Yoongi | Suga/Reader
Characters: Min Yoongi | Suga
Additional Tags: Angst, Romance, Fluff, Smut, Drama, Noona Romance
Summary:
Working for the UN, you are tasked to handle the poverty reduction campaign of a certain boy band. A certain rapper from the group, however, decides to mix business with pleasure.
sighhhh tbh reading this was a breeze with a bit of shock why? because I’m not used to the version of Min Yoongi in here but if we look closely I think he’s really this soft and loving in real life, and to immerse into being a Noona he’s totally whipped for ngl I fell for him hard and fast.
so this is what it feels like to be a Noona and have someone like Yoongi fall head over heels in love with you, this story brings you to the realization that dating (not only celebrities but especially celebrities I mean) require a lot of sacrifices, understanding, compromise, courage, strength and unconditional love to keep going, to keep holding on, to keep fighting for something you want even if you clearly have the short end of the stick, because time and circumstance are not your friends but you have to try to at least make it work because you know it’s all worth it, worth all the sacrifice, the devastating moments and all the pain and suffering you have to endure because love needs to undergo all sorts of beautiful pain for it to grow stronger and eventually become impenetrable.
if I had Carpe Diem Min Yoongi in my life I would never let him go, but I would also die every minute, every hour, every day if staying with him means having to constantly worry, fear and be cautious even with the littlest things, the world they live in is so small and suffocating given the situation that Yoongi is famous and belongs to BTS but despite the fact that they have to walk on eggshells to protect one another, they learned a lot especially when it comes to cherishing every single moment they spend with each other, every millisecond, second, minute, hours, all of those moments count, even if they get to spend more time they have learned to value that borrowed time and not have regrets later on. I enjoyed all their soft fluffy moments and how straight forward Yoongi was, at first it felt overwhelming with how things escalated quickly but you know all that feeling went away because to me he was perfect, they were perfect and it hurts to watch them go through so much in a short period of time, there were pros and cons of staying together, and you know what sometimes love is not enough, I commend Yoongi for trying despite his crazy busy schedule, for being strong for them, for being true to himself, to his feelings, for keeping his promise, for loving her without regrets, and Noona for allowing herself to love again after her own tragic love story made it seem impossible for her to recover, for not being selfish, for giving everything she can, for loving as if she’s never been hurt, for loving him without regrets.
I enjoyed all the moments they spent together, it was all too real, some parts too domestic it made my heart feel so full, to have a love like theirs (minus the lows, I know it comes with it but let me bask in a happy loving domestic life with Yoongi lol) I would give everything, I live for their love-making moments, it may have been consummated right away but I feel like it was just right given how whipped Yoongi was and how much limited time they got in their hands at that moment, their future plans, especially his plans (he’s the sweetest, most thoughtful, most husband material in my eyes after reading this, totally flipped suga/agust d image and gave me a super soft, loving and sweet Mr. Min) the dates they had especially the overseas one siggghhh I got carried away and was a fluffy whet mess through and through, but just like Noona I have been worrying the whole time while reading I had so many what-if’s and then the angst started consuming me.. then it was time to face the bitter pill, it was bound to happen anyway.
