#basic question

[dancing-cockroaches]

Well, it’s like my school... 

[asifatraveler]

Can anyone recommend a good book or free online class for understanding the rules for reading Quran? (i.e. pronunciation, punctuation, pauses)

[anno-luce]

Why are you always surrounded by weird people and weird stuff?

Mom

[distressgirl]

Suffocating

How can I move when I feel like something is pressing down on my chest? How can I so all the things I want to do while it feels as if my breathing will stop any second? Is it really that hard to let me take a rest? Is it really that hard to notice something is wrong without me telling you?

This is all the basic questions that I tend to ask myself. Yet when I ask myself this, I never seem to be able to get an answer. Whether it is because I don't know, or if I don't want to know, is beyond me. All I DO know is that there are a lot of people out that that really don't care and don't notice. I gave up on wishing that people will see the true me and what I am feeling. Sometimes though, I feel as if I am suffocating inside because of that. I wish I could breathe again.