i luv the 100

tryin out this 'fanfiction' thing, i like writing and photography and all things The 100. please send requests!! masterlist

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i’m not dead! here i am! rising from the ashes of two months away! honestly wish i had a proper reason of why i was away but i forgot the password to this account :))))) love myself! will be writing again shortly!! send requests pls

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new shameless account!

i started watching shameless last saturday and i finished all 7 seasons yesterday night. in less than 6 days i watched it all, and now i’m super obsessed with Carl/Ethan and I made an account for any shameless related things i will make in the future, most likely imagines and things like that! Please go support it some and I’ll start writing for it as soon as possible!!! @carlcutkosky is the user :)

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Hey! You still taking requests?

yup, i will let everyone know when they close :)

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carefree flirting

Request by anon: can you do one where the prisoners on the ark are getting put into the drop ship and bellamy and the reader goes some hard core flirting when he is loading them on & then they get sent down and bellamy and her keep flirting & stuff

i’m getting back in the flow of writing whooop but this one is just a short kinda blurby thing

Word Count: 374

The guards had pulled all of the prisoners, including you, out of your cells and into a neat line. One by one, people disappeared into some sort of ship. When you reached the front of the line, a large hand grabbed your arm and jerked you forward. When you glanced up at him, you knew you had seen him before. He continued to stare straight ahead of him as you walked into the ship. He was very attractive, and as soon as you were out of sight of the other guards, you made sure he knew.

“Your too cute to be a guard.” You whispered in his ear. Assuming they were about to kill you all, you were completely carefree. He responded with a scoff, but you could see the faint hint of a smile on his lips. 

“Not much to say? If I’m about to die, I’d like my last conversation to be with a hot guy.” You say pouting as he nudges you up a ladder. Expecting that to be the end of it, your surprised when he lets his hand slide over your ass when he passes in front of you.   

“This won’t be our last conversation.” He whispers in your ear before pushing you back into a seat. You smirk at him and before you can comment back, he walks away. 

After a rough landing, you arrive on Earth. When you step down off the dropship for the first time, you stop and stare around you. Your intense observation is interrupted by a deep voice in your ear.

“Told you.” Bellamy, who’s name you’ve just learned, whispers to you. You turn to face him and say,

“So, Bellamy, why would they send only one hot guard down?” You question.

“Because I’m not a hot guard, I’m just hot.” Your confused for a second, and then you catch on.

“Even better.” You say with a laugh.

“What’s your name?” He questions you this time.

“Y/N.”

“I like it. I’m hoping to hear my name said in a different way soon.” 

“And what way is that?

“From under me.” He says smirking at you.

“I can make that happen.” You say while grabbing his hand to lead him away from the group.

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hey hey hey requests are open currently but i might be closing them soon, so request anything even if you don’t have the full idea yet!!

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being walked in on preference #2

smut with a twist of comedy, a spectacular category

Bellamy Blake: Even though you were both completely exhausted, you both always seem to have just enough stamina left. After an intense makeout session against a wall, you had broken away and sank onto your knees. Bellamy would smirk down at you while you fumbled with his belt and pants. After they were off and you had pulled his underwear down, you would bring your eyes back up to his. Once you brought your mouth around his tip and began letting your tongue work it’s magic, your tent flap flew open. Feeling bold, you would keep your mouth on him and just look towards the distraction.

“Guys-Oh. That’s where you were. I’m going to look away now. Uhh,-” Jasper said with a slightly higher tone in his voice.

“Anytime now Jasper, you can LEAVE.” Bellamy growled out, obviously upset his pleasure was interrupted. Without another word you would begin again and maintain eye contact.

John Murphy: You and Murphy could go on for hours continuously. That particular day, you would have been going for slightly under an hour. Knowing if you were in your shared tent you would be interrupted, you were on the top level of the drop ship. He would have you propped up against the wall, his mouth connected to your collarbone, and he would be in full drive mode. He would be at a fast and rough pace, leaving you both moaning continually. When you heard the latch door opening you froze. Murphy didn’t. 

