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[bahamabelle]

Saddest thing is when you're in a crowd screaming for your life but no one hears, everyone in their own tune and monotony ignoring your sharp cries...

BahamaBelle

[bahamabelle]

11 Day Challenge *On My Own Time* Day 1&2

Day 1: 10 things about your appearance (clothes, face, hair, height, smile, piercings, tattoos).

1. I am 6"1. (for real) 0_o

2) I have shoulder length 3c textured hair. *will post a photo reference. I don't go to salons, I hate them, so I do my hair at home. I have red streaks now but by the end of the year I either want a purple wine fro or a fully red fro. :)

3) I have had 7 piercings. Two Lobe piercings, One Rook, Two Tragus, Tongue and Navel. I want to piece my nose and will be doing it verrrrry soon. I wanna tap into my indian heritage. Plus I find nose piercings sexy anyway. :s --I'm weird like that. I have since removed the rook, navel and one of the tragus piercings. But I am going to get all done again (not the Navel though its overrated). Probably all at the same time. *Call me crazy if you want* lol.

3) I have a pretty smile if you ask me. I have braces for five years (I better after all that torture!)

4) I have one tattoo that I dont really like.. :/ I got it for getting its sake. But I loved the original image I asked for. I didnt get what I wanted. I got a distorted version in retrospect :(

5) Clothes? I like glitter and feathers! That sums it all up lmao. Howeverrrrrrrrrrr, I can say that I was every size from a size 4 to a size 12 in the span of one year. Thanks to pageantry. I must say extreme gyming, dieting and spa-ing can truly distort your mindset of a healthy body image 0_o I'm fine now though. I think.

6) I have a beauty mark on the left side of my mouth. Kinda like the ones Lil Kim and countless other 'beauty fanatics' draw. HAHA! I got mine naturallllyyyyy (said in singsongy tone)

7) I have big   HUGGGGE feet. :( I wear size 12 Womens / 10.5 Mens. They are the one true curse on my life I swear. Its impossible to find nice CUTE heels that fit me on the island that I live. Online shopping is my dearest friend. Otherwise I'm left to cram my foot in Size 11s or 10s. 

8) I wear feather earrings everyday! Everywhere.

9) I do NOT believe that accessories must match clothing. Let alone makeup. I promise youuuu that I wear neon green and orange eyeshadow with yellow clothes or baby blue floral clothes. I JUST DON'T CARE! Who said things have to be so matchy?

10) I'm thick now.. And I'm slowly learning to embrace it.  

[bahamabelle]

Cleansing

The world will end in 2012

So lets have a good time, like love letters and nursery rhymes, I

--only long to feel your wine, your strong embrace your sweet lyrics

Just shut up and let me finish

I just wanna be with you and watch our time diminish -see

The only thing constant in this world is change...   So be open to change --and   The cleansing of our nation   with its polluted minds   Filled with ignorance   A state that cannot, and by the laws of the system --will not -remain the same. 

After all we ain't got a lot of time left...  From the negligence to learn modern reactions to the actions of our slave master counterparts   We remain black crabs freezed in motion, e-motion and the like...   Roaming through communities governed by the Laws of Stupidity   We fulfill the needs of our brothers and sistren   Forgetting the needs we ourselves need to quench   Breaking fingernails and backbones to please our bosses and authority figures --we   ruin ourselves   Our...minds 

Struggling just to make it to another day   From the mothers who are rearing up their daughters who are becoming mothers themselves   My wide eyes plead justice to the unjustified we see everyday   Poetry please provide strength for those who cannot be heard   Voice opinions in volumes so great in magnitude that there be no need for fortification   Repress the pressures that make us as youth stereotyped   For what is youth?   A lesser number, in years   However holding more wisdom than those who came and passed before it?   We possess a quiet strength within ourselves   but not much longer shall it remain silent.   Cleanse your mind   Save your soul... 

The only thing constant in this world is change... 

[bahamabelle]

"It seems as if I do not know myself until I read my thoughts cast down in words. Thoughts conceived sometimes hold no bearing until artfully placed on canvas with coal." -BahamaBelle