#bellica

[thekintsugidyke]

thing is. some months ovulating really does feel like omega in heat. two sentences and I can feel it through my teeth mouth is watering brain is zoning out.

[dirtyshirtgrrl]

if I were to say that im slowly getting back to my groove it’d sound way too repetitive.

and also a lie, because this, specifically, wasn’t really part of it before. but the whole point is going back to - making, creating, regurgitating it out out out someway. anyway.

and again, it’s not the first or second or third time that I can’t help the instinct to memorialise it, record it if only in a picture on a post. but again- I come on here spouting about how I’m finally, fucking finally creating again thinking now its solved, now it’s done and I’m back to being a creative creating creature just to get knocked against the wall one more time the day after.

how is it a groove if the motions aren’t continuous? am I still expecting inertia to get me moving, get me feeling? the fear still crawls from my gut to my chest my throat way too fast most times.

maybe this time it’ll be the fucking key.

[oakliing]

He’s preparing his Pokèmon. You never know.

[controlledhues]

Like, you know... seeing people? Probably filling that empty space I have in my whole self with someone else which is totally not what I feel and it’s what society tells me to...? You understand me, right, miss?

[fakeexoquotes]

Hello, I just found your blog and it's already my favorite thing.

hello!! i’m really happy to hear that, thank you so much :) i hope you have a good time on my blog uwu 

[thekintsugidyke]

barely took any pictures and they all look like shit but god. what a gig what a show what a band what brothers they are man. thoughts and moments from today so that I can finally believe that I’ve seen them in the flash and live and it wasn’t just a video or tumblr gifset.

- richard’s cunty ass sparkly jacket

- richard ashcroft YOU are a rock’n roll star!!! what a gig my man!!!!! amazing intense incredible.

- after seeing him live I get why he and liam ar such good friends. same type of vibeing dancing moving to the guitar tunes, it was truly lovely

- richard’s gig intro started with a stone roses song it was beautiful. he also dedicated one to mani 💔

- bonehead, andy and I think it was gem watching richard caught on my potato camera phone

- bonehead’s brazil jersey!!!!!!!!

- liam’s red parka!!!!!!!

- so sweaty so hot that I had to take my shirt off after the poznan or I’d’ve passed out from the heat + nerves

- fade away and bring it own down my darling forgotten sisters I’m sorry people didn’t love you right today

- apparently brasil doesn’t care that much about whatever??????? CRIMES

- sadly at least in my section no visible gcesters around

- thought I’d be crying from the get go but the energy was so insane that I was just jumping up and down screaming my lungs and my heart out

- the crying fit only really started with noel’s songs. and then didn’t stop even after the gig was done and kept going during the twenty minute walk to the subway and on the ride home

- liam’s antics are the absolute cutest he’s a darling and what a presence what an energy.

- noely g my dearest darling. your facial expressions got me smitten once again. I saw you you saw me i know.

- my eyes kept going back between them two feeling utterly overwhelmed in the best way

- fuck cis men that wanna watch the whole gig in lizard pose with their girlfriends and complain about people blocking their view because? they’re dancing jumping and got their hands up? pay for seats then mf not ga

- fuck the two boring ass most definitely straight noel girls behind me that spent the entire concert just recording on their phones barely singing alone instead of enjoying the moment and kept complaining about me throwing my smiths tshirt up into the air for noel to see

- so if anyone sees a smiths the queen is dead tshirt in any videos that’s me!!!!! red crazy hair and crazed face screaming and ugly crying (pls send the videos my way if anyone does see it)

- liam as usual started the gig complaining about the mix on his mic

- caught the champagne supernova hug on film!!!!

- every time the camera / photographer was recording people around me I made a point of putting up my cellphone with my loch lomond photocard

- beautiful beautiful homage to mani during love forever. liam just stood there looking up at his photo and then i blinked and the whole band was doing it. was crying too hard to take any photos

- noel fucking gallagher the power of your emotions and your songs and lyrics live and sung by you buddy. never really liked talk tonight that much, but hearing it live made me sob

- no story before the poznan today, liam just said that he didn’t want us to do any waves or olés and explained it

- slide away. live. that’s it that’s the post. the rawness liam sings the what for line was felt deep in my gut man. beautiful beautiful emotional the greatest love song of all time

- before the encore the crowd started singing the chorus for stop crying your heart out and don’t go away. really funny choices considering all the jokes I heard all day about noel and liam getting into a fistfight on stage

- liam did the coldplay lovebirds joke today again but people maybe didn’t really get lovebirds? it was cute and sad, he seemed a bit put out by the miscommunication

- god called amazing stunning majestic celestial biblical by the man himself I can die in piece

- some people around me started singing bonehead’s bank holiday when noel was introducing the band and it seemed like he heard it. lovely heart full moment

- feeling very guilty bc the show was already halfway through by the time I was able to disconnect from the gallagher magic to look towards gem and andy. screamed extra loud for them when noel introduced them.

- kept thinking about you guys my beautiful mutual friends lovers beloveds on my phone all day every moment of the gig❣️you truly were all there with me 🫶🫶🫶😚😚

- I am never gonna be the same person again. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to listen to any of these songs again without openly ugly crying

- oasis is so so so serious and even some fans don’t have any idea. the most serious

in conclusion:

[thekintsugidyke]

six faceless photos tagged by @selkieofthesouth

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[thekintsugidyke]

gonna cleanse my palate with a film depicting only the highest most renowned culture and tradition of the most honourable sport of all: green street hooligans