h Request from anon: i just found your page like this morning and i spent all school reading your stories (i don't remember what to call them) and i wanted to request one where you (the reader) cheats on bellamy with like murphy or someone, then they end up getting back together because he loves her or something. sorry if it's a really long and weird request, i always see the girl being cheated on but never the guy. )ps i also love ur blog!
i like the idea of it not always being the guy who cheats, cause obviously that’s how it is in real life too
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Jasper had dared you to finish the rest of the moonshine left in the bucket. You accepted, underestimating the amount of alcohol left. Since you were just with your closest friends, Monty and Jasper, and you didn’t think it would be that bad if you got a little bit tipsy. Instead of being a little bit tipsy, you got blackout drunk. And you didn’t stay with Monty and Jasper. After they got tired of watching you and passed out, you stumbled out of their tent and into Murphy’s.
Then you proceeded to undress completely and crawl into his bed, waking him up. You don’t remember much, it all blends together, but you know you slept with Murphy. The next morning you freaked out. Waking up next to someone naked that wasn’t Bellamy made your heart drop. You quickly got dressed and ran out before Murphy had the chance to wake up. You speed walked to Monty and Jasper’s tent first thing.
“Guys. Would you like to tell me what the FUCK happened last night?” You say slowly, you were shaking and having trouble breathing.
“Hmm. Moonshine. Sleep.” Monty grumbles out, still facedown on his bed. You walk over to him and you glance over at Jasper, who was slightly more awake.
“I think I cheated on Bellamy. With Murphy.” You say quickly. Monty jolts up and looks at you and Jasper’s eyes widen.
“You-when?” Jasper says sounding worried.
“Last night. I’m freaking out, I have to tell Bellamy but I didn’t even know I was doing that I was so drunk, and I had no clue what was going on, I don’t even like Murphy as a person-” Your cut-off by Monty.
“Y/N, stop rambling,” He says gently. “Do you want one of us to go with you?”
“No, that would only make this worse. Oh my god I’m a horrible person!” You say as you leave the tent and begin walking towards your own. Your eyes start to tear up slightly as you begin to imagine Bellamy’s reaction. You loved him and cared so much for him and didn’t want to hurt him. But you had made a mistake and had to own up to it.
When you step through the tent flaps, your surprised to see Bell already awake and dressed, pulling on his shoes.
“Hey babe, where were you? I missed you last night.” He says with a smirk and a wink.
“I was with Monty and Jasper. Um-Can we talk?” You blurt out the last part, not knowing how to say that casually. He looks up at you and he looks concerned.
“Are you okay?” Him saying that makes this even worse. He cares so much for you.
“Last night, when I was with Jasper and Monty-”
“Did they do something? Did they hurt you?” You had sat down next to him on the edge of the bed and as he spoke his hands curled into fists.
“No! They never would. I got drunk, really really drunk.” Bellamy’s eyebrows knitted together in confusion and he stared at your face.
“Before I say this, I want you to know I love you, and I don’t remember making any of these decisions.” He still doesn’t responded and continues to stare at your face and you can’t make eye contact with him. You stare down at your fidgeting hands in your lap.
“Monty and Jasper fell asleep,” You paused, and reached for his forearm to hold. “I wandered off and I-I slept with Murphy.” His arm tensed and he stood up.
“You cheated on me?” He towered over your sitting figure. His face was a mix of anger and hurt.
“I’m so sorry Bell, It didn’t mean anything to me, I didn’t even realize what I was doing.”
“Did all the times we’ve slept together mean ANYTHING to you?! And more like who you were doing!” He shouted at you and you didn’t respond. You weren’t allowed to be upset because this was your fault and you made a dumb mistake. He groaned and left the tent.
A few hours later, after you had been sitting in your tent worried all day, Monty poked his head in.
“Can I come in?”
“Yeah.” You mumble out.
“So it didn’t go well?”
“Of course it didn’t, how would you react? How would you react if you were him?”
“I know how he would react, because we all saw it.”
“What?” You turn towards Monty, who was still standing by the door.
“Bellamy beat the shit out of Murphy.”
“Oh god, this is so fucked.” You put your head in your hands and close your eyes.
“Monty I love him, I really really do. I messed up and now everything is ruined.”
When you look up after not hearing a response, you see Monty leaving the tent and flashing you a thumbs up, and you see Bellamy standing next to the bed.
“Bell..” He sits down next to you and without looking at you he says,
“Y/N, I love you too. That does not make what you did okay, but I understand the circumstances. I love you too much to leave you.” He says without even a glance towards you.
“I mean it when I say I love you more than anything in the world. I really do.” You say before leaning your head over onto his shoulder, he responds by wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you closer.
“And I showed Murphy why he shouldn’t have taken advantage of you.”
“I know Bell, I know.” You say smiling slightly while you lean into his chest.