“Y/N, O wants to see yo-What the fuck? Goodbye.” Is all Bellamy would say before quickly climbing back down the ladder.

“I’m not stopping for anybody.” Murphy growls into your neck.

Monty Green: You and Monty had just started sleeping together, although you had been dating for months. He would be planning on eating you out for the first time, planning to surprise you. So after you had stopped kissing, you would stare at him confused when he started to inch closer to the end of the bed. When he started to pull your pants down, you understood. Right when his head was between your thighs, you would hear someone searching for you outside of your tent.

“Y/N? Are you in there?” You heard Raven calling for you, right on the other side of the tent flap. You quickly pulled the blanket over Monty and your lower half.

“Yeah, I’m here.” You said quickly trying not to sound shaken. You had expected Monty to freeze or stop what he was doing but he continued, making you grip the bed in a fist. Raven threw open the flap and strolled in.

“Can you help me look for some more plastic-coated wire? I need more for a minor project.”

“Maybe. Later.” You choked out and shooed her off with a wave of your hand.

“Are you okay?” She said, her face immediately looking worried. You didn’t respond and just gestured to your crotch area and the hardly noticeable movement.

“Wha-Oh. Ohhhh. Get some!” She said while she was leaving. As she closed the tent flap you heard her talking to Jasper.

“Don’t go in there, he’s eating.” You could practically hear her smirk.

Jasper Jordan: It would be your first time together. You had madeout a little bit, and then he would have laid you down in the center of the bed to undress you. His shirt would already be off, and he would pull off your pants first. Before removing your underwear he would pull off your shirt. Once he had brought the shirt over your head, his eyes would lock with your boobs. You would sit up slightly and reach behind you to unhook your bra. As you let your bra fall off your shoulders you would glance up at Jasper and he would smirk at you. He would resume kissing you and this time, he placed his hands on your waist. He slowly would let his hands rise until he was groping your boobs, one hand on each. And once you were in that position, the tent flap would fly open.

“Jasper, Raven wants your help. Nice tits, Y/N.” Is all Murphy would say before turning and leaving. Jasper had tried to cover your body, which only resulted in his face being buried in your chest.

“I finally get to see your boobs for the first time, and he gets to see them too. Not fair.” He grumbles out, face still buried. You laugh slightly and respond with,

“Well you get to see all of me, and you can be IN me!” 

Finn Collins: You and Finn weren’t dating, and no one knew you guys were hooking up. You had been for weeks when you decided to surprise him. You would push him back on the bed and straddle his lap. Once your clothes were all removed, you would dominate him for once. You would ride him and nibble on his neck and be in control. Your body would be bouncing over him and Clarke would run into the room.

“Finn, I figured it out!” She would shout before turning to see you on top of him. You could have hopped off but instead you just wrapped a blanket around both of your lower halves.

“Kinda busy right now.” Finn said while breathing heavily. Clarke mumbled something and walked out. 

“Well. I guess everyone will know now.” You say before getting back to work.

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ramble

Request from @purplezebra68: Hi. Could you write a super fluffy Jasper imagine placed on the Ark where he is the reader's best friend and is comforting her because her BF broke up with her, and with him being the adorable dork he is while reassuring her lets his feelings slip out and kisses her, then rambles an apology, but doesn't get to finish because she kisses him and tells him she also has feelings for him?

i just realized i don’t write alot of fluff and if that’s something i should do more please tell me!! also this is really short but this was something that was hard to stretch out :/

Word Count: 499

Your boyfriend of 8 months dumped you because he had feelings for someone else. You were completely heartbroken and devastated because he was your first love. You had honestly thought you would be with him forever, and when he revealed he didn’t love you anymore you were shocked. After he left your room, you started to sob. You just wanted him to turn around, take it back and hold you. Needing to be held, you put on a your jacket and went into the hallway to find Jasper. You figured he was just in his room, so you lightly knocked on his door. You heard the lock fumbling and then the door opened to reveal your best friend.

“Y/N? What are you doing here, I thought you had a dat-Are you crying?” He said while gesturing for you to come inside. Once you stepped through the doorway he put his arms around you and guided you to the couch.

