#autistic regession

[autisticdreamdrop]

we moan/groan constantly. i communicate this way through noises. even more vocal alters do it. we even try to mask these noises but for the most part but no work. people do not understand this. it makes our mom upset when we don't "act normal" thats why don't front around her much anymore just cocon. people stare at us. the tapping. the noises. the stimming. this is us. we use to be able to mask and go through burnout constantly. but we went through bad regression. most of us lost most ability to mask. we didn't choose to unmask. we were forced to cause our brain decided we couldn't anymore. it wasn't a slow process. it's not fair.