ofc all couples go through a rough patch, and as I was anticipating that moment I got antsy and uncomfortable with how dragging the situation was, the events stated also made everything feel so real, and real means it’ll hurt a lot, but tbh I was sad but never felt devastated okay I lied, I was devastated because they had to hold back thinking it was the best decision, but it wasn’t she was lingering so much in the past, she clearly loves him but she had to let go for Yoongi to soar higher, because true love isn’t selfish, okay she had been selfish for letting him go without talking things over with him but it had to be done, she can’t carry the burden if she keeps him with her, looking back I was also shattered by the fact that she named her unborn children after the TROS kids T_T, the future they would be sharing with each other, but all of my frustration was replaced with hope because I trust that things will be better, that things will fall into place, they were two halves of a whole waiting for the right time to happen and it did, as much as I wanted to know more of what happened after that fateful night, the way this ended made me believe that if you’re meant to be together, fate will bring you back together, years and years may have passed but it was clear as the beautiful night sky Yoongi was hers, and Noona was his, as always op you did amazing, thank you! | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Reader, Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader
Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin (BTS), Reader
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Horror, Stalking, Scary, Dark, Jeon Jungkook Is Bad at Feelings, Love at First Sight, Love/Hate, Blood and Violence, Sexual Violence, Sexual Content, Adult Content, Anger, Depression, Sad Ending, Jealous Jeon Jungkook, Fluff and Smut, Fear of Death, Breaking the Fourth Wall, Lust, Dirty Thoughts, Crushes, What Was I Thinking?, I'm tired, the title says it all, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Psycho Jeon Jungkook, Good Boyfriend Park Jimin, This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things
Summary:
His mind is twisted and his love for you is toxic.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 19/19
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Reader, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Original Female Character(s), Jung Hoseok | J-Hope & Reader, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope & Original Female Character(s)
Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook, Reader
Additional Tags: Smut, Gratuitous Smut, Multiple Partners, Multiple Pairings, Multiple Orgasms, BDSM, Dom/sub, Sensory Deprivation, Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Sexual Roleplay, Tantric Sex, Light Bondage, Nude Photos, Master/Pet, Social Media, Oral Sex, Come Swallowing, thigh riding, Dom Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Foreplay, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Orgasm Control, Handcuffs, Vibrators, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Self Confidence Issues, Self-Discovery
Summary:
You've been in a dating drought, more specifically, a sex drought. Your best friend has the perfect remedy for your problem: The Gentlemen's Club.
The Gentlemen’s Club, wow the MC here is probably the character I relate to the most in all of the fics I have ever read in this fandom, this fic hit home, it was so easy to get lost and take over the role of MC, her life was so similar to mine I lost myself, my identity, the brightness I used to have and share with the people around me all because of a boy who never knew how to treat a woman, relationships are a two way street you cannot just give and give until you’re an empty vessel, always save some for yourself - that’s what I should’ve told myself years ago.
As painful as it was to remember while reading - this addressed concerns such as self-esteem and mental health issues, how to deal with a break-up that left you broken or damaged, how to open up again and embrace the opportunity to start anew and not be a brat and shut it off. this masterpiece gave hope in the form of the Dominant Gentleman Jung Hoseok, the idea of a gentlemen’s club is exciting, to be honest, but same with MC I wouldn’t dare try it out, she was lucky to have T though, she was an angel for introducing the site, because of this particular adventure T made her sign up for, things changed for the better, she started becoming herself again, loving and embracing every bit of her without holding back - not totally her old self tho but a better one.
Well, how do I start this without spoiling everything here? I was looking forward to straight-up smut with all the warnings/additional tags included I was like yeah sure I would love to read how the author would write all kinks included especially tantric sex, it may not be the filthy smut I was expecting but damn I was lost for words while reading each scenario and how the kink interactions took place, I say it was tastefully written and gives justice to the title of their club. I love how Tantric Sex and Voyeurism helped her get into her element (take note of a few tips coming from the boys), then came Roleplaying and she just let go of herself and didn’t give a single care in the world as long as she has Hoseok with her, followed by Dom/Sub interactions which is probably my favorite, hitting two birds with one stone and the Sensory Deprivation with a few things here and there just read all of it so you’ll have yourself lost in it as well (*sigh* everything is just rushing back to me, If I don’t hold back I might spill everything! + the other tags I won’t talk about much because it’s better to dive into it than just dipping your feet by reading my ramblings) + Author wasn’t kidding when she placed that gratuitous smut tag there!
Now let me roll into a huge fluffball by saying the romance in here is what every woman would want, though she’s technically a client, things have blossomed between the pair, and their dom/sub dynamic is also applicable in other situations, and I do agree the doms do get empowered by their subs, they won’t have power/control unless you submit, now, I’m telling you to prepare yourself for all the romance laced in this fic, you will be smiling and feeling all the ways Hoseok spoiled her also helped her move forward in life and start to be herself again, in return, she unknowingly helped him as well and made him learn to let go and love again, he’s the best y’all I’m not even exaggerating, if someone does that to me, I’ll ask them to marry me lol (jk I’m not that clingy and interested in marriages - yet - unless you’re Hoseok) oof spilling a little bit of my favorite - it was when he went out for a few days that I will never forget, if a man shows much effort and interest in you like that (but know his intentions first okay) give them a chance and if everything works well, maybe never let go? hmmm I think I’m now diabetic from all his sweet acts please, somebody give me metformin!