“What happened?” He asks as you plop down and lean into his side.

“He dumped me. For another girl.” You choke out as you sob.

“Y/N It’s okay you don’t need him!”

“But I do Jasper, I loved him so much, and now he’s gone and theres nothing I can do about it.” You mumble into his chest. He smells fresh and clean and he probably showered right before you had shown up. 

“I know. He’s made a big mistake considering your the best girl out there.” He says with both arms wrapped around you now.

“Your just saying that. Why did he even date me in the first place.” Jasper pulls you over onto his lap and you nestle your head next to his neck.

“Because your amazing, and funny, and super hot!” He says genuinely.

“Your the greatest guy anyone could ever ask for.” You say and you lean back from his neck and you place your hands on the sides of his face, all while still straddling his lap. 

“Your the perfect girl for anyone, he made a huge mistake, no one could be better in any way,” He pauses and looks up at your and pulls your face down to his. He kisses you, and since this is surprising for you, you don’t have time to kiss back before he pulls away.

“Shit-I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that,” He slides you off his lap and he stands up and puts his hands behind his neck. “Just forget that happened, I’m really sor-” You stand up to and cut him off by cupping his face and kissing him. Despite also being surprised, he kisses back. 

“Jasper, I think that was the best timing you’ve ever had for anything.” He smiles wide and he seems thrilled by everything.

“I like you, a lot, Y/N. I have since we were kids, and I hated seeing you date someone else.”

“I like you too Jasper. In every way possible.” You reveal and his smile seems to grow even bigger.

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betrayal

h Request from anon: i just found your page like this morning and i spent all school reading your stories (i don't remember what to call them) and i wanted to request one where you (the reader) cheats on bellamy with like murphy or someone, then they end up getting back together because he loves her or something. sorry if it's a really long and weird request, i always see the girl being cheated on but never the guy. )ps i also love ur blog!

i like the idea of it not always being the guy who cheats, cause obviously that’s how it is in real life too

Word Count: 936

Jasper had dared you to finish the rest of the moonshine left in the bucket. You accepted, underestimating the amount of alcohol left. Since you were just with your closest friends, Monty and Jasper, and you didn’t think it would be that bad if you got a little bit tipsy. Instead of being a little bit tipsy, you got blackout drunk. And you didn’t stay with Monty and Jasper. After they got tired of watching you and passed out, you stumbled out of their tent and into Murphy’s. 

Then you proceeded to undress completely and crawl into his bed, waking him up. You don’t remember much, it all blends together, but you know you slept with Murphy. The next morning you freaked out. Waking up next to someone naked that wasn’t Bellamy made your heart drop. You quickly got dressed and ran out before Murphy had the chance to wake up. You speed walked to Monty and Jasper’s tent first thing.

“Guys. Would you like to tell me what the FUCK happened last night?” You say slowly, you were shaking and having trouble breathing.

“Hmm. Moonshine. Sleep.” Monty grumbles out, still facedown on his bed. You walk over to him and you glance over at Jasper, who was slightly more awake.

“I think I cheated on Bellamy. With Murphy.” You say quickly. Monty jolts up and looks at you and Jasper’s eyes widen. 

“You-when?” Jasper says sounding worried.

“Last night. I’m freaking out, I have to tell Bellamy but I didn’t even know I was doing that I was so drunk, and I had no clue what was going on, I don’t even like Murphy as a person-” Your cut-off by Monty.

“Y/N, stop rambling,” He says gently. “Do you want one of us to go with you?”

“No, that would only make this worse. Oh my god I’m a horrible person!” You say as you leave the tent and begin walking towards your own. Your eyes start to tear up slightly as you begin to imagine Bellamy’s reaction. You loved him and cared so much for him and didn’t want to hurt him. But you had made a mistake and had to own up to it. 

When you step through the tent flaps, your surprised to see Bell already awake and dressed, pulling on his shoes. 

“Hey babe, where were you? I missed you last night.” He says with a smirk and a wink.

