#barayume asks

[barayume]

Now I’m kinda curious about your other bathroom kink stuffs hmm 👁️👁️ what kind of scenarios do you imagine with Pol?

Auwauhgurghrghghghh,,, oh man. I mean, this may get a little bit gross in terms of kinks so feel free not to read this further lol but

warnings for talk of bathroom stuff (piss and scat)

I was always kinda into piss, like, way way before being with Pol. It's the humiliation of wetting, it's the dirtiness of it, it's being aroused by a bodily function most don't even think about much. It's always been super hot to me, and it ties so well into other kinks of mine (intox and desperation) but like... then there's scat.

As I said in the thing that probably inspired this ask (lol), scat and poop used to be a big hard no for me. It was up there with guro for things I wasn't into... until I met my bf and he introduced the kink to me. He wasn't even trying to do it, I just saw his art of it and how much he was passionate about it and was like... damn ok I get it now.

as for the stuff with Pol, ough... it's a running gag he keeps just wanting to find a safe bathroom to take a shit in, and he's super clean and hates gross stuff... so just... the idea of being so into him taking a shit or being desperate to use the bathroom in that way.... ohhhhh man oh man oh man.

It's like, the dirtiness of it (much like my enjoyment of piss) but it's also just about like, the reverse of taking something up there. It's pushing something out, and in the case of hyper scat, it's pushing out something impossibly huge and stretching their asshole so fucking wide and making them maybe even bust.

Like it's gotta be pressing into their prostate just a little, and the asshole is so sensitive already, so it could leave them feeling stretched and weak.

Plus it's embarrassing! Pol would absolutely fucking DIE if he had somebody (Roman) witnessing him using the bathroom at all, let alone in the midst of a piss or shit. Maybe even both. His dick's so fucking cute, man, getting to hold it with finger and thumb when he pisses would be just.... oughhh man ohhh man oh man....

I guess a lot of my kinks boil down to 'this is gross and people are self conscious about it' or 'this is an overhated thing that deserves love'.

[barayume]

Wait did I send that to this blog or your old blog. I hope one of them?

Send what big dog? If this was about the extremely suspicious looking link, I was a bit hesitant to check it out (no offence to you, of course) because I'm very very wary of clicking links online. Lots of people who do not Agree with my stance on fiction would take advantage of that.

Super sorry though if it's about that. I appreciate being sent art though.

[barayume]

Im obsessed with how you color and render!! Any tips : D?

WUuhgh thankyou sm ;-;

I threw together something to try and explain how I do the do, but I'll be real I do most of it from vibes alone.

for like honest tips - look at artists you like and try to replicate what they do. When I see an artist I like, I save their art to look at it later. I have a TON of reference art saved (help). A lot of what I do in my art is also just like, preference, like all art.

I like thick, clean brushes so I use those. I like bright colours so I use those! I like muscle so I draw muscle! You can find a ton of fun little tutorials on places like tumblr and also Pinterest (if you dare venture there).

Tutorials can probably explain things a lot easier than I can, since I'm not 100 percent sure how to explain WHY I do what I do, i Just do it because it looks good.

Either way, your art is gonna look amazing no matter what. I wish you the best with rendering n colouring :D (also don't be afraid to pick your own colours, colour picking is great but it might not suit every mood ever!!!)

[barayume]

I read through your F/O list and oh my gosh YES!! You are GREAT! I love all your ships and I support!

OUGHHhhhhhh thankyou so much,,,, I love them all very much and I can be trusted around them, I prommy. Your F/Os are based as FUCK as well btw

[barayume]

Fuck I can't remember if I sent you an ask for that game

🐾, 🌈, ‼️ for your guy Bo Sinclair I think is his name. I YEARN TO KNOW MORE!

AAHUGRHugrhrghug, dw if you did I don't mind being asked things a billion times over!! Wahh thankyou Hunter!!

