* 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐄𝐋 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆.

𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 [ . . . . . ] 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤.

[hisagony]

I get a notification of you posting again here and I did a double take and then said “EXCUSE M-“ and then checked the post

guess who’s back? back again. kari’s back, tell a friend.

[hisagony]

kARIII

sUNNNNN. i miss u.

[hisagony]

👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

[hisagony]

*squints in covid.*

[hisagony]

headsaves ,      clarke griffin.

@hisagony·  sent  :          “  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

                   she feels out of place,     more than she’s ever felt before.     not even when they’d first landed & every dropship kid used to glare & call her ark princess under their breaths,     had clarke ever felt like this.     clad head to toe in leather,     with long blonde hair braided away from her face so the heavy,     dark makeup smudged around her eyes can be visible to everyone in the throne room.     wanheda.     she looks every inch the bordeline mythical creature the earthborns painted her out to be.     her posture goes rigid at the sound of bellamy’s voice.     slowly,     she peers over her shoulder.     their eyes meet & it takes everything in her not to look away.     from the familiarity of his face & the hatred in his eyes.     “          i’m trying to keep our people safe.          ”     are they her people,     though?     she abandoned them & had no plans of returning to arkadia hadn’t she gotten caught by roan.     “          we need this,     bellamy.     please don’t do anything stupid.          ”    

     𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.          but he doesn't know her either.          a stranger peers through thick lashes and heavy charcoal bordering her azure irises.          her soul is drenched in blood :      but so is his.          THERE'S A DIFFERENCE.          she's kissing the feet of an enemy.          she's donned in enemy clothing.          she even speaks the foreign language they do.          𝑺𝑯𝑬'𝑺 𝑨𝑫𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑰𝑹 𝑪𝑼𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑴𝑺.          he doesn't even recognize her anymore.

❛❛      our people ?      YOU MEAN THE ONES YOU ABANDONED TWO MONTHS AGO ?      ❜❜          bellamy scoffs and takes in her attire ,      her new look ,      and he makes it known that he has.          ❛❛      nah ,      i'll leave the stupid decisions to you.      ❜❜          his mind screams :      leave. leave. leave.          but his bones don't move.          he's frozen ,      surrounded by a herd of grounder's with swords just itching to pounce. chestnut orbs scrutinize the scene and he finally moves :          ❛❛      WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF A WAR ,      CARKE.          𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝚁𝙾𝙽𝙶 𝚂𝙸𝙳𝙴 𝙾𝙵 𝙸𝚃.      ❜❜          lexa will never choose skaikru over her own people.          she'll sacrifice who she has to ,      to come out on top.          𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙎𝙊 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇 𝙃𝙀.

[lrhofrps-deactivated20170504]

i want 

ships with exes  (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

ships with exes who hate each other  (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

ships with exes who secretly love each other  (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

ships with exes who have a kid  (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

ships with exes who still fuck  (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

SHIPS WITH EXES  (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[hisagony]

been working on my VERSES PAGE on carrd. now have a modern verse and zombie apocolypse verse listed if anyone is interested in plots. more verses to be added.

[hisagony]

this has nothing to do with bellamy or the 100, but god this ship really warms my entire soul.

[anotherlxve]

I hate feeling like an option until someone better comes along. I will never be the first choice and it makes me feel so inferior to anyone else. Why does no one pick me first?

[hisagony]

me:    i've    been    mia ,    time    to    do    some    writing. also    me:    staring    at    my    drafts    like:    😳

[livevl]

SHE    LICKS    BLOOD    OFF    HER    FINGERS        …          looks    like    divine    absolution.     this    is    your    sport  ,  but    she    is    not    playing    a    game.    do    not    think    you    are    safe    because    you    love    her                                                   she    will    stain    her    mouth    red    WITH    YOUR    BLOOD    TOO    !   ©

[hisagony]

it’s too hot. 🥵

[hisagony]

aigonakru ,      octavia blake.

at his order, octavia’s eyes drift around at their surroundings. her heart pounding in her chest blocks out all other sounds around her. which way? her breathing comes in gasps as she attempts to locate the direction that their camp was. her mind quickly drifting to the night on the ark where she was caught and swiftly locked away. “ wh–where do i go? ” she quietly questions herself. only been on this strange planet for a few days. “ b–bell ! ” her voice raises in a panic. “ where’s…home? ” tears blur her vision as chaos ensues around them. 

     𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍.          the trees ,      the fresh air ,      the chaos ,      it all falls around him.          it's all replaced by children laughing and then sobering.          guards relaxed and then tensed.          𝙸.𝙳. 𝙽𝙾𝚆      /      𝚂𝚃𝙾𝙿 𝙷𝙴𝚁 !          his jaw is tight      and it's only the hollowed out scream of a delinquent ,      ONE OF HIS OWN PEOPLE ,      that pulls him back down to earth.          ❛❛      O ,      LISTEN TO ME ,      i'm gonna hold them off.          𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙉𝙀𝙀𝘿 𝙏𝙊 𝙍𝙐𝙉 𝙇𝙄𝙆𝙀 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙇          and try and find a place to hide.      ❜❜          this isn't the ark.          there are places to hide on the ground.          so many crevices of earth can be used to their advantage.          ❛❛      when i break free ,      i'll find you.          now go !      ❜❜          there's urgency in his voice before he turns back to the scene.          not only does he have his sister to protect ,      but his people ,      too.          𝑻𝑯𝑬𝒀'𝑹𝑬 𝑪𝑶𝑼𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑶𝑵 𝑯𝑰𝑴 𝑻𝑶 𝑩𝑬 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑶.

[hisagony]

      ✧       " i know you’ll do the right thing in the end. "       —       @roseguided      𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐀𝐖          displays softened - smile under the warm rays of the sun.          A WAR ALWAYS THREATENS.          it's always on the verge of transpiring ,      but hope has given him a new outlook.          𝑱𝑨𝑪𝑲𝑰𝑬 𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑺𝑻𝑺 𝑯𝑰𝑴          ❛❛      yeah ?      and what makes you say that ?      ❜❜          she looks at him like hero instead of executioner.

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      ✧       “ you’re not a monster. "       —       @roseguided      𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐘𝐒 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓.          crystal waters reveal man :      already battle - worn ,      BLOOD OF ENEMIES      /      ALLIES CLINGING TO FLESH.          her words don't hit the way they should.          he barely knows her.          she barely knows him.          he knows she's privileged ,      one of jaha's pets despite her arrest.          when the remaining few return to earth she'll remind the entire camp why he calls her          𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬𝑺𝑺          while bellamy is sentenced to death.          HE HAS TO GET OUT OF DODGE.          he has to get away before that happens.          𝙄𝙏'𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝙊𝙉𝙇𝙔 𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝘼𝙏 𝙎𝙐𝙍𝙑𝙄𝙑𝘼𝙇.          ❛❛      you don't know the first thing about me ,      ❜❜          words are murmured ,      but sharp as a razor edge.          ❛❛      and you never will.          just go back to camp.      ❜❜          leave me to rot in my own self - pity.

[hisagony]

      ✧       “ is this the part where i’m supposed to be heroic and say it’s just a scratch? "       —       @enternecers

     𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄.          but the blood leaking from wounded torso dials up the injury to at least an eleven on a scale from one to ten.          BELLAMY IS PRESSING THE FABRIC OF HIS JACKET TO THE WOUND.          ❛❛      this is the part where you focus on me ,      ❜❜          there's an urgency in his voice ,      a desperation.          ❛❛      i'm gonna get you back to camp and the princess will fix you up as good as new.          i just need you to stay awake for me ,      think you can do that ?      ❜❜          and he needs her to.          he won't let anyone else die today ,      not on his watch.

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      ✧       “ how long until you realize i’m here to stay? "       —       @roseguided      𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐏 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐒          of his jacket ,      skaikru logo stitched into the left side pocket.          HE'S SLIPPING GUN INTO HOLSTER WHEN LILLY SPEAKS UP.          they've been at odds lately ,      ever since the explosion at mount weather.          another responsibility he's chosen to shoulder the weight of.          ❛❛      HOW LONG UNTIL YOU STOP HOVERING ?      ❜❜          bellamy shoots back , agitation in his tone. when he finally meets her gaze ,      he sighs.          he shoves blade into a sheath on his belt before approaching.          ❛❛      look ,      i know you're here for me and i appreciate it.          𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑰'𝑴 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑬.      ❜❜          truth is he's not even satisfactory.          he's barely sleeping and pike has been warping bellamy's fragile mind since he was welcomed into camp.          ❛❛      i gotta go.          pike wants me on this scouting mission ,      and to be honest ,      i need to get bak out there.      ❜❜          HE NEEDS THE DISTRACTION.          monitoring things around camp only reminds him of those that should be there and aren't.