You know what?
I think now I know what happiness looks like. I have a beating heart. Air in my lungs. My dog is healthy and I get cuddles whenever I need them. My boyfriend fell asleep with his head on my lap and the only noice I can hear is him breathing. I found love, you know. Not just in my loved ones, but in myself too. I found love deep deep inside of me and sometimes I think am am worthy of it. And yes there are bad days. When getting up is hard and my mind is a very dark place. But I can handle it. I am strong. I am still here.
I found love in myself.












