On the real though I will write something more formal later but that video I just posted is my idea for a Ghostface oc, final girl who survived a previous or multiple attacks, in the act of defending herself discovers how good killing can feel and is changed by that revelation for the worse. Becoming just like her original tormentors AND feeling fully justified in those actions based off her previous experience, as if she has earned it, is owed a pound of flesh and a drop of blood for every bit of hers that was spilled. You know?
lets give you some amber self indulgence. for research purposes. all of these questions of course imagine a why at the end of, but don't feel like you have to elaborate.
five colors you think are representative of amber?
what are some symbols that represent her in her mind?
what are her five comfort songs?
what would her perfect bedroom look like?
her favorite scent?
what fills her with the most nostalgia?
what's a moment she wishes she could change but knows it has to be?
if she got three wishes, what would she wish for?
besides being a blorbos, an oc, and all around amazing character, what does she mean to you?
i love you so much and i can't wait to see the answers!
Oh man this is so fucking exciting! What a great ask! I am so excited to go off on this, to just really delve into some interesting questions about Amber! So thanks up top for asking this! Now let’s get into it! Amber rambles under the cut!
Five colours you think are representative of Amber?
So the first two are obvious, red and green, the same colours as a certain guy’s sweater. Red is so obviously her colour overall, she looks amazing in red, clothes or nails or lipstick, it just suits her so well and green, well Amber has always loved the colour green. Long before him. She would sit in the backyard of her family’s home often, would love to read in her mother’s garden, she loves flowers and trees and plant life of all kinds, green brings calm and it looks fantastic on her too, she comes alive in green. Orange, bright and bold, fiery and the colour of her hair. I also think that a frosty sort of blue one that makes you think of winter fits her, reminds you of her eyes and of the big sky where her office building and apartment building stretches into. And the last one is white, like the blouses she wears to work often, of the bed sheets she regularly gets blood stains out of.
What are some symbols that represent her in her mind?
Things that represent her, hmmm! Let me think, when I think of herrrr. I think of the smell of smoke and whiskey served neat, of pretty but sharp manicures. I think of laughing so hard you snort and of a girl who is one of the nicest people you’ve ever met while drunk in a club bathroom. I think of the sound of heels on concrete and self confidence and high rise apartments. I think of strong coffee and sweet pastries and fashion forward business wear. I think of doing things you shouldn’t, having fun secrets, even if they are only with yourself.
What are her five comfort songs?
Amber loves musicals, she got the love of them from her mother, one of the few things that they had in common and bonded over, a safe topic for the pair of them to this day. The first musical she was shown was The Wizard Of Oz and corny as it may be, and as much as she doesn’t spread it around, Somewhere Over The Rainbow means a fuck ton to her and really loves that song. Especially when she started to hate her hometown and desperately wanted out, a better place, a place she could be herself finally. She still listens to it sometimes now that she IS in that better place, living how she wants.
Her favourite song, in her favourite musical is from Chicago, We Both Reached For The Gun, she loves the patter of it, the energy, she thinks it is irreplaceable in the musical theatre canon as a whole. Chicago was the first show she ever saw on an actual Broadway stage and was smitten. Get a few drinks in and ask her about Chicago and you’ll be treated to her going off about her thoughts, feelings, Roxy Hart herself and that Bob Fosse’s choreography needs more credit.
When that break happened, that long two year break where she was away from Freddy, over that time the song Cry by MIKA was like a pseudo break up song because she didn’t know IF he was ever coming back, if this was it. She cried a lot to that song, poured over it, and now it has taken on a different meaning now that he IS back and everything is fine, it doesn’t hurt to listen to it.
She loves the song Fantasy by Mariah Carrey more than she probably should, listens to it often when getting ready to go out, ever since getting with a certain someone, it has taken on more meaning, clearly. Mostly it is a fun song that makes her feel really good.
Sweet Relief by Kimbra makes her want to dance like nothing else, the amount of times she has worked out on her pole to that song is like, too many to count. If she is feeling down, this is the go-to, the fix her mood song.