Oh also look out for your heart because you’re in for a rollercoaster ride of emotions, the transition will be pleasant I promise you! *sigh* I just fell in love with this fic that’s what I really wanted to scream from the very beginning of this non-sense blabbering, I’m proud to not have spoil much of the great stuff here because the element of surprise is essential. anyway, idk what else to say without oversharing so I’ll cut it right here!
P.S: Just learn to let go, stop torturing/blaming yourself for things you have no control over, life is too short to live under a rock, live your best life out there and who knows maybe one day you’ll get to meet the Jung Hoseok of your life who will give you everything without holding back, he will be all yours as you are his. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 12/12
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Reader, Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader
Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin (BTS)
Additional Tags: Angst, Smut, Cheating, Fluff, Romance, Drama
Summary:
In theory, things were simple: your best friend was Jungkook’s girlfriend while your boyfriend, Jimin, was Jungkook’s best friend. In reality, things weren’t always that simple. And mutually exclusive.
I don’t know how to express too much and overflowing love and adoration for a fanfiction, this one right here eased its way to the top of my favorites. ahhh this is a beautiful yet heartbreaking story, how real this felt poked a hole through my heart as I go along reading this one, It made me laugh, love and cry my heart out in the middle of the night as I eat my fries, I know I looked like a fuckin’ mess who cries while eating their french fries huh??? I became a friend, a lover and a sinner in just one sitting and the emotions were unbelievably intense I felt how good friendships should be, thanks to MC’s best friend Sohee, I felt how treading dangerous waters can be so wrong yet so addictive you can’t just get out of it no matter how strong you think you are, because of the fucking what-if’s thanks to Jungkook and how real, unconditional yet plain and boring love felt like, that no matter how hard you try to make things work if the spark was long gone and you both failed to communicate and sort things out it’ll be too late to catch and save that one small spark left thanks to Jimin.
I was torn between the two male characters as I was reading this, I cannot tolerate and will never engage in such affairs but damn the way this was written the story, characterization just had me so immersed knowing which strings to pull for my emotions to come out, Jimin was really a catch, he was everything one could ask for but sometimes we become too comfortable with our person we can’t help but wonder what would it feel like to be with another love? how would it taste like? would it be as intoxicating as what we have? he deserved everything and more and as much as it killed me to be the MC and hurt him, again and again, it cannot be helped, Jungkook was every man’s nightmare he was someone who would get every girl’s attention, and MC was no exception she fell for him fast and hard but even though she knew it was wrong, she cannot deny that it also felt so freakin’ good, she felt alive, felt this kind of love, lust and comfort she never have felt before not even with her own lover. Affairs are a dangerous thing, but I enjoyed every single moment MC and Jungkook had, it was bad to the point of destruction and madness but I also hated him for not doing things right, if he was serious with her as he says he is, he would’ve ended things with his girl, but I guess MC would never allow it too, ahhhh the heartbreaks this one gave me.
She lost all of them - all at once, I hoped that things would’ve ended well but that’s not how life is, all secrets will be revealed in time, at some point I wished she would end up happy with Jungkook, they had this chemistry and connection between them so raw and real but also short-lived because it’s a forbidden type of love, or that she would end up with Jimin living the life they both dreamed of, making things work no matter how life tries to make her feel that perfect can be boring too, and that she would never lose her friend but with this I’m not sure, I know no matter what she will lose her in the end once the secret was out. anyway, the important lesson here is to never cheat, I know there are some exceptions? but please that will never be justified but yeah some end up doing it and finding their “true love” but please don’t hurt another precious soul for your curiosity or thirst for a little tryst, even if there was little no love left, respect your partner as a human being, be decent enough to let go before giving into temptation, you don’t know how much damage being cheated on brings to a person.
