i’m surrounded by family but the conversation is still nonexistent

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i’m surrounded by family but the conversation is still nonexistent
I can’t wait to live alone so I’m not forced to be surrounded by toxic people
Date a demisexual who comes from a broken home
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i can feel the poison of generations before me contaminate the very air that i breathe and my greatest fear is that i will never truly be free of the toxins that stain my lungs because of the evils i inherited.
to be in a room full of people where you want to belong but knowing there is no place for you there is one of the worst feelings in the world.
it’s the feeling of trying to belong, but failing.
it’s really difficult to watch others going through their best while you know you’re currently going through your worst.
i feel so gross posing for the image of a perfect family when i know how many tears and how much blood has been swept under the very rug i stand on