What would her perfect bedroom look like?
This is a good one! I think honestly, probably a mix of her current bedroom and the playroom she sees Freddy in. She loves her bedroom’s big windows, the walk-in closet, her vanity, laid out with her jewellery and makeup, the hardwood floors and the reading corner. She loves the bed in the playroom the best, it is like a conversation pit you might see in the 70s but a bed, big, circular, built into the ground, pillows and blankets and impossibly soft, she feels so relaxed there, more so than anywhere else. If she could have the colour scheme of the playroom, lots of shades of red and white, the bed and the other parts of her room she adores, it would be perfect.
Her favourite scent?
She loves this one type of candle that is made at a little shop in her hometown, she stocks up whenever she goes back. The candle is Pink Grapefruit, it is sweet and citrusy and has surprising depth, she loves it.
What fills her with the most nostalgia?
Hearing the music from an ice cream truck. It reminds her of hot sticky summer days, eating sweet treats in the garden and reading, reminds her of rewards she bought herself after tough soccer games and swim practices and meets. It reminds her of the better parts of her childhood, when everything was easy and simpler and she had no complaints about her family or where she lived.
What's a moment she wishes she could change but knows it has to be?
Amber almost got a full swim scholarship in high school. Almost. She missed the meet the scouts were supposed to be at, through no fault of her own, the bus broke down, she was extremely upset about it at the time. She got a loan and went to college on her own terms and as much as she wishes she could have done that meet, and kicked ass and won her scholarship. Looking back on it going to college on her own merit was better, able to focus on herself and not be tied down by any vestiges of her past, there was massive pressure from her family to be a lot of things, a good athlete was one, shirking that when she went to college was definitely better for her in the long run.
If she got three wishes, what would she wish for?
Now this is a good question. Amber has so much of what she wants already but let’s drill down into this. Number one, she would wish to know if her sister is REALLY happy with her station in life or if she wants a life more like Amber, more freedom, not so tied down. Number two, she would wish for the uncanny ability to get tickets to whatever she wants, concerts, movies, shows, plays, whatever, she hates ever feeling like she misses out on something. And last, there is this vintage cream Valentino skirt she is obsessed with and feels a hole in her closet without it and would literally kill to have one in her size.
Okay, okay and the big one! What does Amber mean to me?
So again, I have said that I started The Man Of My Dreams on a whim, I didn’t know what Amber looked like at first, she didn’t have a name until chapter three of the story for fucksake. I figured her out along the way and fell in love with her in a big way, for how she is, what she did for me. TMOMD was the first fic I ever wrote, because of it I found this community and my passion for writing, because of it I met so many wonderful people like you, Bug! And whoever else is reading this. I made amazing friends, have pushed myself a lot creatively, experienced so much happiness and more that I never would have, without this funky little red-headed porn protagonist. And as much as I say that, we all know she is more than that, a lot, lot more than that.
Amber means a lot to me because well she is the kind of person I think I am and continually strive to be! Someone who is enthusiastic, funny, unapologetic, thoroughly herself and full of love and self confidence, kindness and willing to help others and of course, unflinching and unashamed in her sexuality and body. Being able to write a character like her and have so many people just love her, see her, identify with her or call her things like sweet or warm, it means so much! I love that I wrote a bunch of porn with some feelings and people fell for her. It makes me feel good, like I did something really right, I am glad she can be so much for so many people because she is so much in so many ways to me.
How she views and feels about sex is very similar to myself as well and this is just reminding me I need to do a big post talking about that already, maybe soon!
Thank you again so much for this Bug, I loved thinking so hard about this and going in so hard on it! Hope you like the Amber rambling. I love you!
AYYY! SO! Uh this has been a very long time coming! Amber Cottrell is my OC from The Man Of My Dreams and Freddy’s girl! I love her so much and she is a massive slut, our favourite porn protagonist and I can’t believe that I haven’t done a NSFW Alphabet for her so here it is! Freddy is mentioned here of course but this is mostly outlined for her fucking with someone who is not Freddy, in this case, you the reader. Let’s just say this is one of those AU’s of mine that Freddy is cool sharing with her and she wants to be shared! Hope you enjoy this and it gives you more insight into her character!