“I was with Monty and Jasper. Um-Can we talk?” You blurt out the last part, not knowing how to say that casually. He looks up at you and he looks concerned.

“Are you okay?” Him saying that makes this even worse. He cares so much for you. 

“Last night, when I was with Jasper and Monty-”

“Did they do something? Did they hurt you?” You had sat down next to him on the edge of the bed and as he spoke his hands curled into fists.

“No! They never would. I got drunk, really really drunk.” Bellamy’s eyebrows knitted together in confusion and he stared at your face.

“Before I say this, I want you to know I love you, and I don’t remember making any of these decisions.” He still doesn’t responded and continues to stare at your face and you can’t make eye contact with him. You stare down at your fidgeting hands in your lap. 

“Monty and Jasper fell asleep,” You paused, and reached for his forearm to hold. “I wandered off and I-I slept with Murphy.” His arm tensed and he stood up.

“You cheated on me?” He towered over your sitting figure. His face was a mix of anger and hurt.

“I’m so sorry Bell, It didn’t mean anything to me, I didn’t even realize what I was doing.”

“Did all the times we’ve slept together mean ANYTHING to you?! And more like who you were doing!” He shouted at you and you didn’t respond. You weren’t allowed to be upset because this was your fault and you made a dumb mistake. He groaned and left the tent. 

A few hours later, after you had been sitting in your tent worried all day, Monty poked his head in.

“Can I come in?”

“Yeah.” You mumble out. 

“So it didn’t go well?”

“Of course it didn’t, how would you react? How would you react if you were him?” 

“I know how he would react, because we all saw it.”

“What?” You turn towards Monty, who was still standing by the door.

“Bellamy beat the shit out of Murphy.” 

“Oh god, this is so fucked.” You put your head in your hands and close your eyes.

“Monty I love him, I really really do. I messed up and now everything is ruined.”

When you look up after not hearing a response, you see Monty leaving the tent and flashing you a thumbs up, and you see Bellamy standing next to the bed.

“Bell..” He sits down next to you and without looking at you he says,

“Y/N, I love you too. That does not make what you did okay, but I understand the circumstances. I love you too much to leave you.” He says without even a glance towards you.

“I mean it when I say I love you more than anything in the world. I really do.” You say before leaning your head over onto his shoulder, he responds by wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you closer.

“And I showed Murphy why he shouldn’t have taken advantage of you.”

“I know Bell, I know.” You say smiling slightly while you lean into his chest.

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masterlist

 Last Updated: 6/9/17

Bellamy Blake:

prompt request #2 (part 1)

prompt request #2 (part 2)

getting high w/ bellamy

an accidental discovery

not your bed

having no reason

betrayal

John Murphy:

prompt request #3

too much jealousy

lap dancer

Jasper Jordan:

prompt request #4

ramble

Monty Green:

prompt request #7

Finn Collins:

prompt request #1

Clarke Griffin:

prompt request #6

Preferences: 

having a crush on you

being walked in on

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do you have a master list? do you write smut? and do you write about others or just murphy? (i love ur acc btw)

i don’t yet, but i am planning on making one very soon, maybe tonight. i write about everyone but most of my current stuff is on murphy, bellamy, and jasper because majority of my requests and ideas are for them! and thank you so much that means the world to me :)

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lap dancer

Request from @no-other-names-availible-blog​: I would like to request a John Murphy imagine where him and the reader are playing truth or dare and he dares her to give him a lap dance. They both like each other put don't know it, things get a little hot if ya know what I mean. She's normally really shy but here she gets out of her shell and he kisses her while she's doing it and they admit they like each other. (Things can get a little smutty if you want :)) thank you 💖💖

uhhhhtoomanypartiesrecentlyihaveptsdfromlapdancesuhhhhhhh

also i changed it slightly from her being shy lol i kinda forgot about that when i was writing this also very short im tired and still trying to get into the swing of things

Word count: 984

Warnings: i think im going to stop doing warnings lol i dont think anyone cares

You were a ‘party girl’. Everyone constantly referred to you as so, and thought of you as a wild, intense girl. Even back on the Ark you were a wild girl, explaining why you were sent down to earth with the other delinquents. Most people turned into party people once they experienced being on the ground, but you still remained the most wild. So, when Monty tells you he made more ‘unity juice’, you turn it into a party. After alerting the camp of the new batch available, and passing drinks around, you had begun the party. 