anyway if you’re looking for a fic that will give you angst, fluff, infidelity drama, romance, and smut this is what you should be reading, the story flow is perfect, the words and poems are just beautiful some will make your heart flutter, some will make you feel some sort of heat and some will crush your heart to pieces, the angst wow it will get to you, it will make your heart freeze like ice but also have it shattered with the pain and drama, the romance that almost gave me diabetes because Jimin is Jimin (such a sweet boy) and also the rough yet gentle type of love from Jungkook (that also had me swerving which was very wrong) also hands down to the generous amounts of delicious, graphic, and sinful smut, I have to blame it tbh that’s why I easily wavered and hoped for a happy ending with Jungkook, ohhh and also make sure you listen to the song recs at the beginning of every chapter to set the mood.
at the end of it all my friends, life will always go on, no matter how much you fucked up or how life fucked you up, it will go on and will only get better, just be thankful for the lessons it has given you, we love and we lose but that doesn’t mean it’s the end, because who knows maybe one day life suddenly gives you one more chance to love again, maybe the same person over again. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 26/26
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Reader
Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Min Yoongi | Suga, Reader, Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Taehyung | V, Park Jimin (BTS), Jung Hoseok | J-Hope
Additional Tags: Angst, Drama, Romance, Reader-Insert, Past Child Abuse, References to Depression, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Arranged Marriage, Attempted Rape/Non-Con
Series: Part 2 of My Cheating Amnesic Fiancé Series
Summary:
In which you (reader) and Jeon Jungkook are engaged due to an arrangement made by both of your parents. Or well, used to be.
After finally resolving Jungkook's amnesia and your complicated relationship, one would think that everything was fine. But destiny isn't done messing with your life yet. Due to an incident where you confronted Jungkook's brother and your current fiancé about some lies that he had made, you found out about a horrible part of his life that you now feel obligated to help him with. But in order to do that, you cannot tell him about you and Jungkook.
Additionally, Jungkook isn't done keeping secrets away from you - secrets that might destroy your already uncertain relationship permanently. Furthermore, your father's weak health is a constant worry on your mind, and as news outlets dig out more about your late grandfather's company's involvement with the former president, nothing in your already chaotic life will be stable for a long time.
Will your relationship with Jungkook make it through all the hurdles and hindrances that destiny sets before you? Or are you two really not meant to be?
A continuation of My Cheating Amnesic Fiancé.
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WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE, NO ONE, NOTHING CAN TEAR YOU APART.
sigh, another whirlwind of emotions, there were so many moments where I am truly conflicted on which side to choose I had three options here though it’s clear as day how things will turn out, Team Jungkook, Team Jung-Hyun & Team Yoongi, the story is frustratingly good because I felt all the angst and drama throughout and embraced every bit of it, there were moments where I just let myself cry from the pain of loving too much but feeling helpless because you want to make things right and help people around you (kind of a superhero complex thingy).
I hated Jeon Jungkook with every fiber of my being in this series, all I could say was goodness what a little shit this kid is! he’s so childish and selfish and keeps screwing things up, but hey MC is at fault too for pushing him back to Yi-Jae, anyway as much as I despised the maknae, I learned to love Jung-Hyun with all my heart (also probably because I imagined Christian Yu to be the older Jeon lol) he was perfect tho his past was flawed yet he tried to be a better person here (though he clearly failed at being a better brother), he also helped MC greatly, he was a savior, he saved her from the huge responsibility thrown at her, he helped saved her from the darkest time of her life, he somehow saved her broken heart, “somehow” because no matter how much saving he does they both know the truth, they know who resides in her heart, the one that makes it beat erratically it hurts. - I also had hoped with Yoongi here, to save her aching heart, can he be the one, can we not make him just a friend? hoping she’ll learn to love him...
but life has a funny way of fucking you up right, the drama here made my heart and mind hurt like fuck it! I wish after a certain chapter it gets better but it doesn’t but that’s the beauty of the story for me, the drama helped build the characters and it also introduced their backgrounds, I pitied Yi-Jae she was played and tricked into this sick game when she only wants to be loved (but heyyyyyy okay just read it), Jung-Hyun and his dark past was also discussed here, the angsty drama is addicting tbh, you have to read to agree with me hmmm i will stop here to not spoil the story further, but as I said, in the beginning, no one, nothing, not even love can tear them apart, because it’s written in the stars that those two were meant to be together no matter how much they had to struggle to be together, no matter how many people try to get in their way, it will always be them forever, until the end of time. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