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Affectionate. Touchy. Usually Amber likes to go hard and enjoys sex to be rough and kink filled and that is of course very intense and emotionally draining, she checks in and makes sure her partner is okay. She’s a very submissive person and is on the receiving end of the majority of the rougher stuff but she is educated and well aware that dom drop is a thing and wants her partner to feel as comforted and cared for as she does. Wants to linger with them and enjoy a lot of physical intimacy and casual pillow talk, she loves to cuddle.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Amber is a big fan of two things, her legs and her hair. She has always loved and taken great care of her hair even when it was on the shorter side, she adores the shade of red she has and would never dream of dying it as well as the curls and volume and bounce it has. Even though she is short at 5’2 she loves how long her legs look especially in any of the extensive heels she has in her collection.
On her partner? She loooves their arms and hands. Being wrapped up in them, hanging off their arm, feeling how strong they are, just loves, loves, loves them. Adores hands, feeling them on her, soft or rough is obsessed with hands.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Amber Cottrell is a cum slut. Like full on, flat out, full stop. She loves cum, on her, in her, tasting it, feeling it and she is not the type to clean up unless necessary. The feeling of it leaking out of her is a favourite, she swallows without thinking, loves facials and if you cum somewhere on her body and she can re-dress and get away without it being visible she won’t clean it off her body. She’s nasty like that, loves the naughty secret of feeling your cum slowly drying on her skin with no one but you both knowing. Only exception is with some very expensive and favoured vintage clothing pieces she owns that she would be worried about dry cleaning cum out of or off of.
She herself gets very wet and yes she is a squirter, not every time, but get her a few orgasms deep and focus heavily on that sweet spot with some penetration as well as when she is super turned on or edged a lot and you can make it happen with relative ease and even have it happen multiple times in a row. She tastes a little tangy, a little salty, a little sweet, utterly addictive.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Amber loves doing filthy things and no one knows about it. Doing dirty things for herself and using it to improve her day, boost her confidence, turn her on, get her off, more and more. Taking a naughty selfie in a semi-public space she might get caught, wearing ben-wa balls or a butt plug in public, that kind of thing. She loves how so many people look at her and see her as a friend or as a cute woman or a serious career woman at her job and never suspecting what a freak she is with her nipple clamps on under her bra at this business meeting right now.
Also she is bi and polyam, duh.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
She is now but experience didn’t come until she was twenty five, thanks to Freddy. Pre-that she had some make-outs, a few brief hookups but nothing to write home about. After Freddy in the course of their first year she gained sooo much experience. She very, very much knows what she is doing.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Mating press or face down ass up. She loves positions where her partner has clear power over her, is able to pin her down or throw their weight around and really give it to her. She loves feeling smaller than her partner, feeling helpless and like she is being used. For the mating press she loves being able to cling to her partner and have so much contact, being covered by her partners body and almost crushed, so close together. Face down ass up for the dominance, the spots it can hit, ease for spanking and hair pulling and the lack of basic intimacy like seeing your face or eye contact. Both are opposite ends of the spectrum for her but so fucking good.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
You get both. Amber can be giggly and laugh and joke, (I mean Freddy is her main dude of fucking course she can be fucking goofy during) but she can get swept up into the intensity and be very serious. Get her into that needy sub headspace and she will be much more serious and so in the moment.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Impeccably so. Takes great care of her hair up top like we mentioned and she gets waxed, the carpet does match the drapes, she is a natural red-head, she goes almost totally bare but she is a fan of having a little landing strip. She is smooth, soft and moisturised regularly, skin care is a big thing for her.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Amber can be very romantic but not often. She is a much bigger fan of the actual physical stuff, just getting down and dirty and rough or being silly and goofy but when she IS in that mood? Romantic and caring as fuck, she can totally turn it on and display a surprising amount of intimacy and softness in the moment but usually that comes out more post fuck then during.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Amber cums the hardest with added risk. Her favourite is when she makes that move and is manager of a whole department at her work, her own private office on a high floor.
