#becks-sedai

[say-no-to-superwholock]

hey guys! ur doing a great job and i love the blog. but could you plz tag nsfw? thanks!!! *gentle smooches for all the mods*

no problem! *gentle smooch on the head for u*

xoxo madi

[diplomaticbird]

becks-sedai replied to your post: Since I got to go to bed before it get...

Turn out your porch lights!! Most people don’t knock on doors that don’t have porch lights on / windows in the front room aren’t lit

yes i think we're doing that my dad also tied off the porch with plastic so people get the message, everyone but me who almost tripped over it because i didnt know it was there haha

[dreamslessordinary]

tsarinajissa replied to your post “Tonight's mood:”

sending all the good vibes and tea your way

shelbyshepard replied to your post “Tonight's mood:”

Right there with ya. Such an annoying seemingly endless cycle.

builttagontough replied to your post “Tonight's mood:”

Here if you need. See you tomorrow :)

mattgoldey replied to your post “Tonight's mood:”

*gentle hugs*

becks-sedai replied to your post “Tonight's mood:”

same. sorry friend. :( i'm here if you need somebody to chat with.

Thank you for the hugs and good vibes and virtual tea <3

[fallen-haunted-to-the-truth]

92 Questions

I was tagged by the wonderful setsailonmyshipperheart

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. 

What was your

1. Last beverage: A glass of water

2. Last phone call: To my Mom

3. Last text message: To an old friend Jade

4. Last song listened to: Carrie Underwood- That's where it is

5. Last time i cried: Yesterday

Have you ever

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on: No

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes

9. Lost someone special: Yes

10. Been depressed: Yes

11. Been drunk and threw up: No

List three favorite colors

12. Purple

13. Black

14. Green

In the last year have you 

15. Made a new friend: No

16. Fallen out of love: No 

17. Laughed until you cried: I don't think so

18. Met someone who changed you: I don't think so 

19. Found out who your true friends are: Oh yeah, that was a fun experience ( sarcasm beyond belief)

20. Found out someone was talking about you : Yes

21. Kissed someone on your FB friends list: No

General

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: All of them I have like 15 people. 

23. Pets? I have a dog named Dixie 

25. Do you want to change your name? No I am happy with my name

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I went to dinner

27. What time did you wake up today? 9:30 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I have no clue... Halloween I suppose.  

30. Last time you saw your mother:  Yesterday when she dropped me off

31. What's one thing you wish you could change about your life: I am sure there is a lot of things but I wouldn't change any of them. 

32. What are you listening to right now? Police sirens 

33. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom? Yep, I have an uncle with the name. 

34. What's getting on your nerves right now? Nothing right now. 

35. Most visited webpage? YouTube then Tumblr

36. Blood type: I don't know

37. Nickname: I don't really have one

38. Relationship status : Single

39. Zodiac sign: Pieces

40. Pronouns: 

a word that can function by itself as a noun phrase and that refers either to the participants in the discourse (e.g., I, you ) or to someone or something mentioned elsewhere in the discourse (e.g., she, it, this ).

41. Elementary: Which one, there were a few 

42. High school: So fucking done and ready to move.

43. College: One step at a time there. 

44. Hair color: Burgundy

45. Long or short: Short for me but long in general

46. Height: 5'7

47.Do you have a crush right now? Nope

48. What do you like about yourself? My independence

50. Tattoos? Nope but soon hopefully

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

52. First surgery: Haven't had one

53. First piercing: My ears when I was 7 or 8 

54. First best friend: I have no clue a girl named Suzan I guess?

55. First sport: Soccer ?

56. First vacation: That I can remember would have to be going camping or visiting relatives.

58. First trainers: The hell if I know

Right now

59. Eating: Nothing

60. Drinking: Nothing

61. I'm about to: Brush my teeth and cruel up with YouTube and go to sleep

62. Listening to: Nothing

63. Waiting for: Nothing, I don't know, sleep? 

64. Want kids: Yes

65. Get married: Not really 

66. Career: None 

Which is better 

67. Lips or eyes: Both

68. Hugs or kisses: Depends on the person

69. Shorter or taller: Taller

70. Older or younger: Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Either

73. Sensitive or loud: Moderation

74. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Use common sense

Have you ever

76. Kissed a stranger? No

77. Drank hard liquor? Yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts? No

79. Sex on first date? No

80. Broken someones heart? I don't think so

81. Had your own heart broken? No

82. Been arrested? No

83. Turned someone down? Never been asked

84. Cried when someone died? Yes 

85. Fallen for a friends: I don't think so 

Do you believe in 

86. Yourself? I try

87. Miracles: I don't know 

88. Love at first sight: No 

89. Heaven: Not heaven in particular but yes 

90. Santa Claus: No

91. Kiss on the first date: Depends 

92. Angels: Yes but not the whole 'angels' thing if you know what I mean

I tag: witchcraftandpracticaltimetravel , x-ofgreetingsandgoodbyes , becks-sedai , samanthagirod , tigre-mecanico , lakekale , theonewholookedback , ju1ier , the-croatoan-chronicles , little-shit-fandom , nugget-basket , oak-ay , mrswhysoserious , jamesisaacnovak , capriciouschocoberry , lively-in-lavender , mrfoxinsockssir , jadalypuff , allonsy-assbutt-221b ,daughter-of-the-moon13 , 

