#behindthemom

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It has been a while since I made a personal post...

I broke up with my boyfriend in February, shortly after I started working.  I found I could no longer trust him to be the right kind of person to the kids.  He had also been treating me like shit for almost 2 years straight, not to mention the straight up mind games he played with me for like 8 years before that.  I just got burnt out on being the one to try all the time.  So I took my life and my circumstances into my own hands and made a change in a positive direction!  <3

Now I have a house of my own and my kids and I are living very happily.  My best friend lives with us and she stays with my kids at night while I am at work and we just have an awesome thing going with this little family.  (:  I feel like I am where I am supposed to be right now and very happy by myself.  I have discovered I don’t want or need a boyfriend anyway. 

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My all time favorite movie EVER is 8 Crazy Nights. (:

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I feel highly underappreciated...

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Chris Farley and Ray Liotta are my favorite actors. <3

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Ten facts!!

I have known DM for about half my life now. 

I feel like I am never satisfied with my Tumblr theme.  @.@

I love reading.

I hardly get the time to read.

I will compulsively stop and shop at yard sales and flea markets.

I never stop obsessing about how quickly people trash things in their house, like sponges, which CAN thoroughly be cleaned and have the bacteria eliminated.  .-. 

Dan in Real Life is one of my favorite movies EVER.

I am so excited for the new KH game coming out in December for PS4.  <3

I have an amazing Rottweiler who is old and sweet and so freaking smart.

I love the sound of dead leaves crunching when I step on them.  <3

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I'm a really pretty girl and I am really confident in appearance but I have no idea how to interact with other humans.

I don't even know what happened to me.  I used to be like this social butterfly in high school and college, but now I am just like...  I mean I went through some fairly traumatic things in the passed 2 years, and now I don't trust people at all.  I can sometimes talk to them and I'm super friendly, and I will help just about anyone if I am within means to do so, I just wouldn't know what to do with a friend if I had one...

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Ten facts!

I like to repurpose things.  Like you know all those pinterest DIY repurpose this and that guides?  I do a lot of them.

I am a big time Apple fan.  (:  I'm surrounded by Samsung and Android users, but I'm the only one who doesn't have a problem with my phone freezing in the middle of a game (an app game or w/e, I don't play them really, but I am trying to make a point) or crashing on me.  c:

I make reallllyyyyy fire coffee. 

My daughter and my son are the center of my universe.  My son is due mid to late August.  <3

I love my family and we have come through a lot of trials and tribulations, so to speak, together.  My mom and I got closer after I got pregnant with my daughter, before that we were estranged for a few years.

I LOVE cleaning things.  I started nesting during my first pregnancy and never stopped. 

When I have money, I want to spoil the people I love.  x.x

I like to stay up to date on current events.

I love talking politics and watching debates, though you won't see me do it on Tumblr often, due to a widespread lack of LOGIC.

I love my manfriend.  <3  To the ends of the earth and back, I really do. 

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Hoping today will be a good day.

I am up early due to DD waking at around 4:30am this morning, for whatever reason.  Changed her diaper, fed her, coddled her for a few minutes and then put her back to bed.  Now I can't get back to sleep even though I am tired, so I am drinking some coffee and watching some House... even though I have seen every single episode. 

I want to get some mopping done today and try to get the carport sweeped out and some weeds pulled, but that in combo with the usual house chores I have to do is really...  a lot to knock out while DD is napping today, and that's the only chance I get to do stuff like that.  ~.~

IF she could play in the yard without going close to the street, I would let her do that while I pulled weeds, but I can't pull weeds and still get up and get her away from the street every five minutes.  So that's a no-go, because I wouldn't get anything constructive done.

Anyway, ten facts about me for the day:

My brain is stewing in a cocktail of hormones and pregnancy gunk that is making me feel crazy right now.

My end goal for this year:  to have a job by at least a month after DS is born, start saving some money, and be both a working mom and still able to care for my family. 

I love medical mystery shows like House.

I often get writer's block, which is why I simply write in my blog.  I write what I feel, when I feel it, and write about what I am doing.

The Help is one of my all time favorite movies EVER.

I am a really pretty girl, to be fair to myself, I just don't put a lot of effort into my own appearance right now because I have been so exhausted since entering my third trimester. 

I went to college for a few years, starting from a fairly young age.  I want to go back when I am in a financially stable enough place to do so.

Nothing soothes my soul more than a rainy day, hot tea, and watching the Harry Potter movies with my DD.

I didn't know snakes poo-ed until my DM got a snake and I saw poo in his terrarium today. 

I am like a dog whisperer.  I don't know what it is, but I can train dogs really well and am really good at it.