#beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

although its not what i wished for i love you enough to let you go so even though i say "i'm fine" look at me and memorise all the hurt in my face as you walk away because we both know that i'm never getting over you

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

though i cannot make you stay you can't stop me from loving you and so here i sit, in a haze of broken promises and love untrue

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

it frightens me how ready i am to let myself go and surrender to you; and yet, i don't know if you would do the same for me.

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

for months I asked myself if I could go back in time how could I have loved you better guilt and insecurity consumed me until I spiralled out of control and began to hate myself it took me months to realise i loved you so much that I forgot to love myself

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

it was hard to forget you, when you appeared in all the crevices of my life and pulled me back into your gravity.

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

on the most bitter of nights, i draw in our happiest memories, weave them into the softest of blankets to drape over myself and keep me safe. on the darkest of days, i take in our most passionate moments, create my own burning light to set myself alight and keep myself warm.

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

you were a miracle who came to me in the coldest of winters and lit up my sky with a scattering of stars that reflected the lights you said you found in my eyes.

Beawings

[wingsandwhiskers]

he is the wolf who comes straight for your heart -  a ferocity unchallenged by many but a startling love for you.

Beawings