[jennink]

what type of dye did you use?? i've been trying to get that color for MONTHS and i can't get it right :/

The box says it's Ion Demi-Permanent Color Brilliance Intensive Shine. I got it at Sally's; it's in a silver box. The colorway is 4RV-4.5 Medium Burgundy Brown (there's another number here that says 305465) It's a tube and we put half of the tube with a 4 oz bottle of volume 10 developer. 

I got it all from Sally's Beauty Supply. (I think it's a national chain; there's a couple back home in the midwest as well as out here in LA) 

Do keep in mind though that my hair had been bleached on the top layer but not near the roots or on the underlayer (imagine Ronald Knox - that's what my hair was like) so just give it a chance. I left it on about 45 minutes with a cap on.

Also it goes on purple and looks SUPER magenta until you give it a good rinsing and blow-dry it. When I look through my bangs I do still read it as purple but in photos and to everyone around me it reads as a reddish brown. I think it's just the color base. 

If a photo of the box would help I could do that too. :D

[the-strangest-sea]

becks-sedai replied to your post “becks-sedai replied to your post “send help i’m exhausted and just...”

i dunno about you but i'm the kind of person that has to get it done before i go to sleep because i WON'T wake up early and do it,,,, but if ur capable of it maybe get a few hours of rest and a hot shower in before you start?

ahh yeah, no, that can't happen, i'll never do my work that way

sighs

thanks for being lovely, though uvu

[jerk2-blog]

becks-sedai replied to your post “if my older siblings were able to finish high school i should be able...”

i didn't finish high school. its really hard to watch my younger sister excel at something that i completely and totally sucked at. i know the feel. im sorry you have to go through that man. :/

oh man that sucks im sorry :(

i mean i know my grades dont show it but i do enjoy school, i enjoy learning and this year was supposed to be my fun year because i have a bunch of classes that im interested in and teachers i like.  i wouldnt mind dropping out so much if it was my own choice, like my life is being scrapped for a couple extra bucks

[zoombinisvevo]

ok!!! you do multiples of 5 - if that's too much do multiples of 10!!

will do!! :D

5. my math teacher is incredible thisll be my 5th straight year of having her for classes and shes just fostered a rly big love for math in me (which my geometry teacher also contributed to majorly!!) but she's also like such an amazing like cool-math-aunt figure in my life and shes helped me through a lot of things and i just love her a lot!!! also like all my history teachers have been solid as hell10. i guess? i mean i wish i never started living apart from my dad but overall ive had some solid parenting and i was never raised to believe i like couldnt do anything with my life?? and i think thats really good. if i could go back in time and give advice i think i would but i mean my parents did p good job overall i think.15. uhhHHh. idek what i can say i have such all-inclusive tastes in ppl. i do have a thing for muscular backs thats such an arbitrary feature but like. they look so nice. but honestly i find so many kinds of ppl attractive!!!!!20. ive been watching a lot of teen wolf and i saw guardians of the galaxy in theaters (it was great) and i also watched a show about people prepping for the apocalypse. it was exciting this guy made a flamethrower powered by rabbit shit i am not even kidding25. im sorta far-sighted so i wear them for reading and have since i was like 9 or 10 i think? but i lose them a lot and forget to wear them a lot during the summer and during the school year i forget im wearing them and wear them constantly its weird30. i thought it was supposed to be cold today but its nice as hell 10/10 weather!!35. i got hit in the arm with a golf club and on my way to get an ice pack i fell of a golf cart and got a concussion it was really smooth40. i dont know if i do a lot of thinking when i first wake up hahaha... the first thing i remember is looking at the time and being like 'oh i can wait for a little while before i need to make breakfast so i take my meds @ around 10:30' because i am on a lot of weird pills rn to make me breath more often45. i think i do yeah? like we're not wealthy or anything but we have a solid income from my dad even though things are more unstable now during the divorce i think we do alright yeah50. facts!! fact 1 i had a chipotle chicken wrap for lunch it was nice. fact 2 theres a picture on my wall entitle "literally eliza's soul" and its a sparkling sheep breathing fire and a tornado w a fighter jet in it that is also sparkling and has a cat face. the words "SWAGGY" are above that in all caps. my friend shoshi made it and i look at it frequently. it makes me happy. fact 3 both my cats have september 2nd as an approximate birthday, they're gonna be 7 and 2! fact 4 for like a year i couldnt eat gluten, dairy or soy and it suuuucked but now i just dont eat gluten and thats aight. fact 5 i really love prosthetic limbs and i get excited when ppl talk about them because i am a nerd