#aun talks

[iguessaj]

Me: What if this year is GOOD?!

My mind: What if you think it's going to be good and get your hopes up and it ends up really terrible.

Me: ......

My mind: Yeah. :-) That would really suck... wouldn't it.

Me: ..... :-/

[iguessaj]

I respect and understand that woman want different things and sometimes traditional things and thats ok.

But, it’s also not wrong of me to hope for a female character who doesn’t want children or to get married and doesn’t fall in love, or does but just doesn’t get married or, if she does marry, chooses not to change her name.

I mean, I’m fine with women wanting traditional things, but why do ppl think they need to attack me for wanting a female character like I just described?

[iguessaj]

So, looking at the outline, it would appear that ‘Seeing is Believing’ will be about 21 Chapters.

Its still a WIP, of course, I’m just looking at this outline and realizing I have about 18 more chapters feels daunting and exciting.  

I’ve decided I’m going to split time between a WIP and my Big Bang Challenge until December. So, when ‘Seeing is Believing’ s done, I’ll move on to one of my other stories. 

Meanwhile, my Big Bang Challenge only has a few more chapters to outline and the worksheets are still there. 

I’m going to finish chapter 6 today or early on tomorrow, have it Beta-ed and then finish the Big Bang outline before moving on to chapter 7. 

[iguessaj]

I think I might want a newer version of "We Didn't Start the Fire"

With some updated references. I mean, its classic Billy Joel and a time capsule, so I'm torn.

[iguessaj]

Its only 8pm and I've been contemplating going to bed for 2hours.

[iguessaj]

Ok, I appreciate the humor in the photos for the newest article

but it really irritates me that Cumberbatch fans are portrayed this way.

Listen, don't you understand?

Being a fan of Benedict has made me decide I want to better myself for a myriad of reasons; among them, if I EVER decide I WANT a partner, that I would want to be around people like the man I know as Benedict.

I want to improve my language skills

I want to go back to school

I feel more of a drive to do something with my life then I already do because I know, partner or not, I would like to be around people like how we see Benedict. Ya know?

Smart, talented, driven.... 

I KNOW I want to be around those types of people even moreso now. 

So, how about you quit assume we're all fucking crazy media?

[iguessaj]

I DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET ALL DAY AND I MISSED YOU PEOPLE SO MUCH!

Apparently, I'm addicted to you all! Do you love me as much as I love you?

[iguessaj]

....And I have no voice today....

so, until I get it back, I'm all about tea, naps,fanfic and netflix. This sucks!