Some Friday’s after a long and stressful week or sometimes when something went especially well she treats herself. She hangs around a bit after the day is technically done but the office isn’t empty. She makes herself a drink from the wet bar in her office because of course she has that, scotch on the rocks typically and then mid-way through her drink she pops open that secret drawer on her desk.
She pulled out the few toys she keeps there and with the door unlocked, to up the risk factor further, she will masturbate there in her office. Panties off, one heel up on her desk as she rubs her clit, butt plug snugly planted in her ass and palms one of her tits under her blouse.
OR! Her ultimate, her total, major fave, she gets half undressed. Skirt and panties off, blouse open, bra still on, thigh high stockings, garterbelt and heels still on she puts her suction cup dildo on her window and gets her bullet vibe and rides it hard until she makes a mess on the glass. Her floor is up high and the chance of someone seeing her is nil, especially with how the sun sets but she cums hardest when masturbating by doing this.
Starts her weekend off right.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
How much time you got?
Fearplay-She loves the added rush fear gives, the edge it brings to sex and play, makes her cum harder. (Again she’s with Freddy, what do you expect?)
Knifeplay/Bloodplay-Goes into the top one, loves fear, loves danger but also she is a painslut and it heightens the pleasure and makes it better. (Also again, Freddy, she is obsessed with that glove.)
Ropeplay/Restraints In General- She wants to be tied up, held down, wants desperately to be made immoible and helpless, it helps turn her brain off and makes her so susceptible.
Edging/Orgasm Denial- Edging is a major kink, it makes everything feel soooo much better, she loves being denied, loves how it riles her up, makes her more turned on, how it frustrates her, how intense it is and how it makes the eventual orgasm sooo much better.
Let’s run down a few more. Humiliation, dirty talk, degradation, exhibitionism, spanking, choking, painplay, role play, unfairness, her partner just being mean to her, praise, sub/dom dynamics.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Risky, semi-public, uncomfortable places or in bed. She can’t help it, she either wants to be on her knees in a parking garage going down on you or up against the wall of a bathroom stall or in a soft plush bed with lots of comfort and space.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
A look, flirty conversation, an outfit, lingerie, a text, it being an average fucking Tuesday. She gets turned on and worked up easily. But especially if her partner desires her and expresses that in some fashion subtle or overt, particularly in public.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Daddy or mommy kink. So, so sorry but not even for Freddy is she willing to bust out the Daddy so you have no chance. It just isn’t for her, she will use Master/Mistress or Sir or some other title of power or ownership but Daddy/Mommy is the hardline, no.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Giving. Amber Cottrell’s specialty is oral, sucking dick or eating pussy she is way too good at it. Hungry, needy, enthusiastic, she will go down on you with a passionate fervour that conveys that you are the best thing she has ever tasted and she will take direction amazingly well. She will pay attention to your reactions, will change it up and try new things, it won’t get stale and she is down to do it anywhere, anytime.
