#beaufriend

[mxhoneybeedivine]

cannot stop thinking about beau’s face looking down at me in the moonlight last night. the look on their face was one of pure love with a spark of daddy energy flashing in their eyes. i will never forget that look as long as i breathe.

[acaptivatingbeauty-blog]

Beau-Friend Tag:

I'm clearly not a fan of posting selfies - especially on my tumblr. But don't get me wrong, I love taking them, I take hundred of photos but then end up deleting each one in my camera roll. The reason of posting this selfie however, is because of my beaufriend erika-botitay. She's my counterpart, my  gorgeous baby so how can I decline? (The guy on my left nonetheless is Carlos Garcia, my breezy slash solar friend. lol)

Going back, my friendship with Erika is truly a whirlwind! I remember her first impression of me being the “bad girl, everyday bar, kind of girl.” which end up exactly the opposite and she hates me for being “too kind” as she rationalize, but I am not! lol. I have my own share and subsidiary of being a wild child and that’s where we click!

I remember our dates in Bread Talk (with our friend Maureen and Princess) where we casually sit around for hours talking about our life and experiences in High school where we basically get to know about each other. Hastening, she was the one who introduced me in shopping for lingerie and I used to hate laces but she was the one who talked me into it - because I thought it was only for old women but now I’m starting to love it! She has always been an “ate” figure for me but she doesn’t know this yet til now. (lol sorry baby, but you are! ahaha) We’ve shared secrets that would be best kept between us and God alone and I believe that’s the reason that made our friendship ever more prolific! We also share common dreams and I miss the days when we get to day dream and share pictures about how we would become in the future. And I would always be here to support you in that upcoming love story of yours! You make the loveliest love stories! I remember the time when you made me and my crushie a love story but he turned out being gay so I guess.. *insert sad emoticon* ahahaha! (missing our very very late night chats!)

I like describing her as the “Diva” of our group she always wants to be the first and she’s the super girly-girl type who loves everything pink! (Like that of the Mean Girls movie - Regina George)

Who would’ve thought this pretty young lady would turn into a gorgeous lovely lady! (2nd photo: she clearly knows her angles in picture taking and I’m loving the attitude! keep working it babe! lol)

Thank you for our friendship baby1! I’m happy to have a beaufriend who has the exact different perspective that I have you’ve always been the “mataray slash fighter spirit” and you clearly are so honest with the people around you (and I’ve already told you this and it’s one of the many things that I love about you *eww this sound lesbi already ahaha) Advance happy birthday! lol kidding.   Let’s have our shopping date on Christmas again, okay? Or if academics doesn’t get much in the way let’s shop baby!

Photo on the left: The E and J pillowcases in the background!! *insert lots of heart emoticons!*

There’s still a lot of things that I want to say but I’ll choose to end with this, know, that I’ll always be here for you if you have problems or if you have those “kilig” stories that you want to tell me, no matter if we don’t get to bond much often nowadays. I’m missing you always baby! I love you to infinity and beyond forever and ever!!

[queercuetea]

Navigating gender with straight cis man lovers is really fucking anxiety provoking. Ughhhhh.