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the fact that george harrison and liam gallagher had beef is kind of funny to me only bc there was a time where i thought that this one photo of liam gallagher was actually a photo of george harrison and it took me embarrassingly long to realize that they were in fact not the same person

#lena.txt #be gone thoughts #liam gallagher #oasis #george harrison #the beatles #no but i actually think it’s sad to hear one of your idols doesn’t like your work and i would’ve cried if i was liam #i just for some reason used to think they were the same person #i guess it’s bc i only knew oasis through their music not their looks #maybe it was the eyebrows or something i don’t really know i might have some kind of face blindness tbh #i’m sure this is an entirely unique expierence

If I blog fast enough my depression won’t be able to catch me.

#okay to reblog #rip my followers tho #NYOOM #BE GONE THOUGHTS

i won’t lie to you guys i am definitely under the Weight Of Living… and i am not sure that i like the person i’ve become.

#lena.txt #be gone thoughts #bastille #weight of living #all this bad blood

i’m trying to make this destiel edit to ‘meant to live’ and in my head it’s sooooo fucking good but in reality it’s just so fucking terrible like this was not my vision

#lena.txt #be gone thoughts #now i’m not sure what to do like i am passionate about this edit so i will hang onto it #but maybe for now i should change the song or try to rework it a little bit better bc rn it really ain’t it #the lyrics work so well but the clips i’m using are fucking the timing

me: sure slutty little waists are cool and all but where are the slutty big waists at, am i right???

someone: this is actually skinny shaming and you’re a terrible person for promoting obesity like one time someone told me to eat a burger and everyone is a hater and always so jealous of me bc i’m naturally skinny and blah blah blah

#lena.txt #be gone thoughts #fatphobia mention #possible hot take #but it shouldn’t be #it always somehow becomes personal whenever anyone tries to simply appreciate bigger bodies like god forbid #literally people i’ve known irl have said things like this to or around me and i’m just like can we bffr?? 😐#like i’m sorry someone told you to eat a burger and commented on your body that is rude and they shouldn’t be talking about your body #but you can’t even act like ‘skinny shaming’ and ‘fat shaming’ are even in the same ~realm~ of existence dude #like have you ever been denied healthcare or basic human rights bc of being skinny???#have you ever had a store not carry your size???#have you ever been told that the root of your problem is your weight when weight is not even a fucking factor???#like please be serious #okay rant over

ew i hate looking back on any social media and seeing my old cringe posts (especially on tiktok) like help!!!! that isn’t me anymore don’t look please!!!! 😅 i can barely handle my current cringe posts don’t make me revisit the past please!!!! i am working so hard to constantly keep growing and learning and changing my mindset and becoming a better me every day and i am no longer that version of myself and i do not know her like that anymore. but dang like her reminants are still out there lingering and i do not like it one bit… 😔

#lena.txt #be gone thoughts #mini vent #this is true of real life as well like don’t perceive me in such a way please that girl is long gone #this is the only downside to constantly growing and learning #you get to feel like shit everytime you reflect on the past #like i love knowing better and doing better i just wish i’d always known better #how do you get rid of the shame #how do you stop feeling guilty about the version of you that didn’t know better #at least i have a long life ahead of me to keep learning and growing and becoming the best version of me i can be #i have to remember that #i really do appreciate having my thoughts and ideas challenged bc a lot of times it helps me see from a new perspective #and even learn something new or come to better understanding of where someone else is coming from #bc regardless of whether or not having my beliefs or ideas challenged changes my mind or not i still appreciate it #bc it gives me an opportunity to see something i didn’t see before and reflect on my own thoughts and beliefs #i’ve grown to almost like being corrected when i make a mistake or do something wrong bc everything is an opportunity to better myself #but the shame that comes along with it is something i have yet to unlearn #why am i talking about this now i’ve strayed too far away from the point #this was supposed to be about my old dumb blog posts lol #like i said i love the opportunities to learn and grow and do better #but sometimes it makes me feel like i’m just a blank slate that people project their ideas onto #i know it’s not true and i am passionate in my core values and beliefs but i always assume everyone is smarter than me #i assume everyone else knows better than me and i am always the last to know anything or the last to figure it out #and sometimes i take everything anyone says to me as an absolute truth when they don’t actually know any better than me #and then it becomes ingrained in my head and it’s so hard to get it out and fully reject the idea #all these disorders are driving me crazy man #i hate having bpd and i hate having ocd relating to morality #i wake up every morning and suddenly hate everything i said or did the previous day #like do i even think what i think???#who am i??? where am i going???

i love spoilers and i love having things spoiled for me like please tell me everything that happens rn asap i must know!!!!! i will still watch it i promise i just want to know everything that happens first!!!!!

#lena.txt #be gone thoughts #this is me all the time #but rn specifically about mac and dennis become emts #just waiting until 3am to watch the episode but i’ve already basically bottomed out in the macdennis tag #i’m not sure why but i’ve kinda always been like this #spoilers rarely take away any enjoyment i get from watching the show/movie or whatever

i love everything so much i tag everything as my favorite like i love everything i post they are all my favorites i can’t help it lmao

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