“Y/N calm down! The night has only just begun.” Monty says holding you still. 

“Come on, you know me. This is only the beginning of me as well!” You say before smiling and skipping away. You dance around with everyone, giving the occasional guy some extra time. None of the dancing meant anything to you, it was purely an energy release. Few things could pull you away from the dance crowd, but when you heard someone talk about truth or dare you immediately searched for the voice.

“Okay truth or dare, Octavia.” You heard from Jasper as you plopped down in the circle.

“Truth or dare? I’m offended I wasn’t invited.” You jokingly pout.

“We knew you would find us. Come on, Octavia.” Jasper said smiling.

“Dare.” She says with an anticipating gaze over the circle.

“I dare you tooo...Take any two guys into the dropship for an hour.”

“Seriously? Jasper and Monty come on then!” Jasper and Monty exchanged shocked glances to each other and then stumbled off with O. With those three gone, the circle was smaller, only five of you left. Yourself, Raven, Finn, Miller, and Murphy, who you hadn’t noticed sitting next to you. You gave him a flirty smile. You had a minor thing for Murphy. Despite how much of an ass he was most of the time, you had always been interested in him.

“Murphy you go next, since the three musketeers are gone!” Raven says laughing.

“Alright. Y/N, truth or dare?” Murphy says turning his gaze to you. His face wasn’t super close, but close enough for you to have nowhere to look other than his bright blue eyes.

“Hmm, Dare.” You answer boldly.

“I dare you to give me a lap dance.” Murphy says smirking. He expects you to get nervous, but instead you do the opposite.

“Here? You sure you want your friends to see you like that?” You say tilting your head playfully.

“Seeing me get a lap dance from a hot girl? How embarrassing.” He teases. Not exactly what you had meant, but you weren’t going to hold back. You maintained your eye contact with him while you got up on your knees and brought one of your legs over to the other side of his body. Placing you in a straddling position over his body. He takes a sharp breathe in and you block out the murmurs from around you. You grind your hips down onto him and you twist your body around in a way entice him. When your show is over, You plop down onto his lap. Your legs are wrapped around his waist and his hands are on your ass. You lean your head down to his ear and mumble,

“Tell the others to go. You’ve started something.” You can practically hear him smirking as he shoos the others away. 

The moment you know the others are gone you grind your hips down onto him again and you connect your lips for the first time. His hands find your ass again and the kiss turns into a makeout. You run your hands through his hair, pulling lightly. His hands move around to your waist and he puts his hand down past the waistband of your pants. You grab his hand and gesture to all the people nearby.

“I don’t care where, take me anywhere.” He groans out.

“Murphy begging? Never.” You tease him and reach down grabbing his very obvious boner. He groans again and you stand up. You pull him only slightly farther away from the group and you take him behind the dropship. Instantly your back on the ground and he has pulled off your pants and underwear. You pull off his pants right after he takes off yours and you push him flat on his back. You place your hips over his crotch, the only layer between you being his underwear. You look down at him and pull your shirt over your head. You bite your lip and reach behind your back to unhook your bra. You unhook it easily and let it fall off to the side. 

“Oh fuck.” He breathes out.

You grind your hips down onto him a few more times before finally pulling off his underwear. As soon as his underwear is off he flips you and enters. As he fills you, you moan out quietly. 

“Shit, Murphy..” You mumble, moving your hair out of your face. He brings his face back to yours for the first time since the initial kiss. He grabs your face this time and holds it gently as you makeout. He continues to thrust and you continue to shake under him.

After you both finish, he pulls out and gets dressed again. After he has his entire outfit back on, you have only pulled back on your pants and are just starting to put your bra back on. 

“Your so hot. I mean that, your body is perfect.” He says staring at your body and chest. You smile in response and laugh at his audible groan when you pull your shirt back over your head.

