#azpersonal

[alysiazane]

Finally left quarantine to get a haircut after a YEAR! Feeling like me. ✂️

[alysiazane]

Selecting the next victim of my mediocre art skills. 🍁🎃🍂

[alysiazane]

11 years later and I would still die for @theveronicasmusic.  💛🧡❤️💚💙💜 It was a glaring sign of fate that I could not possibly ignore for me to get to spend my 1st ever PRIDE with @jessicaveronica - who dismantled heteronormativity for me 11 years ago. My whole world and identity has never been the same since and I’ve grown up to be such a better person for it. I owe her so freaking much. 🏳️‍🌈 I truly can not make coherent sentences to make people understand how much love I have in my whole soul for Jess + @lisa_veronica and how hard it hits me sometimes. They will forever own the biggest place in my heart and I could cry about it. They’ve always been such a safe space for me and many others and I’m grateful they’ve blessed me to be in their presence again yesterday after 4 of the longest ever years. Can’t wait for them to return on a proper tour for TV4 and continue to destroy me on all levels with these latex outfits and new era. I LOVE YOU MY QUEENS 👑💋

[alysiazane]

“Digging six feet down, lay to rest your fears.” ⚡️

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Life Update: I GOT A TATTOO. 

I held this announcement off specifically for today because exactly 5 years ago I heard the song behind it + my favorite song “When The Smoke Clears” for the very first time at the Troubadour in LA. 

When The Smoke Clears was my catalyst for change and induced healing during an unbearably heavy chapter of my life. I think it goes without saying that @theroser + @gabriellewortman mean the absolute world to me and the happiness they’ve both brought into my life through their art and friendship over the course of the last 10 years, where they’ve each by great thankfulness have fallen into it, is beyond measure. They have been an undeniable part of my healing process and have played such an enormous role in helping me feel like myself again. I might not be doing the life thing as gracefully as I had hoped or in a way I wanted people to see me do it in but, I am the best version of myself to date thanks to their influence. I’ve now made it my life purpose to continue to prove to myself that living by fear is the worst way to spend a life. 

Music saves people & I am no exception. @smokeseason saved my life with their music, now they get to be with me for the rest of it. ✨💋🖤💪🏼✨ 

[alysiazane]

Swim away with the fish. 🐠💜✌🏼

[alysiazane]

My purple hair looks like the Cheshire Cat in these for reasons I can not explain but I’m not mad... or am I?! 🙃 I’m also extremely tempted right now to make this a very real thing. 👻💜🦄

[alysiazane]

Walking into year 22 today with a new color || ✌🏼PINK 👋🏼 PURPLE || 🦄💜 

[azjumper]

Messy room, messy mirror, messy hair, but a good booty