Jan 6
I hate that I won't ever look good in anything i actually want to wear.
#cellaspider#not anytime soon anyways ::<#im sure my parents *would* let me get it but it's very scary and awkward and im 99% sure they think it's a sex thing#anyways went shopping with my family today#big mall#lots of nice clothes#none of which i'd look good in#god i need estrogen#like 2 years ago when i promised it to myself#if i learned that in 2 years i'd have access to time machine#i'd probably start mining bitcoin or something so i could go back and get like 13 or 12 year old me on estrogen#but i dont have a time machine and there no magic and this world fucking sucks i want magic