“Murphy, if you ever need another lap dance, you know where to look.” You say bravely, and you walk back towards the party. You make sure to sway your hips just a little bit more.

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not dead

im back!! i have had some of the busiest weeks of my life recently with parties and EOY stuff, and im going to start writing again tonight :)

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Apologies!!

My dear followers,

I am really sorry about not posting any imagines recently, but I don’t really have much free time right now with a lot of stuff happening in my life. I am trying to write as often as possible even though now it seems impossible for me which makes me mad because I love writing. However I can promise you it won’t take long until I’ll be active and write regularly once again 😊

Anyways, don’t forget that if you want to talk to me or ask me something just message me and we can talk or use my inbox 😉

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everything said here is the same situation for me, i am crazy busy with final school stuff :/ i’m not dead i promise

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right at the scene with murphy and bellamy my phone died and i can only watch it on my phone!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!! and now i cant watch the rest of it because i missed so much :(

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this,,,,,is,,,,,not,,,,,,the,,,,,,episode,,,,,,,i,,,,,,,,,wanted,,,,,,,what,,,the,,,,,FUCK,,,,,,,,

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having no reason

idk i want to write another cheating one so heres a murph cheating one and you turn to bell for support

Word count: 1,464

Warnings: swearing n anger

You woke up outside, and you were in a hammock. You were confused, you had no idea how you had gotten there. You shared a tent with Murphy and you didn’t understand why you weren’t in bed with your boyfriend. You and Murphy had been dating for a few months, and you loved him. You sat up slightly in your tent and you soon realized why you were in a tent. There were a few passed out teenagers sleeping on the ground, and there were cups strewn across the camp. You must have gotten drunk and stumbled into a hammock. The more you thought about it, the more it came back to you.

You had gotten drunk after playing a few drinking games and you were just wandering the camp. Murphy had found you, and he seemed nervous. He had picked you up and sat you down in the hammock, mumbling goodnight to you. You were too drunk to care and you drifted off to sleep easily. Why hadn’t Murphy just carried you back to the tent? You pulled your legs out of the hammock and you rubbed your eyes before putting your feet on the ground. You ran a finger through your hair and grimaced when you felt the rough knots. Your head throbbed and your eyes were sensitive.. You slowly walked towards your tent, expecting just to flop into bed with Murphy and sleep for the rest of the day. When you stepped into your tent, you had to rub your eyes again to confirm what you were seeing. Murphy was naked, and he had his arms wrapped around some naked brunette girl. They were oblivious to your presence and continued to cuddle.

“What the fuck?” You said in a shocked tone. Murphy’s eyes shot open and he rolled away from the girl.

“Y-N. It-I promise it’s not what it seems.” He stutters out.

“Well then what is it? Your keeping her warm?” You say with a very angry and sarcastic tone now. He is standing up and he’s pulled on his boxers now. The girl is still laying in your bed, covering herself with a blanket. Your blanket. 

“I’m sorry. I don’t know what I was thinking.” He mumbles out, seeming ashamed. Your completely shocked. He’s never said anything that seemed like he didn’t like you or wanted to cut things off.You had slept with him for the first time only a few nights prior. That was your first time sleeping with anyone and you thought it was special.

“What’s wrong with me? Why wasn’t I enough?” Your eyes are beginning to water now as the reality of the situation sets in.

“No, Y/N your perfect. I’m sorry.” He takes a step towards you and you run out of the tent. You don’t know where to go so you run towards the dropship. Maybe you can distract yourself with work. As you storm through the camp, tears are running down your face and your vision is blurred. You keep your head down to hide your emotions from the group. As you pull back the fabric on the door of the fabric you bump into a hard chest. Stumbling backwards you look up to see Bellamy staring down at you.

“Sorr-Are you crying?” He questions and you don’t say anything and try and scoot by him and into the dropship. He grabs your shoulder and spins you around.

“Seriously, Y/N what’s wrong?” His voice is firm and he sounds slightly worried.

