#billythemuppet

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I swear every time I watch a film & come on tumblr you’ve either giffed or reblogged that Exact Film lmaoooo

i honestly have nothing to say about it, things i gif/reblog such random things (most of times; because it depends on my mood) and pretty far from mainstream so… just coincidence i guess or maybe our minds connected lol

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When Oz said I love you for the first time & Ed found out, I don’t think he was repulsed I think he reciprocated his feelings. Between his shitty childhood & fairly lonesome adult life up until then, not only was Love a scary thought, he might have believed that Oz with fucking with him or using him. Like he’s a super intelligent guy who doesn’t mind getting his hands dirty & he knows how useful that could be for Oz so it’s a combo of thinking he’s being used & not being worthy 1/2

YEAH YEAH YEAH EXACTLY! i agree with you!! it’s like i said in my post he was just afraid, and didn’t believe it. there were a few epiphanies, one was when oz refused to give him up to babs (”i…. don’t know what it means…” that line REALLY messed me up bc… it meant he didn’t completely disregard what oz did, it meant he was reassessing what he thought. ‘don’t know what it means’ is code for ‘i thought you didn’t truly love me but you just almost sacrificed yourself for me which, bc i know you so well, i know is a huge thing …. i don’t know… if maybe what i thought was wrong. i don’t know what it means…’) and another was when oz gave up his revenge for him. see, most people seem to think all of ed’s ??? about what oz does is him being stupid and not seeing oz loves him, but for me, and for you it looks like… to me i think he DOES know he just doesn’t BELIEVE it fully until later, until oz repeatedly proves he cares about HIM beyond his own desires. that’s the reason ed is always asking WHY oz is doing stuff for him. why are you doing that? that doesn’t benefit you. why are you saving me? that’s only for my own sake. why did you forsake revenge for me, when you could’ve just gone and gotten it? why did you save me, when you could just leave me to die especially after everything i did to you? i’m not WORTh saving, i’m not WORTH your love, i don’t DESERVE it, i don’t have ANYTHING TO OFFER you, so WHY??

i think he was projecting a little again, you know when he was talking about all the shit oswald had did to him, bc he knows he’s done worse. the only part that was him was when he thought oswald had broken his trust and brought him back to use him JUST LIKE HE THOUGHT OSWALD WOULD DO. and THAT’S WHY it broke him so much. that’s why it broke his heart. it was like proving all his doubts and fears. but then oswald was showing him that he had nothing to do with it, and ed must still have a lot of trust for oswald, bc he believed him OVER his own fears and doubts. when he said he didn’t do it. so i think… maybe he’s starting to truly believe oz loves him. he wouldn’t believe him if he didn’t think that maybe, actually, some part of oz loving him were true. and so he steps closer, into the space oz has left between them, and stands very, very close. close enough that oz could do something, snatch the gun, catch him off guard. bc he trusts him, and he begins to believe the love, even if he still can’t understand WHY the love is there.

AND YES, once they do get together both of them are so fucking in love and just a little bit terrified, ed because he’s never had true love like that and oswald because he’s had love twice and lost it TWICE when both his mother and father died. so they do what you say, grand gestures and deep, emotional, meaningful events to show their love. they don’t get generic gifts or do generic things. they do what they other would like. ed takes oz to a bird sanctuary. oz takes ed to a museum of art. god they love each other sm. OOF!! ok this is too long i’ll stop now but  i fuck ing uhhhhhhhhhh love these boys

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billythemuppet replied to your post: google search: how to be as good as literally...

Ur not as good as everyone else YOURE BETTER ����

GOD I WISH that'd be like.. my dream

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billythemuppet replied to your post “bloop bloop im coming to scoop you”

what was that fucking childrens book or movie or whatever that had The Scoop where if you were a bad kid you got your brain scooped out of your skull?? speaking of creepy childrens shit lol

WHAT THE FUCK

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A grape goes into the microwave every time you say you’re bad at art

NOOOOOOOOO

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Hey do u ever think about Oz waking up to birds chirping outside his window on a cold winter morning & the space beside him is empty so he puts on his robe & waddles into the kitchen with his hair sticking up on every side & wearing penguin slippers that Ed bought him for Christmas & half lidded eyes & is greeted by his very chipper husband handing him a cup of coffee & kissing the top of his head & basically drapes himself over Oswald while he grabs a plate of pancakes (his fave) Ed made & OOF

i don’t but i do now OOF...... bubs..... thank u for this beautiful image

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billythemuppet replied to your post: 28, 48, 68, 88

*pulls out a 300 page power point on your best attributes* aCTUALLY-

each of those pages must have a word on LOL

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Just relistened to your cover with headphones 11/10 would recommend, your voice is gorg

!!! ahhh too kind, too kind! thank you baby <3