#be accountable

[aftermathangel]

Important

[lizziecosmicwhatever]

I love seeing people's creativity. It's one of the reasons I come on here. The world is freaking me out and there is just so much pressing on me right now. Life has been a nightmare and this year has been the most bizarre year filled with death and glitches in my own reality that has had me having existential panic attacks on top of dealing with a newborn baby. My postpartum depression and rage have been worse than I ever expected. Ive been struggling so bad. Spiralling. I find myself spiralling a lot. Screaming at nothing. Crying because I feel like Im going to jump out of my skin. This is beside the point, I digress. I use my page mostly to store pics of Sephiroth because it makes me feel better, along with anything that speaks directly to my soul. But I love so much. So many of you have amazing talent and I love it. If I reblogged everything I liked my page would be overly cluttered and id never find anything. If always re blogging is some social rule of tumblr, then sorry I can't abide. I didn't come here to be a part of some community that makes demands I can't keep right now. If you want to be mad at me for liking your stuff and not re blogging it fine. But don't send me a scathing message making me feel like shit when I'm already barely hanging on by a very thin thread and then block me so I can't even defend myself. You are a fucking coward.

[tar-petak]

This makes the sixth run since you know. You could charitably call this a jog or be less charitable and say it was a prolonged stagger. My calves are so knotted an Eagle Scout could have done them.

I keep expecting my legs and body to just pick up where I left off. But I'm not in my 20s anymore. In the future I need to work on regular, deliberate stretching and re-introducing yoga into my life.

Be damned if I didn't do the whole fucking mile though, even if I did limp most of the way.

[oliviafitmomof3]

[thealexiscowdell]

[hunnyfleur]

I hate that you always have to have a reason when you stop talking to someone. like ?? I have nothing against you I just... don't... want.. to talk to you anymore k thanks bye

[lizziecosmicwhatever]

You know i don't have to reblog everything and if I like something it's BECAUSE I THINK IT'S GOOD. AS IF I'M NOT ALREADY HERE STRUGGLING WITH POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION JUST LIKING THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER JUST TO HAVE SOMEONE SEND ME THIS AND I'M SITTING HERE SHAKING. FUCK YOU TOO.

Coward. Message me and then block me so I cant even respond.

... I wasnt even spamming likes, I liked maybe 4 of their posts and probably would have reblogged one eventually but now they just lost a fan.

Yes, I liked your stuff. Ooh. What a horrible person I am!

If that's how you treat people your art isn't worth it anyway.