prayer request
Currently: coming to the realization that i like really really need help and have no way of getting it; i need someone to talk to. I need to really take this seriously but I am just mortified of telling people about my autism diagnosis because of what people think about it. It’s barely something we even talk about at home so.. Autism support for adults is extremely hard for me to find and i can’t do it by myself otherwise i wouldn’t be struggling this hard. I was in this state (but even worse) when i got my diagnosis (because i was seeking HELP), had a long time to actually recover, felt pretty good for a little over a year and now it’s getting hard again. Once again, the level two diagnosis just makes so much sense and i didn’t even touch on ANYTHING 😭 (i could’ve just written this in my journal but maybe this can be a prayer request…)