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[blissmanifesto-blog]

So this just happened

The giant Zucchini of Love was made into zucchini noodles olio et aglio and my daughter and I hoovered it up pronto. Then somebody who might be the mom around here may have eaten about half an entire watermelon all by herself.

Sorry I'm not sorry. Not even a little. Hey bigfatshoe, didn't I tell you I can't be trusted around melon? Damn it was delicious. If it wasn't all gone I would still be eating that shit right now.

Also there was fried okra which was pretty good. The seasoning in the coating still needs a wee bit of tweaking. I fried it in actual lard because HELL YEAH.

[wineworkoutandwords]

Sunrise Run for Shoe~

Derek -- I did this one for you today friend!!! 

Garmin satellite didn't pick up until almost .30 into the run and I stopped and restarted it for my cool down .30 so I am giving myself 4.6 for today with a 529 calories burn...

MP 1.11 I watched the sun come up over the Atlantic Ocean...

I did cry at the bitter loneliness I felt as I watched this alone, wishing that I had my sweetie with me to share in the glorious start of the day!

I did manage a smile for Derek though as a willing tourist snapped this pic!

and now....

now I dine alone for the last few minutes I have in Key West before I grab a cab, board a plane and start my journey back west! 

[wineworkoutandwords]

Loneliness is paralyzing...

....my sweetie just left in a cab to head to the airport after an amazing 4 day weekend in Key West!

Our time together is soooo cherished and so wonderful....It is never ever easy to see it come to an end...

My cab doesn't pick me up for 4 more hours so I am sitting here in our bungalow loft with my heart heavy with the reality that this visit is over, tears streaming down my face....

I am feeling the deep pang of loneliness as we enter into another session of existing in separate time zones....

IT IS PARALYZING!!!!

I keep thinking that I should go for a sunrise run but there is a part of me that just wants to crawl under the covers and hide in my tears...

But I made a promise to Shoe that I would do a run for him while I was here...because he too struggles with a long distance relationship...he knows the sadness and emptiness that envelopes your heart, mind and spirit when your other half is gone...

So this morning, even though I am emotionally drained and paralyzed, I will get up, put on my running clothes and

I will run...

[knitruneatrepeat]

Tumblr Crushes:

mr-smit

jonathandoeslife

michaeldoeslife

bigfatshoe

vigorandcupcakes

ichoose2focus

lindsaydoeslife

becomingabetterbecky

mommyslosingit

I don't think I've ever had so many boys on my tumblr crushes...

And of course Smit remains number one.  Especially after the epicness of NYE/NYD and pancake eating that flooded my dash.

[weaponxvii]

bigfatshoe replied to your post: pushthroughthepain replied to your post: 100 Facts...

I remember waiting for fucking weeks for Goku to get to Namek… The gravity chamber was tight though.

That was the only thing I didn't like about the show, waiting sooooo long.

I found out though it was mainly because there were times when the anime would be produced faster than the manga, and since they were getting everything from the manga they had to wait for the manga to be publish before continuing with the show.