#barbnancy

[halfretvrn]

robin and nancy finally making out but nancy keeps seeing flashes of barb's red hair and glasses instead or robin's freckles and brown eyes

[1weedmike]

Barbnancy timeloop au with nancy constantly trying to prevent Barb's death and failing in ways that increase her guilt more and more each time. Is this anything

[parttimepoet999]

When I am talking about the friends-to-lovers trope and they bring up byler & wolfstar, while I am talking about lionrose/Barbnancy (Barb× Nancy Wheeler) & Marylene (Mary McDonald × Marlene McKinnon)

[luckyfaeth]

au where barb lives/is revived and her and nancy get together and are a badass couple that fucks demogorgons up 

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[halfretvrn]

constantly thinking about how nancy is a comphet lesbian who will never let fully accept herself because she's still madly in love with her best friend who died because she chose to have sex with a man rather than listen to her and she can't let that be for nothing

[halfretvrn]

when eddie died, nancy, through her grief, couldn't help but feel a sort of wicked satisfaction. the ugly kind that only came from self pity. she hated herself for it, but couldn't help that incessant thought in the back of her mind:

now they know what it's like to lose someone. im not the only one whose friend won't come back.

it gnawed and nibbled at her until all that was left was guilt and anger. she felt guilty for even having those thoughts. eddie didn't deserve to die. dustin, the kids and her friends shouldn't know what it's like to lose a friend. she felt angry at mike. his best friend came back from the dead. hers didn't. she felt angry at will. he survived. barb hadn't. she felt angry at max. she survived vecna's attack. fred hadn't. she was angry at herself.

it's all my fault. i killed barb. i killed fred. and now i killed eddie.

it always came back to this. she could pretend that she was mad at everybody else in hopes of finally believing it, but she was just angry at herself. for not listening to barb. for not protecting fred. for not saving max. for having failed eddie. for feeling a comfort in the hurt of her friends.

she hated herself for surviving.

[1weedmike]

Scenario where Nancy Wheeler likes girls. Scenario where Nancy and Barb had an unspoken feeling toward each other and neither Nancy nor Barb really had any other friends but deep down in a dark pit of her soul Nancy knows that this isn't how friends are supposed to feel about each other. Scenario where when they were both 14 Nancy and Barb read an historical fiction novel that mentions how female friendships where girls would kiss each other on the cheek used to be common and Nancy wonders what that would be like and Barb gets a wide eyed look,almost hopeful and her brown eyes shine as she leans in and Nancy pushes her back and repeats "i was just joking. That's it, just a joke." In a strangled voice and they never talk about it again.

Scenario where when Steve asks Nancy out she says yes desperately she needs to get out of this THING with Barb she needs to be normal Nancy and Barb need to move on with their lives so they can be normal and they don't have to be tainted like this. Nancy who tells Barb to go home and turns back to Steve and convinces herself that it's Steve she wants and not anyone else.

Scenario where Barb goes missing and when Nancy sees the body she's hit with so much guilt because not only did Barb die because of Nancy it's because of Nancy' stupid feelings and Nancy trying to run away from them. Nancy who tries to push down her like of women because otherwise Barb died for nothing but she can't, she can't pretend to be happy with Steve. It's bullshit.

Scenario where when Nancy thinks about her attraction it always circles back to barb and barbs death.

[halfretvrn]

i need ronance or just nancy w anybody else prompts omg i miss writing fanfics