it actually breaks my heart so fucking much hearing the stories of all the girls onision and kai have victimized. Being a victim of sexual abuse myself from someone with a YouTube/social media platform (Austin fuckin Jones) I am so saddened for these women. I cannot bear to imagine the immense emotional distress Shiloh went through living with Greg. I understand (some of) what haylee and Sara dealt with. I know what it’s like to be star struck and be taken advantage of. Shit fucks you up for a very long time. My heart is broken for all the other victims who haven’t spoken up (I know you’re out there, you are supported no matter your decision to speak up or not.) I know what it’s like to be afraid to speak up. I see you. I know you. I know what it’s like. It pains my heart greatly to know you have been hurt this way. This was not your fault.