Putting a warning on this one bc it talks about stuff like Internalized Homophobia, Abuse, Religious Trauma and just general hatecrime stuff (dw I'm the one its targeting I sanctioned it)

🐾 — what animal would they be ?

Guuhhhhhhh for Bo, I wanna say he gives me like, dog energy. Hghghg I know I know, the dog therian assigning dog energy but hush. He gives me like, wolfdog vibes. I would say coyote, but I feel like Lester is way more of a coyote given his history with roadkill and such. Meanwhile I want Bo to become roadkill-

🌈 — what's their sexuality / gender ?

This takes place in the rural RURAL midwest in presumably the 90s, early 2000s, so he's a cis guy and... well... he thinks he's a hot blooded straight guy until meeting Roman and being hit with the biggest wave of questioning in his life. And of course, hghghgg, he takes it out on the one he feels is responsible for it...

Definitely has never questioned it in his life, I mean why would he? He was raised in a very abusive and religious household, so he most definitely had the fear of the 'homosexuals' drilled into him from a young age, I mean it's the south in the 70s-80s when they were young.

Eeeeeventually he kinda accepts a little bit that maybe he likes one specific guy but it's totally nothing weird. I mean, he keeps the guy in his basement and beats him a little and touches him but it's a power dynamic he swears. Ignore that he may fall asleep with his supposed 'captive'.

‼️ — RANT ABOUT YOUR F/O !!!!!!

Oh man. I feel like I already did that above but GGGGRRRHGGGG!!!!!! He fills me with such fucking, brat aggression. Like, when I look at him he just, makes me so flustered that it makes me wanna blow up and take him with me. I hate this mf and how he can just, be such a captivating piece of shit on screen.

I HATE THIS SMUG FUCKING FACE OF HIS!!!!! I'm gonna swing him into the fucking sun over and over again. Like, I feel embarrassed by how badly I need him to take out his internalized homophobia and fragile masculinity on me, like UUGHHHHhhhH!!!!! I don't know why he pisses me off so bad but it also endears me to him.

It's... it's cause he's a piece of shit brother. I can't even say older because him and Vincent (big spoiler for a movie that's 21 years old) are twin brothers. I would make him my big brother like I do with Pol but in my brain of brains, I'm not sure how I could make it work... maybe I'll figure something out, but the dynamic of Roman being just a random guy who shit-out-of-luck ends up in Ambrose is also good.

Th,,,, the fucking superglue scene haunts me. Why is it so sexually charged?? Why did it make my whole body go hot!!!! UUGHHHhhhhh.... there's something so hot about a man that clearly gets a sexual thrill from hurting people, cause it means he wouldn't hold back roughing me up.... GGRrhghghghhhhh....

... I also want his dick to be really small because then he's compensating and its another thing for him to be jealous over Roman for. (also me n my other House of Wax enjoyer friend like to joke Vincent stole all the inches in the womb)

WAHHhhh thankyou this was a long one.... house of wax (2005) should be available on Tubi for free (with ads) if you want to watch it....

[barayume]

🌞 for the f/o ask game!

Omg Haiiii!!!! Thanks for the ask!! :D

🌞 — are they a morning or a night person ?

Ough, I feel like unlike myself Pol's definitely a morning person. It's him getting up early, showering and doing his usual hair routine, making breakfast meanwhile Roman - much like me - is a night person who functions way better when it's dark and he has more spare time.

I mean we do see that he's up pretty early given that he's awake way before say, Kakyoin in the Death 13 arc. He'd have to be given how complicated his hair looks, and how much he cares for his hygiene.

hgrhghrhrg,,, thankyou for the ask

[barayume]

WGHUWHWU@H@UHQUGHRUHGHGHGHWWWGgggg...... real and true and real and true and based and real and WUWUHgruh4g5g5gh,,,,

and what if we love YOUR ships too huh!!!!

[barayume]

I really like your art style :D

WUAWUhgruh34euhguhg, thankyou so much!! took me forever to find something that worked for me, and I'm so glad you like it :D