Do you think your absence could make me forget you
Did you think your absence could make me forget you? I find you everywhere. I feel you everywhere. In the mornings I taste you in my coffee. Last night I listened to our favorite song before I went to bed. I see your car driving down those dirt roads. Sewn on every inch of scenery I see. I am not meant for casual love I am meant for soul consuming love and obsession.
I like to think of your silence as the love letters you will not write me. With the letters I never receive I wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time. You don’t know how to un-love someone or something and because of that how long you love them ends up being how many times they can break your heart.
For every piece I’ve written, every vein I’ve bled on the paper I decide I cannot let him read my heart because how could I go back to being strangers with someone who has seen my soul? It hurts to wait for someone who’s never coming back again. And one day I hope you understand how much you meant to me.
