#avpd problems

[astrangerthatlovesyou]

Having AvPD is like: I’m so open, everyone knows everything about me. That’s terrifying, everyone must hate how much I share. God I feel so exposed I feel sick. And the last time you opened up to someone was October of 2021 when you told your mom you were a little stressed.

[avpd--culture-is]

avpd culture is typing the post/message and then deleting it halfway because of anxiety and fear of being perceived, and what if all this shit is useless and illogical—

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[localintrovert18]

avoidants: do not perceive me. i am non-existent. i am mysterious as the dark side of the moon. no one knows me. i must be the perfect shadow and completely inaccessible to the world. it's for my own good.

also avoidants: ... why does no one wants me? it really must be something truly wrong with me, i must be the definition of hideous, inside and out. even better, i must be a monster using a human's skin, but incapable of fooling others to my disguise.

[ownedself33]

[april-likes-lilacs]

constantly feeling like i did something wrong

even if i literally did nothing

[avoidantcreachure]

saw a reply on a post by an avpd blog that said something like “those people aren’t real good friends!! you should find people who-“ and i was like i’m gonna cut you off right there, not being able to do that is like my central character aspect… that’s the name of the disorder

[aprilticia]

that avpd feeling when you wish you were the only person alive so that way nobody would ever percieve you in a negative way ever again

[littlemeowmeowmaeve]

Genuinely how do you cope with avpd. I know Therapy but I cannot do currently so 😭. Talking to people is so scary because the low self-worth is just Imbedded In Me. Anyways. Other avpders how do you deal with it I will take literally anything 😭😭