First day.
I don’t know what time it is in the place you come from, but here where I am it’s 00.20 am and I really should go sleep, but before I’ve got something to say.
So today was my 1st day of the 3rd year of high school. I had no problems, I was just really tired and nervous. New teachers are good like holder. And everything went smoothly.
The bad part of the day comes in the evening: I had a repatriated with my classmates of middle school. I haven’t got strong relationships with them (only one or two), I was embarassed and annoyed so I didn’t talk too much. But some of them started saying jokingly something like “when did you become a dark person?”. After they joked less and told more seriously other things such as: “are you cutting yourself yet?”, “when did you start to cut yourself?”, “play with me: let out on the street and wait for a car”, “Diletta is fat”, … [I won’t say everything].
I’ve never been a self-defeating and I’m not so fat. But when they told those things I’d have wanted to die. Seriously..it was terrible. I felt so bad and.. I don’t know the right way to say, but now I feel like I never like to people and it’s hard and difficoult and dolorous..
Now it’s the 00.50 AM, i spent half an hour to write it and I hope someone will read it, sorry for the outburst, I needed it and I didn’t know at who say this. /p>
Thanks for red 💕💞