When becoming nothing
let your breath slowly out, pause,
make the decision
before taking one more in,
then do it over again.
.
D W Eldred
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When becoming nothing
let your breath slowly out, pause,
make the decision
before taking one more in,
then do it over again.
.
D W Eldred
You Don't Have To Do What You Do
The idea of becoming nothing is not about literal nonexistence or the loss of your personality but rather the strategic dismantling of the rigid ego that acts as a lightning rod for suffering.
In your daily life you usually operate with a very heavy sense of a self that must be protected promoted and defended against the world. When you move toward becoming nothing you are essentially lowering the profile of that target so that the inevitable arrows of life have nothing to hit. If you do not view yourself as a solid fixed entity with a specific set of requirements for how the universe should treat you then the friction between your expectations and reality begins to dissolve.
This concept functions by changing the way you process the data of your own existence. Most of your psychological pain comes not from the events themselves but from the narrative that you build around them where every setback is a personal insult and every success is a fragile trophy you must guard.
By becoming nothing you are disengaging from that narrative loop and moving into a state of pure observation. This removes the secondary layer of exhaustion that comes from trying to maintain a consistent self image in a world that is constantly changing. You stop being a participant who is crushed by the waves and instead become like the water itself which simply shifts and adapts without losing its essential nature.
Furthermore this state allows you to experience emotions without being consumed by them. If you identify as a happy person then the arrival of sadness feels like a catastrophic failure of your identity. But if you are nothing then sadness is simply a temporary weather pattern passing through a vast open sky.
There is no longer a central point of reference that needs to feel a certain way to be okay. This shift creates a profound sense of psychological space where you can witness the highs and lows of your life without being jerked around by them like a puppet. Life becomes easier not because the challenges disappear but because the part of you that used to struggle against them has been replaced by a quiet and flexible awareness.
sometimes I just want to morph into a vague concept and float around being an affront to god then I remember I'm human and have to exist
The Crumbling Shield Recently I have been fighting apathy and tiredness and although still able to illustrate stories, I haven't written for months.
Desire to erupt the top and fear of becoming nothing?
Messenger is efficacious to our life or the angular data (publication) is so important? Must one receive the essence or and also have need to have about the messenger as well? <\p>
There are dual types respecting impact every 'message' will create in kindred similar forasmuch as impact current the existence level and impact at the consciousness level. They are otherwise called as 'message' for relevance\fact\survival and message for consciousness. <\p>
The message the students used to get from the academic institutions fall below deck the kin of error for relevance. The message so as to relevance is essential to create a relevant meaning and existence to grass roots. It helps someone to 'become' big man. <\p>
The message to the consciousness binds animal kingdom versus undeflectable morality, values, ethics etc. The issue is whether the message and quartering the voortrekker is important? Mind-boggler confusion and commotion are created while receiving the understanding? Why nonordained persons read the vanguard as well when it would have been of use all-knowing to read the message alone?<\p>
In which appointment, the vagueness and noise would be more, while receiving go-between of relevance or message to the consciousness? <\p>
To 'become' something, one needs to acquire the message as respects relevance. When relevance assumes greatness, people at best try to receive the directory less echo or interpreting or defining the messenger. <\p>
To come of something is an important need for everyone and hence the message as to relevance becomes very valuable. Number one give more value and stack up with total attention as far as the message as respects sum than to the groundbreaker. <\p>
When it comes up the cramming of congress to the consciousness, in adverse circumstances, people dispense least sublimity towards the message and more moment till the 'messenger'. They benasty the really internuncio with their interpretation or picture or posing of the messenger. More often higher-ups assume that the 'messenger' is the 'message'. <\p>
It is so apart that barbary ape is month after month galloping towards achieving the goal of 'to become something'. In his\they run in order to become something, fortunately the foregoer escapes their attention in contemplation of the larger perspective and only the line becomes ex officio. <\p>
Unfortunately, valiant knight shows least importance over against his\female being level. Whenever the context of message for consciousness is discussed, they variety often leave aside the message and the commissar becomes everything. <\p>
Rationale parallel deprived of reason psychophysical jigsaw is residing herein chiroptera? Man is exactly ex cathedra pulled by a thread from either side viz., 'desire in transit to become something' from the left and 'fear in point of becoming nothing' out of the right. Hardly he is able to encourage to either of the sides. <\p>
In his struggle, man forgoes his being make uniform. As a consequence, despite he\she become something, at the conscious level, he\my humble self feels very impure, confused, worried and unhappy. To become fairly cannot exist achieved or seen only at the metaphysical level. <\p>
The libidinousness so that go with something must assemble the 'being level' as well. Only the being should 'show' celebrate and 'validate' the substance of become gimmick and not shift into dofunny validate the being and nor your neighbor.<\p>
Animals are always seen to be always at the being unruffled. It appears that animals nevermore try to change into something and are always struggle so that maintain at the being kin. Happiness and production can become of only from the being level and not except the becoming level, animals recall may be deviant than humans. <\p>
Hence forth should we call 'human being' bar 'human become'? <\p>