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banncrcd || Got Lost.

❝I don’t practice anymore, Doctor Banner, go look somewhere else. Doctor Palmer should have told you that.❞

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Has your girlfriend met your sister?

|| Anon  (mention: @banncrcd | @xmetalandcurlsx ) 

❝ Uhhhm....  well.....  No...Don’t say anything. ❞

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Sigh. Hand through his short, brown hair, messing it up a bit further. He doesn’t remember the last time he felt panic in his stomach like this as he tried with every ounce of his being, not to let it rise to his mouth and pour into words. That was not what they needed. “I can promise you that because this baby will have two loving parents and just like we do to every scientific problem, we’ll find a solution and work our way through it,” he rationalizes. “From what I know about pregnancies, you carry it and then curse at me when it’s born?” Light humour always works right?

[gotthedevilinem-blog]

jaw clenches at the sound of her laughter, something that once garnished a smile, perhaps even a chuckle of his own, previously. it’s different when it’s another man eliciting such a sound out of her, however. when her attention isn’t on him. not that he deserves it. he did this to himself. he can admit that, but that doesn’t change the heat boiling in the pit of his stomach. the way his head cocks to the side as though to better hear him when he speaks up, asks if she rather go outside. and she agrees. he squeezes his glass so hard that he can hear it begin to crack within his grasp. like hell he’s getting any closer to her than he already has. 

still, he allows them to exit the bar before he exits out the back, suit being stripped to reveal his daredevil costume underneath. he’s drunk, probably shouldn’t be doing any of this. knows he shouldn’t and yet he pulls his mask over his head and heads towards the front of the establishment. towards the sound of her god awful giggling. fuck his suit, his glasses, his cane. he had more important matters to attend to. ❝ where ya headed? ❞ he all but grumbles as he stands before the pair. 

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‘‘ Come on, everyone needs a medical droid. ’’ A pause, maybe a hint of hopefulness in his eyes, ‘‘ I can make it look authentic, like it was straight from the Empire Strikes Back set. ’’

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“You know me, Jules, I am all about taking risks,” he tries a joke, to lighten up the mood. It shouldn’t feel so serious, so clandestine. They were friends, the best ones. They had laughed and cried, supported each other through thick and thin. “For a very long time, I stepped away from this particular risk, but if our lives have anything to show is that you don’t have time to lose when it comes to living your life to the fullest. And I want to do it. With you. We’re capable of this and so much more. What’s stopping us from the next step? I want you, don’t you want me?”

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while he can’t see her walk in, he can certainly smell her. a scent that’s all too familiar to his nostrils despite the fact that it’s been weeks. doesn’t matter. his pillows still smell like her. his sheets. no matter how often he washes them, he can’t get her scent out of them. like he’s being punished for his decision. maybe he deserves it. still, that doesn’t stop him from looking to the nearest woman to seek some sort of comfort from the unwanted reminder that he no longer has her in his life. even if it was his own fault for such. 

so he approaches one that wreaks of alcohol, one that’s laughing too hard, one that’s a little too touchy as she plants a palm on his shoulder the moment he’s close enough. he’s holding her weight on his shoulder, the woman surely would’ve fallen had it not been for his presence. there’s a moment where he thinks to stop himself, to just leave the bar altogether and ignore the whole situation, but there’s something even stronger in the back of his mind. the devil himself, leading him forward as he purchases a drink the woman clearly doesn’t need while an arm wraps around her waist. he smiles, however fake it may be, all while looking in her direction. not this stranger’s.

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[cxptisgone]

the last thing he'd ever wanted to do was give up, was to walk away from a world he thought was the only thing that made his life worth living. in all honesty, he never thought he would walk away from it all. but after they'd tracked down thanos, after they found out that the stones had been destroyed, steve knew there wasn't much for them to do. what should've been an easy retrieval mission had turned into a catastrophe. and whatever hope he and the others might've had had been destroyed. he knew sending them to live their life was the best thing for everyone and yet he felt like there had to have been something more for them to do, something that would undo the decimation…

"did i though?" had he truly done everything he could? some days it didn't feel like it. he was a soldier and there should've been more that he could've done. the hand against his chin dragged him from his thoughts and the strangely affectionate gesture had him closing his eyes as a smile pulled at his lips. moments like these he'd missed and they were ones he needed to remind himself that he was human and that it was okay for him to make those mistakes. steve knew he shouldn't blame himself for something out of control, but they should've been able to defeat thanos. if they'd done it together. apart he knew they would fail and stark reminding him of that had drilled it home just how little the past mattered. "no, it's not enough. it'll never be enough but i still should've tried harder."

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