#berry's rant

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Did i just reorganize my old tumblr acc and gave it a second chance by changing its whole purpose?

Yes, yes I did.

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My ability to attract people with mommy issues should be studied

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I hope I can act a little bit more normal tomorrow, for my own sake.

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I think they're paying a little bit too much attention on me and I don't really know how to feel about it.

I mean it's fine. It kind of looks like an act of a protective sibling from the outside. But there's time when I feel like I want to vanish under their stares. Like hey, you're looking at me too much that it makes me very questionable inside. It makes something stir and I'm not sure if I should be enjoying that or not

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I never say I want to be a parent bro, let's keep it real.

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Have I always interpreted deep human connection as romantic attraction?

(Kalau iya, berarti emang bener ada sesuatu yang gak beres dalam diriku ini)

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Sepertinya perasaan ini harus aku kelola lagi. Udah mulai campur aduk soalnya.

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Kayaknya emang susah kali ya bagi aku untuk suka sama orang lain. Mudah kali aku panikan ternyata ketika sadar ada orang yang tertarik sama aku. Horor rasanya.