every single christmas eve on this website is a plague bc i’m forced to remember the most tragic ending to a show i’ve ever seen, as a TEENAGER no less, relived over and over and over again. and i love it every time. “i’m not going to lose you” “just hold me please” do you guys think if i rewatch merlin the ending will change this time? do you think arthur’s hand will come out of the water at the end? that he’ll be back in merlin’s life? that merlin can put down his weariness at having to wait an eternity with nobody left to love him?









