#azukni

[oolathurman]

I've been rewatching Apothecary Diaries and also over the past couple days I've binge-watched Mononoke and the currently available movies... how I've never watched it before is beyond me. japanese horror series with the supernatural and folklore, and an absolutely gorgeous art direction??? that's right up my alley!!!

I'm getting off track. anyways i drew my favoritest teeniest tiniest jedi in something that looks more like hanfu than monk robes, and was very heavily inspired by the use of textures and patterns in Mononoke's art direction.

also to my surprise there's actually a paper lantern decor piece from the copero flashpoint so that's why this particular lantern is shaped like that

"but eliot" you ask "this is swtor why can't she use a probe light or a flashlight or something" and my answer is "well that's not gonna look nearly as romantic and aesthetically pleasing now would it"

[oolathurman]

azukni isn't the outlander but also it'd be really funny to see her as one since she has a tendency to treat adults she's having trouble communicating with like they're little kids

"it's not very nice to emotionally abandon your family when you get bored, valkorion."

"valkorion! we don't dismiss our family because we have our own agenda! we need to talk with them, okay?"

"now, i know you think immortality is important. but don't you think that eating the life essence of an entire planet and its organic beings and matter is extreme?"

"valkorion, you cannot follow me like this. what did we say about boundaries?"

"if you're having trouble explaining the machinations of your mind, do you want to try drawing it out? i have some paper and colored pencils with me. i got the erasable kind!"

"valkorion, i hate saying this, since I know that everyone grows at different rates, but you've been around forever and you REALLY need to start acting your age."

[oolathurman]

Cozy askkkk; "did we fall asleep?" "i think we did.."

Cozy and Content: Prompts for your OTP cuddling in bed

(thanks for sending this in! :D Leika'le belongs to @valleyofthemachinegods )

Birds chirp to the autumn air, and sunlight against her cheek force her bleary eyes to open. From here, Azukni can see their two kids playing and screaming on the jungle gym, along with a bunch of other kids of varying ages (and even more varied species) playing together.

It makes her wonder why the grown-ups in the world couldn't get along like kids did.

Next to her, Leika'le stirs too, and Azukni is forced to lift her head off her wife's shoulder so she can stretch. "Did we fall asleep?" Leika'le yawns.

"I think we did." Azukni reclaims her wife's shoulder-pillow, and wraps an arm around her. Leika'le yawns again, and her arm falls over Azukni's shoulder.

"So much for watching the kids, huh Birdie?"

"There's so many other parents watching. I doubt any one of them would let something bad happen to their kid's new friend. I'm going back to sleep."

"Even with the lovely Sith dads over there?" Leika'le nods in their general direction.

Azukni scrunches her nose and shakes her head. "I can't imagine any parents would murder their kid's new friend's parents in front of them. Sith or not." She closes her eyes again, snuggling into her wife's arms. "We can nap for a big longer, Lei-lei."

"Okay, Birdie."

[oolathurman]

well i guess i can reintroduce my current swtor mains(?) mean-- wait oh god where’s my like. post styling. bold, italic, bulletpoints, etc. oh god-- wait there it is why do i have to right click to get it.

well anyway some of these may be familiar but it’s bc i’ve loved them for all these years.

Indigo Taro. He/They. Nautilorian. Personality can be summed up as Tired Dad. Generally tries to do the right thing, doesn’t always work out.

Wanwo Liang. He/Him. Best himbo. Head over heels for Vette (samesies my dude). Wants a dog.

Azukni Dabarein. She/Her. my main girl, my favorite, my oldest character, my tiny lesbian mama with two children. 

Montu Raa. He/She/They. Wanted to roll them as a bt2 male but I couldn’t deal with the m!jk voice. Also I wouldn’t have been able to give her a man-bun. Started off sith during the sacking of Coruscant, defected because the sacking of coruscant, had a shitton of fun teasing young padawans while going through jedi rehab shit or smth and now they’re the commander tm

Coshbyss Dabarein. He/Him. Lonely loner reluctant sith who’d rather spend time with his animals than people. Azukni’s big brother. They were separated.

Azimuth Taro. She/They. Uhhhh not much backstory or anything, I just wanted to roll another consular bc i love the class so much.

[oolathurman]

Eliot's Sexiest swtor OC contest, imp side edition!

Azimuth Taro

Kara Wren

Azukni Dabarein Kela'an

Rakheshi Keiroda

Montu Raa

Slovir Aranxia

Voting ended onMar 6, 2023

[oolathurman]

Was working on screenshots for my OC page and these honorable mentions

[oolathurman]

From: Xyraan Yaumei

Subject: [None]

One year. One year ago, you got down on one knee, asking for my hand. One year ago, you told me you were to be stationed upon Darth Marr’s flagship. One year ago, I told you no, I couldn’t, shouldn’t marry you.

You deserve someone better. Someone with a name, a title, money, something. Not a nobody from a planet who hates the Empire, with a job that’s no where near reputable.

A month later, we received confirmation of Darth Marr’s death, and the destruction of his ship. Yet one year later, I cannot believe you’re gone. Or maybe I don’t want to believe you’re gone. Maybe all the stories of Sith ghosts has made me wish you’d come to haunt me, because the dreams haven’t been enough.

I’ve never seen what a ‘good’ romantic love looks like. It’s always been shattered promises and lies and masks. Maybe that’s why I never said anything all the times you told me you loved me. I never wanted to say ‘love,’ or even your name, in fear of bringing that into our lives.

I’ve been speaking with someone, a therapist of sorts. A small, small zabrak woman, who only wears white robes. Every time I speak with her and I bring you up, bring us up, she’s dashed away those fears. That even if I’ve never seen examples of what a good love looks like, I am living one.

Was living one.

I’m sorry that this is the first time I’m saying this, after your death. And I still believe you deserved someone better.

But I do love you, Jarrok Kosokhan. My handsome darling sith.

Come haunt me sometime, please.

- X

[oolathurman]

Tagged by @valleyofthemachinegods and @gaithe-guy

Rules: In a new post, show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.

Unfortunately since my writing habits are "I will write when I have inspiration and post immediately not beta read we die like men" that means I never really have like. backlogs. of anything I write lol. That said, I will write something anyway since I got tagged by two people :P

I'm. Also not gonna tag anyone because this got long. I also broke the rules by writing something new anyway soooo /shrug

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"You two be good for Uncle Coshbyss and Grandpa Rakheshi, okay?" Azukni hugged her two girls tightly. Elanii sniffled, brow furrowed as she blinked back angry tears. Kadryd didn't bother hiding her crying and hiccuping. They were so brave for this. She was so proud of them. And they were both so so strong, but she refused to take them to what was essentially a guerilla military base on an unknown planet.

Logically speaking, everything inside her screamed "don't go to Odessen." But hours upon days of meditation told her that yes, this was right. That was where she needed to be.

The Force was very frustrating to work with sometimes, but she needed to listen. She still wouldn't risk her children being actively in harm's way, though.

"I'll call all the time and then you two can tell me whatever silly shenanigans Lt. Green's been up to, okay?" she smiled. Her voice was cracking, her throat was closing up, her eyesight was blurring. No parent wants to see their child cry. "And as soon as it's safe..."

Neither of her girls wanted to let go. Azukni didn't either. She took a deep breath, did her damnedest to center herself. "I promise I'll come back and we'll all go together."

Kadryd held up a tiny chubby hand, pinky in the air. Her elder sister did the same. Azukni took their pinkies in hers. "Pinky promise."