“I-um-I just need to get away from the group.” You make up an excuse and he pleads for the truth with his eyes.

“Just say it.” Your making eye contact now, the tears had momentarily stopped but they began again. Your eyes filled with tears and you began to speak,

“I walked in on Murphy with another girl.” You said before turning your face so he wouldn’t see you cry anymore.

“That asshole, I’m going to kill him.” Bellamy and you had never been super close but he seemed actually angry.

“Don’t worry about it. I-I’ll be okay.” You lie.

“Fuck, come here.” He pulled you into a hug. You tried to control your tears again but it was no use. You couldn’t stop crying. You let him hold you, he held you tight against his chest.

“Do you want to room with me?” He asked without pulling away from the hug. You nodded into his chest and you finally were able to breathe. You breathed in and out at a quick pace.

“I know what will make you feel better.” He pulls back and smirks at you.

“I just want to sleep, I don’t like feeling helpless.” You say frowning, your tears slowing down.

“I have an idea. Jump.” You give him a confused look, but you still jump slightly. He picks you up by wrapping your legs around his waist and putting your head on his shoulder. You laugh slightly, surprised you could laugh at a time like this.

“Bellamy I look like a child.”

“Well maybe it will make you feel better.” Your body bounces slightly as he begins to walk.

“Where are we going?”

“To the place where you can get what you need most.” Your eyebrows crinkle in confusion, you don’t understand what that means. As he continues to walk and you begin to hear people’s voices, you realize everyone is probably looking at you. Right now you could care less, and you let your body relax in Bellamy’s arms. Suddenly, you feel his hands on your ass.

“Sorry. You were slipping and Murphy was watching. Can’t hurt to give him a taste of his own medicine” 

“I don’t mind.” You say referring to his hands on your ass. As weird as it sounds, it made you feel better. Since Murphy had been the only guy to have held you in a sexual way, it made you feel better to have another guy replacing the memories. 

“Aaaand here we are.” He says placing you back on your feet. You steady yourself and realize your in his tent.

“This is where what I need most is?” You question him. He takes a step closer and wipes away the rest of your tears with his thumb. 

“I never liked seeing you with Murphy. I knew he would hurt you.”

“I didn’t even think you knew who I was.” You confess.

“How would I not know who the prettiest girl in camp was?” You blush and are about to respond when he pushes his lips onto yours. You weren’t expecting it and thought he had just been being nice to you. You kissed him back, slightly reluctantly. You still felt like you were cheating on Murphy even though it was clear you guys were over. You felt guilty but you let yourself continue to make out with Bellamy. He put his hands back on your ass and he pulled you closer. You felt something with him. This was never how it felt with Murphy. Yea, you had loved him, but this felt different. You pull back when you get feelings of guilt again.

“I feel like a slut.”

“Y/N your not a slut. Murphy didn’t deserve you.”

“I-um. I don’t know how to say this any other way, but I only lost my virginity a few days ago. To him.” You clarified the last part, as if it wasn’t obvious.

“Wow. I would have though you had already lost it.” You frowned, was he saying you actually were a slut?

“No-I didn’t mean it like that-I mean you’re so beautiful and all the guys think so, I figured you would have been able too.” You smile slightly.

“I was always too scared too. I know, shocking, but I’m not as confident as everyone thinks I am. I don’t like myself that much.” You say very quickly. You felt weird sharing this intimate moment with him.

“I’m not just saying this because I want to sleep with you, but your gorgeous and your personality is amazing and your completely perfect.” The red hue in your cheeks darkens. Not knowing how to respond, you kiss him again. You return to your previous position and he leads you to the bed. His hands pull at your clothes and with a nod of permission he has you naked in what feels like seconds. He sits back, smirking, and admires you. 

“Absolutely perfect. God, your amazing.” It could be him thinking with his dick and not his head, but you continued to let his eyes rake over your body. He brings his hand to your body and lets his hands slide up your sides. From that point on, you let yourself go. You let him have complete control over you, and you love it.

boy idkd my original idea was that he would literally hug her and say something like its ok bb but it turned into something more intense