Happiness ♡
Did you ever felt as if everything finally goes as you planned ? After these turbulent weeks, everything goes back as it was before, if not, better. If before I would enjoy the time we spent together, now I enjoy it even more because I’m lucky to have five amazing persons in my life . ♡
I know that some of you were worried about my last post, I got a few messages about it, and I’m really sorry but that summed up the situation in it’s current state. It was just very difficult for me to talk about it but I decided to look for some help, to help me move forward and that's what I'm doing today. We’re doing really well, we’re happy, and all safety measures have been taken to protect our family. Jackson is finally back home too, because due to the situation, our marriage went through a rough period. This inevitably made us stronger together and I’m definitely lucky to have this amazing man by my side every day of my life...
We couldn’t celebrate Valentine's Day together since he was traveling for work but, even miles away from home, he made sure I was spoiled. I just love this man so much. Obviously, we caught up once he got back home. ♡
Our little ones are doing amazingly well. It's crazy how fast they grow up, even my smallest angel. He’s turning 14 months in a couple of days, and took his first steps a few days ago, no one can’t stop him anymore. He’s also definitely done with the boob since a couple of weeks already. It’s with a twinge of regret that I saw it coming since I was breastfeeding him since his birth and it was such special and comforting moments between me and my baby... but he’s growing and wants to test and do new things. I breastfed Kaïs for 13 months which was way more than I breastfed Lohan and the twins. For those who are curious about how it happened, I just let him decide, I just respected my baby needs which is the most important thing to do to be honest. First of all he started by reducing feedings, all by himself, or he would just simply refuse the boob. At one point, we just kept the morning and night feeding since he would refuse the other ones during the day, but they were more to comfort him to sleep than to actually feed him. It lasted a couple of weeks then he just decided his pacifier and comforting blanket were enough. That's how he’s been falling asleep for a few weeks, he can’t live without them, but if it makes him happy then I am too. He loves when I make him taste new food, he’s always curious about everything, so when we’re eating something we let him try !
We managed to get a place at daycare for Kaïs from September, since the girls are going to preschool. Of course we decided to keep the same daycare as Lohan and the girls went, I trust them because they have watched after my children and I never ever had any problems. For now, my mother stays with him while we’re working during the day. Some days, I can stay home with him because I’m able to work from home, but some days when I have appointments with customers or to track progress of the building sites, I can’t, so it was really necessary to find a solution.
Lohan and the girls are doing well, sometimes it’s really complicated to have four kids really close in age together in the same room. Here it’s usually around 7pm, after bath time, they are really excited and sometimes it's just unbearable. You can tell them anything you want to, they just don’t care, they keep jumping on the couch, or just screaming, well testing our limits as much as they can I think... Jackson usually takes over when it happens and it helps a lot, otherwise they would just drive me insane.
The girls are finally potty trained day AND night, which is a relief because we’ve been trying it for a few months already. Except, miss Iris is going throught that phase where she refuses to walk by herself outside. Yes yes ! She will just roll on the floor and tell you “no, I’m tired, carry me”... You can be angry, tell her she has to walk, explain to her but she will just not hear and cry, scream and force you to carry her. If any moms are having the same issues and found an actual solution to that, please, please, just shoot me a message. Apparently, it’s only with me since Jackson was so shocked when it happened last weekend, he was like “She’s never that bad when she’s with me”, glad to know babe, but...
Yeah ! As you can see our life isn’t perfect at all. Sorry, for this looooooong post, but it’s our last updates. I hope you and your families are all doing well, sweet kisses on your cheeks...













