#averykin

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everytime I see fanart of me and Derek cuddling I immediately think "I love my husband he is soft and warm" and it's something that has been an immediate reaction every time now.. as a vocal stim of sorts?

I'm rather canon complaint so I didn't really.. know how he felt or looked. but in all honesty even if he was someone who's hands were constantly the coldest ever id still happily be there

-avery ( sfawtde / dawtde ) #🍀👁️

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recent kinfirms have me scratching my head because hey wait these all have a pattern and i dont think i like that pattern… this is an odd pattern but its there… please stop dying guys i miss u

-avery (sfawtde), assimilation (cl16), and regect (aregect) #🍀👁️

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"aves how r u feeling still?" awful ouuughhh I can't rewatch source or I start crying

It doesn't feel like anything has changed from my canon in this life which makes it so much harder. I used to go "man why am I such a people pleaser and feel odd awful nostalgia when people take advantage of that" and sfawtde comes out and I go "oh" and then dawtde comes out and i go "oh".

I keep having this just bad thoughts that if I at least became a vessel there wouldve been something worthwhile that I coldve been useful for. But I know he wouldn't have wanted that

-Avery ( sfawtde / dawtde ) #🍀👁️

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[fictionkinfessions]

I'm Avery from Pokémon Sword/Shield. My family in that life constantly emotionally abused me for being born with only Telekinesis instead of every ability in the book like them. Imagine how devastated I felt when I was born in this life only to wind up with a similar family who did the same thing to me for being neurodivergant. I'm too exhausted from the new family's abuse to cope the old way by putting up my old proud personality Light Screen. At least my old family started to accept me when I became Gym Leader. My current one will never accept me no matter what I do with myself.

[fictionkinfessions]

Me: yeah listen I haven’t played the dlc but I love avery from swsh he’s so cool || my partner: wait... u HAVENT already kinned him? He’s exactly your type || me: || me: kins him within 24 hours -Avery (pokemon)

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm Avery from the swsh dlc and gkhfksnd I deserve 50 slowpokes and also a kiss from the non canon partner I seem to be remembering...... guess these kinnie mems got weird!

[fictionkinfessions]

fuck. this is a kin now i guess -avery from pokemon (#💫⚓️)

[fictionkinfessions]

was reading kinfessions and ended up passing out and then had a dream about reading kinfessions on this blog...

and THEN started dreaming about kin memories I've never heard of before within the dream while writing a new kinfession about yearning again

This is new lows of yearning I fear???

-evbo / avery ( pvpciv / parkourciv / sfawtde ) #🍀👁️

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