Dec 8, 2025
thinking abt how i grew up thinking that books with cuss words & "inappropriate" content was unholy & would ruin my brain. & how i was told that it was such a sin 2 read "inappropriate" books, & how i would be suchh a horrible no good person if i read such things, while i read fanfic smut
#ah yes#religous guilt#i wasnt even christian!#never have been!#& yet i still felt SO much shame while reading like#the most BARELY 18+ things#like oh no#boobs!#how horrifying!#how GRAPHIC! how UNHOLY! how SINFUL!#BEWARE THE DICK OH NOOO~#ITS GONNA CORRUPT UR BRAIN & MAKE U LISTEN 2 SATAN~#UR GONNA SIN!~ OH NoOoOo~~#bffr-#chedar ramblings#ao3#archive of our own#smut#fanfic#fanfiction