To my followers
So I'm declaring this semi-hiatus. I'm slightly preoccupied with real life happenings and also getting better. As my followers, and as people I care about, I feel I should stop giving you all stupid excuses and tell you what's really up.
My parents are getting a divorce. I know it happens to a lot of people, no biggie. That's not my excuse.
My dad is being a jerk and doing things that stress me out to the point I'm getting migraines and getting sick everyday. I've been dealing with migraines for the past 8 years. I don't have any "good" way of dealing with them but I finally put my foot down and decided looking into them would do me some good. (With the onset of a migraine as I type, things may get sloppy and not as fluent, but I'm trying.) My doctor showed me to a new one and now I'm on new things but unable to take over the counter medicines (because they will cause rebound headaches in conjunction with my prescriptions). The new medicines work, but I've lost the fast reacting one. I feel like I'm going to turn inside out and spill my guts on the floor. I can't eat. Everything hurts. Oddly enough light isn't a problem just yet. But it will be. I can't eat. I'm down to 122lbs.
I was 135 maybe 2 weeks ago.
She said weight loss would be a serious side effect so to watch for it because if i drop too much it could be bad to my health. I wish she had told me a weight to watch out for, because I honestly have no idea.
I think if I get down to 110 I'll start worrying. that's 50kg for you metric people! This shouldn't happen because I bake too much ><
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I do still get on! Just not as frequent. I'm sorry to be like this. If we are close enough and you want to add me on facebook, lemme know! I'm trying to focus on whats happening in front of me with my family. I've met a boy that makes me forget I'm getting sick. I miss you all so much it hurts. Don't forget me ;-; I should be back once these headaches are under control or my dad stops being a dick, which ever comes first.
I may occasionally log on to whine, but I'm really sorry.
Miss you all bunches and I'm sorry I suck so bad.
My queue will still be on and I will still be on to fill it from time to time. /throws hearts/ love you guys bunches kay?