She does love to get tho and makes the cutest sounds. She won’t be able to help herself, moans and gasps, would have her fingers in your hair and tug on it, beg so prettily and get so into it she will grind on your tongue. She cums really hard from oral, can squirt from it and her thighs will squeeze your head as she moans your name and endless breathless praise at you. A sample has been provided. "God! Yes, yes, yes! Ri-right there, don-don't stop! M' so fuck-ing closssse-"
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
A mix, she loves it fast and rough or slow and sensual depending on the mood or mixing that even further. Slow and rough is good, damn good.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
She loves a good risky quickie but a lot of her kinks lend to longer sessions and those realllly satisfy her deeply and down to her bones and she loves them much more. Quickies can be a thing around three or four times a week but she prefers at least one long session per week, MINIMUM, she would be happiest with two longer sessions a week and some quickies sprinkled in.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
As I have gone on and on about yes. She is the most down to experiment and takes a ton of risks and is so down for almost anything you want to try.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Ooooh this bitch can go. She could give the energizer bunny a run for its money. She can go as long as you can basically, she loves going for a few hours and can do it easily. She is very multi-orgasmic, loves to give, and has a lot of energy and creativity. As for how long she lasts it depends on you, how riled up she is and how hard you go at it, how many kinks you pile up. She can cum very quickly depending. Thank God she can go and go.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
She owns several. Has a good collection. Restraints, dildos silicone or glass, multiple vibes of many kinds and types and intensities. Paddles, floggers, a riding crop, collar and leash and anal plugs and beads, a ton of lubes too. She is well stocked.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
She looooooves to tease nearly as much as she loves to be teased. She loves sending dirty pictures and texts, whispering things in your ear in public, and dressing provocatively. Foreplay can and does start hours before actual sex with Amber often.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
She can be quiet when she needs to but it is a struggle. She is very vocal. She moans, gasps, whimpers and begs, talks dirty and praises and has been known to cry from both extreme pleasure and pain. She can’t help it, she loves to let you know how good it is, how well you are doing and how it feels and it also makes it feel better for her too! She whines and moans and it makes it feel just so much better, it feeds into itself.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Thigh riding ruins her. Sit her on your thigh with her wrists behind her back and kiss her neck, tease and dirty talk and make her grind on you to get off and she will become a mess so fucking fast. Easiest way to see Amber become a little fucking wreck for you, pure sub, a good opener to get her to do basically anything you want.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Amber has like solid 36 DDD’s, she is fair skinned and has a lot of freckles, a lot on her face, her chest and thighs and arms. Also a lot of scars from her times with Freddy, she has a capital F carved on her collar bone that is her favourite, has the word “YES” carved on her hip from a session with him and a lot of other scars all over.
She has a heart shaped tattoo on her other hip that is drawn with red and green lines. Amber has many piercings, her tongue, nose, belly button, barbells through her nipples going horizontal and a VCH too.
She is not rail thin, she is thicker, she has a smaller waist but a some tummy, thick thighs and as for between her legs her pussy is mostly smooth other than the landing strip she likes, soft, get’s wet easily, pink and small lips and clit, very sensitive.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
High. Very high. She wants it often.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
From being with Freddy she is used to being asleep usually when fucking, so sleep and sex are heavily tied but she has a lot of natural energy and unless you really wear her out she can be up for a while and make sure you are totally good before passing out.
Name: James Doron. Age: 25. Height: 5’11. Gender: Male. Hair: Blonde. Eye’s: Brown. Style: Athletic wear, polo and t-shirts, shorts and jeans, dresses mostly for comfort, function and practicality but with lots of colour and interesting patterns for flair.
Home: Long Grove, used to live in and is from Chicago.
History-
James Doron was born and raised in Chicago and he didn’t have much of an opinion on that nor much of an attachment to his hometown. The word home never meant much to James because the place that he called home, the apartment he shared with his mother, father and younger sister never felt like how people talked about how a home should feel. The Doron family looks deceiving, outwardly they seem perfect, happy, well adjusted however inside the walls of that apartment is anything but.
Appearance is everything in his family, or rather to his father, he was the eldest son, there were a lot of expectations thrust upon him. He couldn’t cause trouble, he couldn’t get mad, he had to keep his grades up to his father’s standards and he had to dress well and be friends with the right people and, and, and. It never stopped.
James didn’t like to be home unless it was with his younger sister Ashley. She never got mad at him, they could talk and be more of themselves and laugh and breathe, it is the nicest he ever gets to feel.
He tries his best to stay out of his father’s way but as many of us know with certain kinds of people nothing is ever good enough. He prays no one asks why he wears long sleeves often in the summer.
He hates summer. He hates having to constantly find excuses to be out of the house. He starts working part time jobs as much as he can as young as he can to save for school. He finishes high school and gets into culinary school. He has always loved cooking, the responsibility fell to him at a young age and he was good at it.
