Saw the OOC, just wanted to send so much love and positive vibes. Please take care of yourself, we'll still be around when you're ready to come back. Don't feel pressured to put a date on your mental health. ❤❤❤
OOC: Just wanted to say I appreciate the love and support from both of you. It's always been one of my favorite things to hear: that this blog has put a smile on someone's face. I've struggled with depression for a really long time, so on days where I can't seem to smile, it's nice to know I've given someone else a reason to.
Unfortunately, @beyondthebarrier is right, and you cannot put a date on your mental health. I only meant for today to be a check in day and was hopeful I'd be feeling ready to continue. However, my current mental state has worsened even more. I'm currently stuck in a predicament where I have worked nearly 60 hours for this work week. My last day off was the 5th of January, I am expected to work until the 22nd, and when I requested to have 4 days off after this marathon, my supervisor told me "I'm trying really hard not to be a bitch right now, but I've had a really hard week-"
I will be contacting higher ups tomorrow and plan for my next check in to see if I'm ready to continue here on Starker-Asks to be January 23rd.
