𝐁𝐄𝐍. @becstjr : ❛ 𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓. 𝑵𝒐, 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒓. ( 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔. ) ❜
& 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 & 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐬 , 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 more than he possibly thought it could. perhaps moreso given that it is him , it’s ben , who is behind the words. ben , who is so sweet , so caring. who has been teaching him how to not be the very demon that is the subject of ben’s poisonous words. anger flickers in grayed hazel gaze , masking that which he truly feels ; anguish. he wants to lash out , to scream & tear the mighty king down with words equally as devastating , but lower lip quivers & eyes burn , his body betraying him & showing weakness. he cries ; hot tears rolling down his cheeks & he dips his head in shame.
he didn’t want to believe it , didn’t want to accept the fact that he had become chernabog. his father. he never wanted to be him , but there must have been a reason , right ? a reason why his sweet , soft ben --- -- - a reason why he would see him that way. a weak , broken sob rips in his throat & heels of his palms dig into sockets to try & stop his pathetic weeping. chase turns his back to the king , hunching over slightly , fighting the urge to just drop to his knees & wail.
❛ ყoᥙ'rᥱ ᥕroᥒg. ყoᥙ'rᥱ jᥙst sᥲყιᥒ' thᥲt bᥱᥴᥲᥙsᥱ ყoᥙ'rᥱ trყιᥒ' to hᥙrt mᥱ. ᥕᥱᥣᥣ ᥴoᥒgrᥲ-tᥙ-fᥙᥴkιᥒ-ᥣᥲtιoᥒs , ყoᥙr mᥲjᥱstყ ! ყoᥙ'vᥱ fᥙᥴkιᥒ' doᥒᥱ ιt ! ιs thιs ᥕhᥲt ყoᥙ ᥕᥲᥒtᥱd ? to sᥱᥱ mᥱ ᥣιkᥱ thιs ? ❜
✧ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓 / 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆.