#aug updates

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My final project for my English literature class is to write a story and "present" it like the pilgrims in the Canterbury Tales and yall. Im deadass writing and am abt to read vld fanfic to my elective ela class first period on a Monday.

these nerds are so not ready for ts.

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so yesterday was my senior prom, and I went with 2 of my best friends (one of which is my ex, but that's a whole thing im not gonna get into here) and met up with a pretty big group- roughly 15 ppl counting some friends who didn't start with us but hung around for most of the time

and near the end, when ppl who were only there for pictures and prom court were heading out, the dj was getting to the end of the song suggestions and apparently decided to play Despacito.

interesting choice for a school with a nearly 50% Mexican student body after only playing white girl pop, country and club music the whole time, but okay. wtv. I was thinking abt Voltron Heros anyway. I have issues (autism)

Now my ex, who is the one that got me properly into vld back in 2020, my best friend, who has had to hear everything about it pretty much since then and one of my other very close friends, who introduced me to vld in 2018 all knew that's what I was thinking before I even started singing it, solely from how I reacted to the intro.

now, I'm dancin around and singing a parody song made 7 years ago completely from memory, quite literally surrounded by friends who all know (to varying extents) how much of a nerd I am, but no one. and I mean no one. was prepared for the moment Despacito ended and I shouted to my group "IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY IF THEY PLAYED GASOLINA TOO" (only the original 3 ppl mentioned truly knowing what that had to do with anything) and immediately after a laugh from one friend and an exasperated groan from another I KID YOU NOT. Puerto Rican rapper Daddy Yankee's 2004 hit Gasolina starts blaring

AND WE ALL LOST IT

[aug-guts]

I am not real

I've read 11 fics since noon td and an insta comic from 2019

summer break allows me far too much free time. im gonna be a new person by next month with all these brain altering pieces I've discovered

[aug-guts]

my roommate and I both listen to music to go to sleep and we have pretty similar taste but very different top artists so I always find it so funny when im listenin to somethin heavy and emo and in the distance I hear a kpop love song but i was just listenin to Early Sunsets Over Monroeville on loop and feelin a little evil when 6 feet away I hear the faintest bit of Summertime and im no longer evil and maybe we're all okay

[aug-guts]

dry lightning happenin before my towns firework show what could go wrong

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#high happy loved

[aug-guts]

in two(2) lighthearted work crush situationships and one soul crushing doomed yuri bsfs to strangers to weird emotional dependency cycle rn ! am i a baddie or a whore ?

[aug-guts]

so

im at my sisters, and the person ive been with for the past 9 months just ended things (again., this was an ex already.) and im genuinely devastated ! but yk what's not helping !?

the fact that this is the person who introduced me to vld when we first met in middle school. so now, not only did i just get dumped, but i also can't turn to my comfort media bc it'll make me think of them !!