I believe that what others say about me is true. I am thoroughly other. The way I walk, the way I talk, every gesture of mine is the other. What do I find is that there are no ways possible to change anything, but this is #beautiful or I have no words for all this? A look towards one’s mind is relaxing. It is impossible to change that what I am feeling, but what I feel matters is the need to be so observing. I want to become some ideal, so something more than what I am, because I think what I am that I am not so #appreciative and #fulfilling. Each time I feel my existence and I feel that I am in danger. Indeed, what I feel is so dangerous, that I feel to escape, but how long, I am tired of it, I decided to see what is happening and see, what I am thinking each time, I am so bad with myself , I judge myself , I hate myself , I want to become something that I am not, some ideal. The #ideal is that I have been learning from the childhood, like Mahatma Gandhi, Krishna, Ram, #Buddha or any other ideal, but I am not the other. ___________________________________ #quotespiritually #beyourself #beyourlight #instaquotes #quotes #seeker #bookstagram #book #bookworld #bookworm #wordsofwisdom #wordporn