Baking is his absolute favourite and so he focuses on that. He works hard, keeps his grades up to hold onto his partial scholarship he worked so hard for. Mid-way through he gets a great option for his co-op, at a bakery in a small town an hour outside of Chicago to get some real hands-on experience, said bakery has done this for a few students before and he is so excited.
Pace’s Pastries and Victor Pace himself are the best thing to ever happen to him. He learns so much from Victor.
Victor cares for him, listens to him, helps him more times than he can count. He is there the night his dad finds out that James is focusing on pastries and where he is doing his co-op. James had been hiding it all this time and for good reason. His dad calls him, he screams at him through the phone, berates him with questions about what people would think, it makes James curl in on himself as his dad spits out, “What are you some kind of fa-”
He cuts him off and asks his father. “Why would that be so bad?”
“What?” His father sounds flabbergasted at being cut off, something James has never done.
“Why would that be so bad if I was?”
His coming out was not taken well. His father disowned him that night over the fucking phone. Victor finds him crying in the dark at the back of house. He listens like he always does, he comforts him, he makes an offer that is too much but James can’t say no, he can never say no to him.
Victor invites James to live with him, he gives him a job at the bakery once he is done school.
He graduates at twenty-two years old. Victor is the only one there and cheers and takes pictures, James knows what it is like to have a home, James loves summer now, he goes for runs and doesn’t need long sleeves and most importantly James would do absolutely anything for Victor.
Name: Ginger Handel. Age: 18. Gender: Female. Height: 5’3. Hair: Red typically in one braid or two. Eyes: Green. Style: Wears long sleeves, flannels, sweaters, jeans, long skirts, heeled boots. A mix of fem tomboy.
Home: Long Grove, recent residence.
History-
Ginger Handel hasn’t lived in Long Grove for her whole life, and had barely been there two months. Her dad needed to move for work. And maybe it was for the best after everything that happened. In her old home town everyone knew Ginger.
Ginger the top student, Ginger the track star, Ginger the ideal daughter. Ginger who was going to get a full ride scholarship to the school her dreams and was going to make everyone so damn proud. The same Ginger who didn’t stretch properly before the big meet and who aggravated that old injury and took a fall so Goddamned bad that it ruined everything in one afternoon.
They don’t recommend you run track or hinge your whole future college career on track and field when you shatter your knee that badly. She was stuck in bed for months. Her grades slipped, she got angry, so angry at everything, pushed everyone away and hurt people and she regretted it.
Something else happened while she had so much free time and was locked to the confines of that hospital bed. She discovers reading, she falls in love and loses herself in books, she realizes just how much more there is to life, she soaks it up through the written word and dreams of the life she could have, bigger than she ever imagined before. She even starts to write, tentatively and it is scary but freeing and fun just like running full tilt in the early fall air was.
So she faces the last year of highschool in a brand new town, leaving everything else behind and yeah it is a bit easier than trying to clean up the mess she left, she’d be leaving in a year for college anyway so who cares, change can be good. Summer before senior year she is looking for work, and needs to make some money for school.
She was walking with resumes in hand downtown when she caught the smell coming out of the bakery. She has been by it a few times but hadn’t been inside yet. She stopped and had one thought before stepping into apply.
In case anyone was wondering Victor Pace is in fact bisexual. My final girl Ginger Handel, (who is gonna get her own board and bio soon posted), is pansexual. And James Doron who works in Victor's bakery as the main full-time employee is just so gay.
I read over the bio for your slasher oc and I was curious: is Marcus truly alive, or is it like a Jekyll and Hyde situation where it's more of an inner dual personality thing that happened due to the trauma?
I figured I'd ask because the oc himself at age 13 sounds somewhat like an unreliable POV and I don't know if I'm overthinking or not.
Oh totally cool of you to ask and yeah no Marcus died that night, is well and truly gone. But yeah it is like a Jekyll and Hyde kidna thing or a Nathan Wallace/Repo Man thing for my Repo! The Genetic Opera stans! Basically he has taken on Marcus in his personality to help cope with the extreme blame and guilt over killing him accidentally.
Super cool of you to ask! Deff down for people asking about my oc's always! Thanks so much for asking!
