#badbirthday

[memesrruinedsoirant]

no not 20 no

Noooo I don’t wanna be in my 20s wtf nooo

[remo-izzi]

اليوم كان عيد ميلادي.

ايمت راح اقضي يوم عيد ميلاد إلي.. ويكون من اولو لآخرو حلو ومفرح ومبهج بدون اي منغصات

وفي ع القليلة مفاجأة وحدة لطيفة 😂💔💔💔

[ulisesfigueroa]

My worst birthday😭. At home in this coronavirus quarantaine. Triste y encerrado 😢 #quarantine #happybirthday #badbirthday #ulisesfigueroa https://www.instagram.com/p/B-nkyRyh3NH/?igshid=1nvqfqa9fnpsn

[therealjasonmc]

So my brand new @herschelsupply I got 2 days ago was trashed and ruined by @americanair . Keep in mind I did not once you’re check it in the first place. Due to some horrible basically economy policy I had to check it. I said it earlier and I’ll say it again. Worst airline I have ever flown with. #badbusiness #badbirthday #shame #bbb #nomoreamericanairlines

[yaboyjdub]

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Today was a terrible birthday, but this.... This is the redeeming moment... #birthday #sushi #dinner #badbirthday #terribleday (at MASU SUSHI)

[pileofmarbles-blog]

*knuckle crack*

'lo all!

I had so many ideas for a blog for today but after cleaning all day, I'm too brain dead to get too deep! I was flirting with book reviews (or at least blurbs), mother in law rants, cat rants, husband rants, rant rants, and probably other stuff too, but now all I can think about it this fantastic Salmon skin iso roll I had on Sunday and how I could probably eat an endless amount of those things if given the opportunity. It was sooo good. I'd never had salmon skin iso before. Now I'm not sure I'll be able to not have it when the opportunity arises. Foodgasm!

It was my husbands birthday, which is why we went out for sushi. Unfortunately we didn't have any friends who wanted to participate in any festivities with us. I guess it was poorly organized since I didn't make a facebook group, but I'm still judging the f*ck out of almost everyone we know. It was a big birthday for my husband and I don't mean to sound like a huge sour grape, but it's jacked up that no one felt the urge to see him. I mean... it's bullshit. It really made me sad for him. I expect it for myself for multiple reasons (It still hurts pretty bad to not have many friends and be left out of almost everything), but he's lived in this city for all but 2 years of his life.

Basically, it reinforced how little we have to leave behind when we leave here. I do hope to make at least a couple of friends before we leave the country, but I won't even turn to say goodbye as I leave, tbh.

I miss having a solid foundation of any sort. I've moved every couple of years my entire life. Not always to a new city, but a new house. I've moved across the US, now across the Atlantic, and I'm still not done. I want to settle. Then maybe I can become a part of something. That would be amazing. Having friends who are solid and there. WOAH! :D Super exciting, but how long do I have to wait?

Ooooh, I didn't mean to make one of first returning posts so depressing! DAMN! I'm not all frowns, promise. I can crack a joke at almost every inappropriate opportunity just to ease the tension! I just get carried away on a tangent way too easily. This is the one place where I can say what I need to say, preferably without being too harshly judged, so I will let my sad lump of coal heart bleed a little on here at times. It's just my nature ;)