Hnngh I’m starting to cringe at what I wrote earlier now that I know the implications (heck even without the implications it still sounded wrong and I don’t know how none of that occurred to me)... But I still feel like I need to leave it up, because I feel like it’s wrong to just delete it and pretend like it didn’t happen. Because it did.
I might delete it at some point down the road, just not right now. This is gonna sound really weird, but I feel like I do need to give myself some “shame” time.
Sorry for dragging this out for so long. This will be the last time I mention anything about it for now.















