Sometimes I really miss baptismonfire BUT I hope not being an online presence has really helped her. I hope somewhere she's much happier.
I remember I didn't delete my old side art blog for the longest time because her Tumblr was following it. The ask Jeff series was so my favorite when I was a young teen. The quotev video was my favorite cause that was my like first social media lol.
I remember one time when I was like 14 I tweeted a picture of a spider to her because it was just there in the kitchen when I went for a water. I said like "this fella scared me" and she smth said "actually that's a lady" and I thought it was cool.
The way she talked about mental health was one of the few times I felt like actually related to a person. I often wish I was much more offline as a person. Her videos helped me be less depressed as a teenager and I really hope her being offline has helped her greatly :'))
