#ben's bs

[benadrylcandlewhack]

second best ending of twf is where they let rosemary run over felix and jack with her car. jack can be hospitalized to think over not pressing charges against felix. felix dies a horribly agonizing death. (best ending is felix killing himself in a car accident b4 picking up ed and molly ofc). sorry i just needed to vent to someone who agrees that rosemary was very much not in the wrong for felix and to an extent jack's actions IM TEARING MY HAIR OUT OP

genuinely painting those things instead of acting on them is the healthiest thing she does but bc she's a woman she can't be openly antagonistic towards felix for RUINING HER LIFE and then having the audacity to fire her and threaten a restraining order against her

[benadrylcandlewhack]

no fucking way people are saying rosemary is a bad person for her paintings did we watch the same fucking video. did jack saying "your thoughts don't make you a bad person" just fly over everyone's heads.

[benadrylcandlewhack]

ok so my friend has been showing me walten files in preparation for faces of grief and i came up with a theory about sophie's pills that I thought was pretty solid at first but after discussing it I realized it's just because I took her saying "they make me forget" at face-value so like im proooobably wrong (also probably not the first person to suggest this) but i still think it's interesting:

I noticed in the trivia section of sophie's wiki page that martin stated that her pills "aren't for reasons anyone would expect" or something, and since magical amnesia pills just aren't a thing, what if her memory loss is just usual ptsd memory blocking and the pills are a placebo that make her think they make her forget? maybe so that she's not tempted to seek out other help that would actually clear up her memory of what happened, basically the ultimate cover up

idk like I said it's not airtight, it's way more likely that she just takes antidepressants that have memory loss as a side effect (which is true of a lot of antidepressants), but i think it's a unique angle and yk, just kinda food for thought I suppose

[benadrylcandlewhack]

literally so fucking sad about sam neill dude it was supposed to be mitch mcconnell

[benadrylcandlewhack]

just made a side blog and im lowk wondering if that should be my art blog??? this one's messy

[benadrylcandlewhack]

would you guys be mad at me if I redesigned sadie while I was gone cuz I did that (trying to make her less of a self insert and now she's diet natalie scatorccio) (check under the cut btw)

also gave her a new friend I wasn't kidding when I said that fuckass bear got me out of my drawing slump (friend and i have our own private little sb/ruin rewrite thing except I made a new ruin and sotm hybrid baby called aftermath where sadie has the worst week of her life)

so sorry for my chicken scratch writing guhh but this shit has been keeping me going through summer courses and it turns out the faz is fun to draw

[benadrylcandlewhack]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

woahhhh ben posts something on ao3? more likely than you think

[benadrylcandlewhack]

I just met David Kaye at Comicon and I asked him what BW Megatron named his duck and he said "Oswald" which he made up on the spot but I say we take it and run with it