#average night

[obsessivedaydreamer]

listening to changed things by jake minch. thinking about rachel and juliet. feeling the urge to write something insane about them. being glared at by my open fic doc.

[crmsnmth]

Untitled #127

She doesn’t watch ahead on the shows we watch together She says it’s cause it wouldn’t be the same without me And that was more confession of love better than any embellished version of saying I love you

I write her love notes on hide them around the apartment So in plain sight and some that won’t be found for awhile It was just a small way of showing her just how amazing she really turned out to be

We both sit together, curled up on the couch she’s eating popcorn and every so often she feeds me a kernel I take the bite and I’m not paying attention to the show it’s okay, I’ve seen every episode years ago

We stay up late when we both know we need sleep but I’m scared to close my eyes and then she’d disappear and we lay in her bad, the summer heat biting hard I watch her as her chest moves slowly and I am overwhelmed

I’ve never felt this way about any single person Which makes me wonder if what I felt was real love because this is something new, something intense And all I can think is I’m addicted to this feeling

My eyes rarely leave her because I want to soak her in She says I’m the pretty one, but she’s beyond beauty In a strange way, it’s as if I’m looking up at he Straining my neck to see the goddess in the flesh

I fall asleep to the lullaby of her breathing my arms wrapped around her my face buried in her hair If she’s not real, don’t let me wake up in the morning

[jo-the-cosmic-being]

Listening to Honeymoon while looking at pictures of my husband on Pinterest like the crazy girl I am

[blind-to-prophecy]

Man being in the pacific northwest does something to a man doesn’t it

[jellybracelet]

picked up some chana masala. time to sit down and eat to a nice youtube video about feederism

[simplysaudade]

**Goes to best friend's baby shower. The best friend he continues to 'joke' is a whore. Recieves these texts:**

"Are you sure you're at a baby shower and not your boyfriends house?"

"Are you sure it's not your baby shower?"

**Opens car door and steps out with arms full of groceries. Immediately accosted. **

"Did you feed the dogs yesterday?"

No.

"Next time you don't finish your chores, you don't get to go to your friend's house."

I'm not a child. You don't get to dictate to me what I can and can not do.

"Dont act like a child and I won't treat you like one."

I'm not acting like a child, I'm telling you not to talk to me that way.

"That grass gets pulled out of the flower beds tomorrow or we're putting the house on the market."

Yeah, put it on the market.

"I'm serious, we'll put the fucking house on the market."

Go right ahead.

**40 minutes later....**

"Why are you mad?"

"No more kids are allowed to play here. You wanna play you go outside."

**sets impossible standard up for our kids.**

**I let the dog outside after he is done eating**

"Ya'll see Klaus? Yeah, she never feeds the dogs. That's what is wrong with him."

Fixing our daughter's plate, he tries to take it. This is hers.

"Which plate is mine? Huh. Figures."

Will you get the ice cream from the garage?

"You're the only one who wants ice cream, you get it."

**he gets it, despite the uncalled for remark.**

"Who took the top off this? Look you're letting flies in it."

*top had literally JUST been removed in order to serve dessert.**

"Why are you so mad?"

**at this point the reason I am mad is obvious to anyone with a brain.**

"You have too much fun at your boyfriend's, you tired?"

Insert sarcasm, "why yes babe, I had a great time at the baby shower. Thanks so much for asking. They had these yummy ham and cheese slider things I really want to make. Especially sinc..."

"It's not like you cook anyways. When's the last time you cooked?"

"Uh..tonight? But it's not like I get credit for it, when I do." **walks away**

"You not gonna play tonight? You gonna pout? You mad, babe?"

A friend compliments my cooking.

"Yeah, Jesse, make sure you tell her how good it is cause she never gets any credit."

It is now apparent he missed the whole point, that HE doesn't give me credit.

My niece compliments my cooking.

"But you don't get any credit, right babe?"

Still missing the point and still being an asshole.

"Why you mad babe?"

"Are we gonna play?

**points out I already answered this question.**

"You wanna play some time tonight, or?

**points out this is now the 3rd time I have answered this question.**

*he spends first hour of game night belittling every decision I make*

"Why you mad babe?"

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I want to die.

[jazzymbf]

Just watching tv with my dog

[freddiestardust]

I got really drunk last night and I cried for like 6 hours about David Bowie